Realistic or Modern ⤷ 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐥 𝐜𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐜𝐥𝐮𝐛 (𝐜𝐚𝐬𝐭) ₊ ˚

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— age. (16-19)
— sexuality.
— ethnicity.
— role.

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— weight.
— eye color.
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— attire.
— health ailments.

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eden addams

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general
name: eden addams
nicknames: edie (she
doesn’t particularly enjoy
nicknames — but this has
stuck with her since childhood
and it is basically a part of her);
denny; (the) freaky goth girl;
age: 17 / nov. 27th / sagittarius
sexuality: demiromantic asexual
ethnicity: italian-american (third gen)
role: the weird one/the oddball

appearance
height: 5’10” | 177 cm
weight: 126 lbs | 57 kilos
eye color: pale hazel-green
hair color: dyed a deep jet black
build: ectomorph/very lean muscle
distinguishing features: her milky,
vampire white skin. she doesn't suffer
from albinism, she's just really pale
scars/markings: self-inflicted scars
from when she was younger, mainly
from stupid childhood accidents or
the occasional fall, trip, tumble, etc.
tattoos/piercings: two piercings (her
nose and ears), three tattoos and an
entire sleeve along her left arm. she
plans on getting her legs tattooed next,
she just needs to save up her money to
attire: eden dresses like she’s about to
go to a funeral. black, white, red and dark/
royal blue. she dresses mainly in gothic and
old-school lolita, or just plain goth. she favors
towering platform shoes, chains, safety pins,
crosses, cat motifs, skeletons and pentagrams.
she tends to wear what she wants, whenever
health ailments: als (amyotrophic lateral sclerosis)
— a nervous system disease that weakens the body’s
muscles and can impact your physical function
face claim: heather baron gracie

personality
eden has a very prickly personality; she is known for being sassy, dark, grouchy, and sarcastic to those around her. she’s basically the jade west of her hospital wing. snippy and downright cynical, eden is one to never miss a beat. she seems to have a sadistic personality, taking a great interest in pain, more so inflicted on others than herself. she has a macabre sense of humor, usually saying things about people being hit by a bus during comfort groups, as well as somewhat sadistic tendencies, such as enjoying people getting hurt, even her own nurses tripping and falling from the little traps she’ll set for them out of boredom. when she isn’t busy in her room setting traps, she’ll often sit in the hospital lobby and pretend to be just another visitor. but that’s not all. she’ll listen in on the conversations off actual visitors and will often make witty and immoral comments on their conversations and will sometimes mock them if she sees them as stupid or naive (but she’s like that with basically everyone around her). though she might seem like the type that’s hiding something with her mysterious, somewhat standoffish behavior, she’s actually quite open about her life and doesn’t mind occasionally helping others (typically if she owes them one). through it all, eden’s brutal honesty can be both a blessing and a curse, and can often get her into situations she can’t get out of with a witty retort or a dark joke. but when push comes to shove (sometimes literally), she knows when to take charge of her behavior and act relatively like a nice person. she can appear a little intimidating, well, actually a lot — but once you get to know her, she’s just a bitter and spiritless nerd. her love for comic books outweighs her love for scars, bruises, and violence, which is saying something. one mention of spider-man or thor can very rarely send her spiraling into a monologue about how absolutely amazing marvel superheroes are opposed to dc (which she thinks is utter trash). she very rarely shows this side of her, but when she does, that’s when you know she trusts you

vices (five+): being too harsh on others or taking her remarks too far; occasionally will not take her medication on time and will go off to sit alone and read in a quiet space (typically in plain sight, where her nurses can find her); an intensifying stutter (due to progressive muscle weakness); due to her disease, she is constantly fatigued and often finds it difficult to do everyday things (i.e; walking down the halls, eating, etc.); often comes off as careless or annoyed at others; is basically dying very slowly each day;

