Other thoughts of an apathetic mind. *my archive*

[Aur0ra]

i don't really know under what tag i should put these stuff. They're not poetry, nor are they stories. they're just....thoughts? i guess. Insignificant most of the time, -probably with some spelling mistakes- also probably won't be read by anyone anyways.
sooo there they are.
enjoy....or not.

 

[Aur0ra]

will you be aware of when you slip into insanety?

I know that i'd get to accept and cherish madness anyways, because it's all what i'd have left, but that transitioning moment between both states intregues me. I mean, the amount of potential for what's to come and fear of losing your very essence that takes over such a short amount of time - if of course we were aware of it- is kind of interesting to self study.
i would like to linger that moment though. i say a moment because i know that it will pass. all that remembering, all the past lives, they all fade after that moment after you slip. the only constant thing in this life is change. that comforts me so very much, yet scares the hell out of me at the same time.