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Ravyn
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<warning: contains mature themes: anorexia>
Ravyn entered the gym with a surprising spring in her step. She had taken the past couple of days easy to get herself all in order, which meant making some much-needed adjustments to her uniform. She was able to locate some resources to alter her dress to be a little more... fashionable. She had taken the gloves and cut them apart to add as insets to the skirt. Now, it had cute, hidden white pleats! She also may or may not have made the skirt itself a little shorter but who's gonna measure it anyways...
After her days of rest, Ravyn was ready to get back into an athletic regimen. At the notion of totally free time and a pool, the redhead was elated. As soon as Vince finished his introduction and released everyone, Ravyn almost immediately headed off to change into a swimsuit. One thing did linger in the back of her head: the flirtatious way in which Vince said to let him know if they needed help with the swimsuits...
Ravyn got her mind out of the gutter as she noticed the ever stoic Frederika headed the same way out of the corner of her eye. Hot, athletic girl in a swimsuit? This should be good.
Ravyn made her way into the changing rooms to put on the swimsuit. It wasn't the cutest thing ever, but it could be worse. Ravyn looked into the mirror and her face fell. Had two days of rest really done that much? Had she gained weight?? After she swam, Ravyn decided, she would make sure to get in a very good workout on the equipment to get back the thin, perfect, barbie doll frame she wanted. No matter how hard she tried, though, Ravyn could never have she shape she wanted. No matter how much she sacrificed, she could never be perfect.
Ravyn shook out her head and walked away from her reflection to put her uniform in a locker and grab a towel. She couldn't eat any less than she already was, so the only option was to work off the pounds. She could run on the treadmill or do some squats and lifts. Ravyn wasn't much of a weightlifter, plus that wasn't really a fat-burning exercise. The gym had a lot of equipment. Surely Ravyn could find something.
In reality, Ravyn's body was as thin as it could possibly be. Emaciated even. She was skin, bones, and some muscle. She was a delicate flower. A beautiful flower, but very, very delicate. And she was pretty. Even if you could count her ribs, there weren't many flaws. Ravyn just could see the beauty she held. In the distortion, she always felt there was something to fix, and the way she went around fixing it left an empty hole in her stomach, bones as brittle as glass, and sinking despair in her mind...
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The redhead returned to the group, ready for a mostly relaxing day at the pool. Any sign of unhappiness was totally gone. The bubbly smile was back to stay.
She didn't plan on doing anything extreme, so she left her long, voluminous hair down. Plus, she felt like the Little Mermaid when she swam. Always a bonus. Then, Ravyn's eyes tracked to Frederika. Hot damn! Emphasis on the hot! Dem legs! And abs! Holy guacamole! That was one smexy German! Out of literally every single person in the world who could be Otherworlders, Ravyn was chosen with a group of literal models. This was great. So totally great.
"May I ask one of you to quickly braid my hair before I delve into the pool? I suspect having a veritable parachute attached to my head will do little for my lap times."
Fredi's call for help snapped Ravyn out of her daydream. She understood just enough to know that Frederika needed help braiding her hair.
"I got you, babes!" Ravyn responded brightly as she flounced over to her. "I can do regular, French, fishtail, or Dutch. Y'know what, you'd look super cute with double Dutch braids! Is that alright with you?"
c o d e b y t r i p l e s
Ravyn entered the gym with a surprising spring in her step. She had taken the past couple of days easy to get herself all in order, which meant making some much-needed adjustments to her uniform. She was able to locate some resources to alter her dress to be a little more... fashionable. She had taken the gloves and cut them apart to add as insets to the skirt. Now, it had cute, hidden white pleats! She also may or may not have made the skirt itself a little shorter but who's gonna measure it anyways...
After her days of rest, Ravyn was ready to get back into an athletic regimen. At the notion of totally free time and a pool, the redhead was elated. As soon as Vince finished his introduction and released everyone, Ravyn almost immediately headed off to change into a swimsuit. One thing did linger in the back of her head: the flirtatious way in which Vince said to let him know if they needed help with the swimsuits...
Ravyn got her mind out of the gutter as she noticed the ever stoic Frederika headed the same way out of the corner of her eye. Hot, athletic girl in a swimsuit? This should be good.