virtues (five+): though she doesn’t show it, she is actually very, very smart for her age, and is actually a really good tutor; will listen to people’s problems and does her best to find the right way to solve them; will put others before herself (even though her egotistic nature wouldn’t let her admit it); tends not to focus on her disease and does her best to enjoy her stays in the hospital; can literally make small talk with anyone and everyone (including nurses and doctors, which is pretty much a gift);

likes: reading books on murderers/cults; watching horror movies (she’s a bit of a buff) and laughing when there’s a jumpscare; studying shakespeare (her special day for that is thursday — she won’t leave her room for hours); cats; bruises; graveyards; dramatic music; the sound of heavy rain;

dislikes: cruelty to animals; plain people; tasteless food; standing in line; constantly being told she “doesn’t have much time left”; people who have too much optimism for being in the hospital (i’m looking at you, optimist); when people enter her room without knocking; the smell of medication; having a muscle spasm at the wrong time (and not being able to control it);

fears: death/dying (as much as she would hate to admit it); that everyone around her hates her for the way she acts; that she’s letting her mother and father down for not being able to finish school, for getting so sick; that she’ll die before she gets a chance to actually live;

quirks: will fidget with the tips of the pages in the books that she’s reading; she squints and frowns a lot; annoyed nose scrunch central;

mental ailments: a progressive stutter, difficulty thinking (which is kind of hard to fathom considering her quick-witted replies)

memorable quotes:
— “on our first date, i’ll carve our initials into a tree. it’s the most romantic way to prove to you that i have a knife.” (0 context)
— “of course, i’m tired. but i always find the energy to sin.”
— “i wrote that at midnight in a shakespearean rage.”
— “just the usual high school satanic worship.”
— “what’s the prob, dog?”

theme: glory and gore — lorde

biography

born the only child to what was thought to be a barren mom and try-hard dad, eden was constantly babied by every family member imaginable: her mother, her father, even her weird third cousin from michigan, maurice. she was basically the light of her parents lives, and they wouldn’t have had it any other way (or so they say). they had already seen all of their friends kids grow up and leave home for good, so eden was exactly what they needed to fill their child-loving void. they did their best to make sure their child would be happy and healthy, going out of their way to protect her from the little things. they were convinced that they had the perfect child. but as time passed, and as eden got older, her parents noticed that she wasn’t acting as the usual kid her age would. she would burst into tears if you were to sit her down on the ground and encourage her to crawl to you, and unlike other children her age, she was keen on doing as little as possible to move. so, eventually noticing how this was affecting her, eden’s parents took her to the hospital, only to be told the news that their twelve-month-old was suffering from a life-threatening disease, and that at possibly any moment, she would die. and since that day, eden has been a not-so-happy occupant of northwest memorial hospital, her home away from home. as she grew older, and learned more about her condition however, instead of doing her best not to move at all, she chose that moving much more than she typically would could cure her (yes, she knew how ridiculous it sounded, because she was constantly ridiculing herself for thinking so irrationally). and with nothing better to do than stalk up and down the halls and chat with the nurses, she opt for learning more about the world around him, despite being trapped in the very comfortable hell they call northwest memorial. so, everyday after that, she would do her best to learn something new, to notice something that she hadn’t the day before (whether from the nurses, or her parents, or from the occasional comic book that her doctors would bring around). and eventually, her observations came easier to her than what walking would, and instead of focusing on how much she was deteriorating each day, she instead chose to live each day like it was her last. which meant willingly joining conversations without being encouraged or even taking a walk around the hospital’s garden (despite the pain it brings her).

relationships
the preppy — tba
the nerdy — tba
the funny — tba
the optimistic — tba
the careless — tba

notes — i love this girl so much sksjfb

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[Pysren]

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[div class=side_one][div class=textinformation] nickname(s)[/div] [div class=textinformation_two]Suzu, Ri Ri[/div] [div class=divider_two][/div]
[div class=textinformation] age[/div] [div class=textinformation_two]18[/div] [div class=divider_two][/div]
[div class=textinformation] gender[/div] [div class=textinformation_two]female[/div] [div class=divider_two][/div]
[div class=textinformation] sexuality[/div] [div class=textinformation_two]Heterosexual[/div] [div class=divider_two][/div]
[div class=textinformation] role:[/div] [div class=textinformation_two]The Optimist[/div] [div class=divider_two][/div] [/div] [div class=side_two]

