sarahmickey98
Junior Member
Minnie De'Maria
It was easy, falling back in this routine of playful banter and shy smiles with Jonathan. Even when she couldn't stand her, he had away of breaking through her minds constant ramble of information. She was suddenly recalling a memory from her third year: she was sitting in the library, studying of course, and a rather obnoxious, cocky Slytherin 4th year strode over to her. He hadn't expected to her to be nearly so... unimpressed. She recalled his face at that moment with a light heart. She would have laughed at one who had told her, at that point, that they would have dated for two years. The heart works in strange, strange ways. It was amusing and funny to listen to the Jonathan Thaddeus admit to one of his flaws, though modesty was one of his major flaws. Sitting here, talking to him like this, she could almost imagine that the war hadn't happened, that his family hadn't been murdered, that she wasn't completely unraveling. How comforting that old habits always seemed to have a way of resurfacing. If Barry knew that she was talking to him like this... She could imagine to look on her best friend's face and she quickly pushed that image out of her head. Instead, she let out a soft chuckle at Jon saying he was concerned for her taste in men and then found herself momentarily speechless when he let the bit slip about working to get her back. Before, she would have been so glad to hear it. And it did still make her heart soar nearly into her throat when he said the words, but she wasn't whole anymore and he surely wasn't whole either and you can't make yourself whole by using someone else's half of themselves. Shaking the thought from her head and attempting to shake the feeling from her chest, she forced another smile, letting out a soft laugh at his sorry excuse for a subject change. Not letting him get away with that one, she found herself teasing him again, but with a note of seriousness to her tone, "Well, if I'm not mistaken, I recall you leaving me, not me leaving you."
ReverseTex
It was easy, falling back in this routine of playful banter and shy smiles with Jonathan. Even when she couldn't stand her, he had away of breaking through her minds constant ramble of information. She was suddenly recalling a memory from her third year: she was sitting in the library, studying of course, and a rather obnoxious, cocky Slytherin 4th year strode over to her. He hadn't expected to her to be nearly so... unimpressed. She recalled his face at that moment with a light heart. She would have laughed at one who had told her, at that point, that they would have dated for two years. The heart works in strange, strange ways. It was amusing and funny to listen to the Jonathan Thaddeus admit to one of his flaws, though modesty was one of his major flaws. Sitting here, talking to him like this, she could almost imagine that the war hadn't happened, that his family hadn't been murdered, that she wasn't completely unraveling. How comforting that old habits always seemed to have a way of resurfacing. If Barry knew that she was talking to him like this... She could imagine to look on her best friend's face and she quickly pushed that image out of her head. Instead, she let out a soft chuckle at Jon saying he was concerned for her taste in men and then found herself momentarily speechless when he let the bit slip about working to get her back. Before, she would have been so glad to hear it. And it did still make her heart soar nearly into her throat when he said the words, but she wasn't whole anymore and he surely wasn't whole either and you can't make yourself whole by using someone else's half of themselves. Shaking the thought from her head and attempting to shake the feeling from her chest, she forced another smile, letting out a soft laugh at his sorry excuse for a subject change. Not letting him get away with that one, she found herself teasing him again, but with a note of seriousness to her tone, "Well, if I'm not mistaken, I recall you leaving me, not me leaving you."
ReverseTex