Ravyn made her way into the changing rooms to put on the swimsuit. It wasn't the cutest thing ever, but it could be worse. Ravyn looked into the mirror and her face fell. Had two days of rest really done that much? Had she gained weight?? After she swam, Ravyn decided, she would make sure to get in a very good workout on the equipment to get back the thin, perfect, barbie doll frame she wanted. No matter how hard she tried, though, Ravyn could never have she shape she wanted. No matter how much she sacrificed, she could never be perfect.
Ravyn shook out her head and walked away from her reflection to put her uniform in a locker and grab a towel. She'd get a good workout in. She would get a good workout in.
In reality, Ravyn's body was as thin as it could possibly be. She was skin, bones, and some muscle. She was a delicate flower. A beautiful flower, but very, very delicate.
The redhead returned to the group, ready for a mostly relaxing day at the pool. Any sign of unhappiness was totally gone. The bubbly smile was back to stay.
She didn't plan on doing anything extreme, so she left her long, voluminous hair down. Plus, she felt like the Little Mermaid when she swam. Always a bonus. Then, Ravyn's eyes tracked to Frederika. Hot damn! Emphasis on the hot! Dem legs! And abs! Holy guacamole! That was one smexy German! Out of literally every single person in the world who could be Otherworlders, Ravyn was chosen with a group of literal models. This was great. So totally great.
"May I ask one of you to quickly braid my hair before I delve into the pool? I suspect having a veritable parachute attached to my head will do little for my lap times."
Fredi's call for help snapped Ravyn out of her daydream. She understood just enough to know that Frederika needed help braiding her hair.
"I got you, babes!" Ravyn responded brightly as she flounced over to her. "I can do regular, French, fishtail, or Dutch. Y'know what, you'd look super cute with double Dutch braids! Is that alright with you?"
After her days of rest, Ravyn was ready to get back into an athletic regimen. At the notion of totally free time and a pool, the redhead was elated. As soon as Vince finished his introduction and released everyone, Ravyn almost immediately headed off to change into a swimsuit. One thing did linger in the back of her head: the flirtatious way in which Vince said to let him know if they needed help with the swimsuits...
Ravyn got her mind out of the gutter as she noticed the ever stoic Frederika headed the same way out of the corner of her eye. Hot, athletic girl in a swimsuit? This should be good.
Ravyn made her way into the changing rooms to put on the swimsuit. It wasn't the cutest thing ever, but it could be worse. Ravyn looked into the mirror and her face fell. Had two days of rest really done that much? Had she gained weight?? After she swam, Ravyn decided, she would make sure to get in a very good workout on the equipment to get back the thin, perfect, barbie doll frame she wanted. No matter how hard she tried, though, Ravyn could never have she shape she wanted. No matter how much she sacrificed, she could never be perfect.
Ravyn shook out her head and walked away from her reflection to put her uniform in a locker and grab a towel. She'd get a good workout in. She would get a good workout in.
In reality, Ravyn's body was as thin as it could possibly be. She was skin, bones, and some muscle. She was a delicate flower. A beautiful flower, but very, very delicate.
The redhead returned to the group, ready for a mostly relaxing day at the pool. Any sign of unhappiness was totally gone. The bubbly smile was back to stay.
She didn't plan on doing anything extreme, so she left her long, voluminous hair down. Plus, she felt like the Little Mermaid when she swam. Always a bonus. Then, Ravyn's eyes tracked to Frederika. Hot damn! Emphasis on the hot! Dem legs! And abs! Holy guacamole! That was one smexy German! Out of literally every single person in the world who could be Otherworlders, Ravyn was chosen with a group of literal models. This was great. So totally great.
"May I ask one of you to quickly braid my hair before I delve into the pool? I suspect having a veritable parachute attached to my head will do little for my lap times."
Fredi's call for help snapped Ravyn out of her daydream. She understood just enough to know that Frederika needed help braiding her hair.
"I got you, babes!" Ravyn responded brightly as she flounced over to her. "I can do regular, French, fishtail, or Dutch. Y'know what, you'd look super cute with double Dutch braids! Is that alright with you?"
If you need help or are experiencing any symptoms of an eating disorder, do not be afraid to reach out. The people at NEDA will be there to get you the help and support you need. I send all my love to anyone who may be struggling. Know that you aren't alone and that there are people who can help you. You are beautiful in every way. Never forget that
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