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[div class=box_text]She is a little taller than average for a female, and she is within the normal range for her height. She is very slim/slender and is naturally shaped like a pear. Whereas her hips are wider than her shoulders. She wears a 34B and has a small waist. Her longs are naturally long but still in proportion to her body. Her neck as well, is long and in proportion to her body. She has sun kissed skin and light multi colored eyes. Her hair is long and stops at mid back close to the natural waist line, it is also naturally curly. She has slender fingers with nails she keeps with enough nail so that it isn't classified as too long. Though her toe nails are kept short and neat. Her nose is small and so are her nostrils. Her ears are a little large but you can't tell at first glance. She has a pinkish pale natural lip color and they are the average thickness. There is a prominent cupid's bow above her upper lip. She has thin eyebrows that are naturally arched. Lastly her eyes are small, rounded and upturned at the corners. Hair Color: Medium Brown Eye Color: Hazel Height/Weight: 5'11" and 132 lbs Build: Ectomorph Distinguishing Features: Her lightly colored hazel eyes with her bronze skin Ethnicity: American born Brazilian Tattoos/Piercings: Standard ear piercings Scars/Markings: She has a now shrunken scar imprint of an iron on her right thigh, a curling iron burn on her left ear and forearm, a nearly invisible cut on her right palm and a birthmark in the shape similar to a butterfly on her clavicle on the right side. Health Ailments: Leukemia and Congenital Insensitivity to Pain (CIP) Attire: Usually wears colorful or patterned dresses, but will wear fancy shirts with leggings. She is constantly wearing studs but may change to dangly earrings. She is constantly wearing a necklace her grandmother got her before she passed. Suri wears minimal makeup in the form of eyeliner, eyeshadow, eye glitter or lip butter (lipstick). Faceclaim: Marina Nery

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[div class=box_text]Suri is very tolerant of other people no matter what their quirks, sexuality or personality. She prides herself on being a team player, optimistic and being reliable. She is charismatic, and selfless. Suri tries her best not to take things to heart, especially criticism but she fails. It will take more than a few comments but eventually she will fold. Suri likes getting to know others. Romantically, she is in it for the long haul, looking for that long term relationship rather than short flings. She will inspire her significant other and help them achieve their dreams and goals. Friendship wise, she puts in a huge amount of active effort to maintain her friendships. Viewing them as substantial and important, not something to let slip away through laziness or inattention. She truly values all her friends. Suri does find herself getting offended when her efforts aren't appreciated or reciprocated when the time presents itself. She has a diversion to conflict and makes sure to avoid it when she can. Whether it's by physically and verbally avoiding it or solving the issue before it gets out of hand. She expresses herself creatively and honestly. Suri will not crack under pressure, even though she doesn't like conflict and can be sensitive at times. Lastly, Suri is a social butterfly who is creative, warm, kind, intelligent, observant, and a quick learner.

Virtues + Positive-minded + Patient + Dependable + Trustworthy + Tolerant + Warm-hearted

Vices - Pride - Stubborn - Naïve - Pacifist - Sheltered - Over confident

❀ Likes: Rain, Nighttime, Shooting stars, Milk Chocolate, Nail polish, Tattoos, Ice cream, Netflix, Rainbows, Sappy Movies, Strawberries, Animals ❀ Dislikes: Sports, Being too hot/cold, Cigarettes, Pickles, Stepping on gum, Alcohol, Negativity, Spiders, Dishonesty, Recklessness, Animal cruelty ❀ Fears: Scared of the dark, Scared of small spaces or large crowds, Thunder, Dying, Losing all her hair ❀ Quirks/Habits: Has a habit of crossing her arms, Sweeping her hair behind her ear when nervous, Sleeping in, Left Handed, Crosses her ankles when sitting.

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[div class=box_text] History: Suri Zaidee was raised differently than her fellow siblings and she never fully realized why until she was old enough to understand her condition. She was born with congenital insensitivity to pain (CIP), where she is physically unable to feel pain. And it might sound cool but it is dangerous. She'll never know when to stop doing something that will cause her pain. She'll never know the pain of being burnt or falling down. Suri had to grow up wearing padding and a helmet to keep her safe but it was difficult in her toddler years. She kept taking it off and hurting herself, but not on purpose. Luckily she never had any broken bones, just scrapes, cuts, bruises, small fractures and burns. But her childhood did contain some sort of happiness. She got to model clothes for different clothing brands, she even has her own YouTube channel and Instagram dedicated to it. Due to her condition, her parents were worried and decided to homeschool Suri, so at the tender age of 15, they decided she was old enough and understood her condition enough to be enrolled in school. Plus Suri wouldn't stop pestering them about it. She wanted to be like everyone else. To prove she can be like everyone else. And this was her one chance, a trial if you will. Riverview high, her one chance. Along with homeschooling her they never let her play with any children outside of her family. As her older siblings knew to watch out for her and care for her. Going to school would be both exciting and terrifying. During senior year she found out she had Leukemia, though doctors will require more testing to determine the type of Leukemia she has. She was told that this cancer affects the blood making cells in the bone marrow. It produces (and increase production) of abnormal blood cells. If left untreated it may lead to anemia and other illnesses. This unfortune illness is what brought her to the hospital for routine treatment which could be chemotherapy, steroids and/or blood transfusions. Though she has been a frequent patient before due to her CIP. She’s been admitted in the past for dislocations, burns and fractures.

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[div class=box_text] Favorite Color: Yellow Theme Song: MBTI type: ENFP Enneagram type: The Peacemaker Alignment: Neutral Good Mental Ailments: Healthy Memorable Quotes: "Life is like a box of chocolates, you'll never know what your going to get." "Live as if you were to die tomorrow, cause ya never know." "Don't bring up old stuff, you'll ruin the moment." "Be that positive energy in someone's life, because you might be the only one." Relationships: the preppy one — tba the nerdy one — tba the funny one — tba the weird one — tba the careless one — tba

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mitchelle springsmitchelle springs [class name="loveContainerMajor"] --accent: #aecc42 [/class] [div class="loveContainerMajor"] [div class="loveImageContainer"] [div class="loveMainImage" style="background:url(https://i.pinimg.com/564x/32/af/e6/32afe699165f7ba72f60284c3675d25a.jpg)"][/div] [/div] [div class="loveRightContainer"] [div class="loveTitleContainer"] [div class="loveStudentProfile"]patient file[/div] [div class="loveStudentName"]Elijah Tanaka[/div] [/div] [div class="loveTabbedcontent"] [div class="lovePageContainer"] [div class="lovePage pageOne"] [div class="loveInfoBox"] [div class="loveInfoTitle"]nickname[/div] [div class="loveInfoText"]Eli[/div] [/div] [div class="loveInfoBox"] [div class="loveInfoTitle"]age[/div] [div class="loveInfoText"]seventeen / october 20th / libra[/div] [/div] [div class="loveInfoBox"] [div class="loveInfoTitle"]role[/div] [div class="loveInfoText"]the careless[/div] [/div] [div class="loveInfoBox"] [div class="loveInfoTitle"]ethnicity [/div] [div class="loveInfoText"]japanese[/div] [/div] [div class="loveInfoBox"] [div class="loveInfoTitle"]sexuality[/div] [div class="loveInfoText"]bi[/div] [/div] [div class="loveInfoBox"] [div class="loveInfoTitle"]faceclaim[/div] [div class="loveInfoText"]kentaro sakaguchi[/div] [/div] [div class="pageOneFlex"] [div class="pageOneList"] [div class="loveSubheader"]likes[/div]

• peach rings
• lightning
• really ice cold water
• psychological horror movies
• spearmint gum

[/div] [div class="pageOneList"] [div class="loveSubheader"]dislikes[/div]

• bruises [mostly just his own]
• overly positive people
• coffee
• migraines
• running
• when people think that he's just iron deficient

[/div] [/div] [/div] [div class="lovePage pageTwo"] [div class="pageTwoText"] [div class="loveHeader"]personality[/div] Elijah's the first to say that he's not the easiest to get along with. He's reserved at best, and an asshole at worst. It's not that he doesn't like the company of other people, he just has a hard time finding people that really get it. Or just get him. Eli wouldn't ever blame his irritability on his condition - obviously, and he hated people that blamed any and all character flaws on their illnesses - but he would admit grudgingly that he was probably a little easier to piss off on bad migraine days. If those days tended to coincide with his first meetings with doctors, or just other people...well he'd hope that the saying about first impressions wasn't too true. Eli sometimes thinks about how much easier making friends would be if he was just a little bit more open, or a little bit more willing to be happy. He's tried a few times, to plaster a smile and a joke on top of all of his spikier edges, but in the end it just feels disingenuous, as if he's leading these people on with this pumped up version of himself that only frays away more and more with time to reveal his actual self underneath. Because of this, he has a bad habit of drawing away and cutting himself off before other people even have the chance to. He's also often lonely because of it, and spends a lot of time in either his room at home or at the hospital without speaking to anyone but his nurses and doctors. He can engage in conversations and crack a few jokes well enough to maintain acquaintances but when it comes to holding up real friendships for a long time, he tends to struggle. Around people that he does end up trusting however, his jokes tend to still stray along a knifes edge of being mean, but at this point they hopefully know that they're said with affection no matter what. When he's on his own in his room, he tends to listen to loud music and lipsyncs, along with passionate air guitar playing. He hates being caught doing this, but tends to have his music up too loud to hear anybody coming into his room. He's easily embarassed, which is always revealed from the bright red flush that takes over his face, ears and neck. Eli has a sort of open-door policy, where he doesn't really get pissed when you enter his room, as long as you don't take up too much time uselessly. However, people tend to take one look at his self-isolating behaviour and avoid walking in.

[div class="lovesubHeader"]VICES[/div]​

putting up a front of being anti-social; he can find it hard to speak up, or even get sentences out when his anxiety is severe; he downplays his condition as not being 'that bad' and feels bad for how his family is affected; comes off as arrogant or aloof as he often gets caught up in thinking too hard about what to say next in conversations; can be very impatient as he's often focussed on conserving his own energy and if things are happening impractically he can get very annoyed

[div class="lovesubHeader"]VIRTUES[/div]​

he enjoys listening to problems that people have and trying to think of solutions, or making them feel better; he has a strong sense of loyalty and hates people who talk shit; he's independent and quite self contained; he's openminded and tries not to judge on appearances or first impressions; he's very self motivated in his schoolwork with how much he tends to miss out on traditional schooling.

[div class="lovesubHeader"]FEARS[/div]​

Elijah has a severe fear of not being able to breathe, as he already is predisposed to passing out from being too lightheaded. He's had a couple of experiences of fainting during bad panic-attacks. The feeling of being winded makes him panic and he often works himself up into passing out as his breathing becomes more shallow, resulting in a vicious cycle. He also has a 'fear' or severe disliking towards seeing blood, which is unfortunate due to his near daily nose bleeds. He tries to clean them up as soon as they happen, and has gotten accustomed to almost predicting when they'll happen and having a tissue ready so his visuals will be as minimal as possible. Eli also fears being alone, an issue which he thinks a lot about as he considers whether his lack of friends will result in a further lack of connections throughout his life. His worst fear is dying alone without anyone who truly cares about him, and not experiencing unconditional love from anyone but his parents. He wants to connect with people his age desperately but doesn't know how.

[div class="lovesubHeader"]QUIRKS[/div]​

He never sits in chairs properly, preferring to hook both legs over one arm of the shair and curl up awkwardly reading his book. He also doesn't like brushing his teeth because of how much the bristles make his gums bleed, but is also hyperaware of bad breath, so is almost constantly chewing spearmint gum. If he isn't thinking about anything, he'll absentmindedly start to chew on the inside of his cheek.

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"If you don't stop coughing with your mouth wide open I'm going to tape it shut"​

"Hey if I got really good at predicting my blood noses and timed it just right, could I trick people into thinking I'm possessed?"​

"Maybe god had to nerf me by making me so tired all the time, because if i had a normal amount of energy I'd become sonic."​

"At this rate I'm going to get a bruise from accidentally hugging a teddybear too hard."​

[div class="loveHeader"]biography[/div] Elijah was born as an only child into what he thought to be a completely normal family. His dad, mom, their pet cat affectionately named Frog, and him. Growing up was pretty standard, going to the local schools and making friends. The only thing weird about him as a child was probably that he was a little quieter than usual, but even that wasn't anything special. There were plenty of kids who preferred the indoors and quiet. He did his homework, played video games and snuck treats to Frog, and that was the extent of anything exciting that happened in his life. The first complications really began when he was 12, and caught what they originally all thought was just a usual cold. However, it quickly developed from a simple stomach bug with a few sniffles to a skyrocketing fever and a trip to the emergency room of the hospital. They were sent home with a pack of medication, and assurances that he would get better within the week. However, when his fevers started to get more frequent, and Eli began to complain about feeling overly tired after P.E in school, the hospital took notice as well. He was taken in for blood tests, and was additionally tested for asthma. However, when the results were returned, they were told that his blood cell levels, and most prominently his white blood cells seemed to be far lower than normal. Next up were further blood tests, and an extraction of bone marrow from his hip. Eli didn't understand any of it, why his parents were suddenly so careful to not let him around anyone who seemed sick, or to let him run around with his friends. Finally, his official diagnosis was reached. Aplastic anemia caused by an autoimmune disease, and with it, years of regular hospital visits and stays. He built up a solid rapport with the nurses and his team of doctors over the years, and strived to keep up with his schoolwork even as he was taken in and out of school for long stays at the hospital. At 16, after years of immunotherapy and blood transplants, they decided to try for a bone marrow transplant, which should've been a one stop cure for hopefully the rest of his life. Of course, it was a little risky, due to the donor not being related to him, and only an approximated match, but the doctor reassured them that it should be perfectly fine and that the success rate was very high. Of course, with Eli's luck something would go wrong. His body ended up rejecting the transplant, bringing with it a whole host of problems. This resulted in his transferral to Northwest memorial hospital, where he was assured there was a highly trained haematologist. He hasn't had the chance to really get to know his team yet, or the other patients in the hospital, especially with how he's been spending most of the days sleeping. 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[/div] [/div] [div class="pageThreeContainer"] [div class="pageThreeTab friends"]distinguishing features[/div] [div class="pageThreeTab foes"]attire[/div] [div class="pageThreeTab lovers"]health ailments[/div] [div class="pageThreeTab others"]scars[/div] [/div] [div class="pageThreeSelect"][/div] [div class="pageThreePage friendsPage"] [div class="pageThreeText"] Elijah has freckles that appear more prominently in the summer on his cheeks, and across his shoulders. He also has a birthmark roughly the size of a blotchy peanut behind his right ear. He likes to claim that its from a past life where he was shot and killed, but really its just a mark. He usually has a couple bruises anywhere on his body from his condition, and he never likes seeing them. [/div] [/div] [div class="pageThreePage foesPage"] [div class="pageThreeText"] How many hoodies can one guy own? That's the question that Elijah seems to be trying to answer with his wardrobe. They're comfortable and easy to wear, and cover up any bruises on his arms or chest that he might get accidentally. They're also usually padded out enough that sharp corners don't give him massive purple-green marks. Other than that, jeans are his best friend, which he'll reluctantly trade out for shorts in hotter weather. He's built up a solid collection of novelty socks which he loves to show off to the nurses during his treatment sessions. [/div] [/div] [div class="pageThreePage loversPage"] [div class="pageThreeText"] [div class="loveSubheader"]aplastic anemia[/div] -- an autoimmune disease where his body doesn't produce enough blood, resulting in an increased likelihood of sever infections, fatigue, and heart problems. It also results in Elijah not being able to move around very much due to frequent headrushes, and how easily he becomes tired. [/div] [/div] [div class="pageThreePage othersPage"] [div class="pageThreeText"] Eli has a few scars, mostly on his knees and a burn mark on his forearm from where he accidentally burnt himself with a hot pan while serving food. Nothing recent, due to the excessive bleeding that occurs when he gets any cuts. He almost always has bruises where the IV lines go into his arms however, not from any fault of the nurses, just from how easily he bruises. He often has rashes on his legs, also caused by his anemia. 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[/div] [div class=eyespic][/div][div class="text text01"][div class="scroll"]He has dark chocolate brown irises which tend to look blacker depending on the light. His eyes are almond shaped with a mono lid and aegyo sal presence. Like his hair, Teo sometimes likes to experiment with his eyes and can sometimes be found wearing coloured eye contacts.[/div][/div] [/div] [div class="open open02"]

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[/div] [div class=hairpic][/div][div class="text text02"][div class="scroll"]Teo has natural black silky locks thanks to his Korean genes. However, within the last few weeks as he feels like he’s down spiralling, he has decided to bleach the crap out of his hair (which, admittedly, has probably killed his hair). Because everyone knows that with new hair comes a new season, right?[/div][/div] [/div] [div class="open open03"]

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[/div] [div class=bodypic][/div][div class="text text03"][div class="scroll"]Teo stands at 179 cms (5’11”) and weighs a healthy 65 kilos. He has a warm ivory skin complexion thanks to his Umma’s Korean genes and a fast metabolism which helps to maintain his mesomorph body build. To avoid going home, Teo is often seen walking or running around town which helps to maintain his exercise routine. [/div][/div] [/div] [div class="open open04"]

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[/div] [div class=featurespic][/div][div class="text text04"][div class="scroll"]Two of Teo’s most distinguishing features would have to be his freckle, which is located under his left eye (people often think that it’s fake or makeup, and that he’s placed it on there for the looks – but it’s real!), and his jawline which he’s pretty proud of.[/div][/div] [/div] [div class="open open05"]

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[/div] [div class=scarsspic][/div][div class="text text05"][div class="scroll"]He has various scars across his body. They were either inflicted by Angus (his father) or self-inflicted. He has a scar on the back of his head (covered by his hair, thankfully) from when Angus knocked him against the corner of the countertop. He has various scattered scars on his back and torso from all the fights he managed to get himself involved in (with either Angus or boys from school). Finally, he has a burn mark on his left forearm from when he purposely burnt himself with a lighter to see if he could feel anything (as he felt so numb on the inside). [/div][/div] [/div] [div class="open open06"]

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[/div] [div class=tattoopic][/div][div class="text text06"][div class="scroll"]Once Teo turned eighteen, he went straight to the tattoo shop. Since then, he has collected a handful of tattoos. He has his Umma’s birthday in roman numerals on his right arm, a rose on his left shoulder (his Umma’s favourite flower) and a crown above his left elbow on the inside of his arm. He wants to get more in the future just because he likes the way tattoos look on people.[/div][/div] [/div] [div class="open open07"]

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[/div] [div class=stylepic][/div][div class="text text07"][div class="scroll"]Teo isn’t one to stick to just one style. He likes to move from different types of styles but does primarily like street fashion the most. He also really enjoys anything that he can feel super comfortable in. Nothing worse than feeling like you can’t move around in your own clothes. What he wears generally depends on how he feels on the day. If he’s loving life and has a bright outcome for the day, he would generally wear bright clothing. But if he’s feeling a bit down, he wears more dark tones.

He has both of his ear lobes pierced and will often change his earrings once every few days. He will either wear hoops or long dangling earrings - and very rarely will you find him wearing any studs (he thinks they're boring).[/div][/div] [/div] [div class="open open08"]

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[/div] [div class=ailmentspic][/div][div class="text text08"][div class="scroll"]Multiple suicide attempts and suicidal tendencies – As a result of abuse from his father and years of depression, Teo has attempted to commit suicide three times in total. Once through an opioid overdose, another through trying to drown himself at the local swimming pool and his lasted time, trying to overdose on ibuprofen. For both overdoses, he had his stomach pumped and kept under a watchful eye at the hospital. When he tried to drown himself, he told the lifeguard who saved him that it had been an accident and he must’ve just swallowed too much water – to which he was asked to just rest in the medical bay for a bit before going home. Due to his suicidal tendencies, Teo’s spontaneous actions can almost be life-threatening (such as walking out in front of oncoming traffic)

Insomnia – Since his Umma’s death, Teo has found it exceedingly hard to sleep at night. His mind races and he doesn’t feel safe to sleep in his own room. Often he will go to parties just so he can get drunk and crash at other people’s houses (because if he came home drunk, Angus would have a field day and a half). During his stay for his latest suicide attempt, the doctors ended up prescribing him sleeping medication which he could have only in the hospital.

Opioid reliance – After being prescribed opioids for his broken bones, Teo discovered that he liked the way he felt on them. They made him feel free and happy – something he had been craving for a very long time. During his countless hospital visits, he has always found a way to score some opioids whether it’s through paying off an intern or by means of stealing. He has at least once a day, preferably at night to help him sleep. [/div][/div] [/div] [/div] [class=teoappearance]width:1000px; height:310px; background-color:gray; [/class] [class=title]width:315px; height:85px; padding-top:30px; padding-bottom:10px; transform:rotate(-90deg); color:white; background:rgb(0, 0, 0,0.5); opacity:0; font-size:40px; letter-spacing:1; text-align:center; text-transform:lowercase; position:absolute; left:-95px; top:98px; font-smoothing: antialiased; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; font-family:Quicksand; transition:2s;[/class] [class name=title state=hover]opacity:1;transition:2s; cursor:pointer;[/class] [class=open]width:600px; height:280px; background:#eeefef; display:none; position:absolute; left:230px; top:5px; border-top: 30px solid #ebebeb; z-index:2[/class] [class=eyespic]height:280px; width:280px; position:absolute; background:url(https://66.media.tumblr.com/e92e7256151da1d66105c917c7cac893/tumblr_p0noyg0pVC1wgatpeo1_250.gifv); background-size:150%; background-position:50% 40%;[/class] [class=hairpic]height:280px; width:280px; position:absolute; background:url(https://data.whicdn.com/images/316083358/original.gif); background-size:cover; background-position:50% 40%;[/class] [class=tattoopic]height:280px; width:280px; position:absolute; background:url(https://66.media.tumblr.com/077b61b0a677069015f8e4e37ea5dd17/tumblr_psqb0wLceq1wy94cqo1_500.gifv); background-size:cover; background-position:50% 40%;[/class] [class=bodypic]height:280px; width:280px; position:absolute; background:url(https://i.pinimg.com/564x/97/5b/4b/975b4b6105dd69ed19321e87f76934c9.jpg); background-size:150%; background-position:90% 30%;[/class] [class=featurespic]height:280px; width:280px; position:absolute; background:url(https://pbs.twimg.com/profile_images/995074712098095105/OK6098ed_400x400.jpg); background-size:150%; background-position:50% 50%;[/class] [class=scarsspic]height:280px; width:280px; position:absolute; background:url(https://data.whicdn.com/images/312241046/original.gif); background-size:cover; background-position:50% 50%;[/class] [class=stylepic]height:280px; width:280px; position:absolute; background:url(https://i.pinimg.com/originals/95/6d/14/956d1422f8ec8780417cf3d2276feb33.gif); background-size:cover; background-position:50% 50%;[/class] [class=ailmentspic]height:280px; width:280px; position:absolute; background:url(https://i.pinimg.com/originals/1e/f0/8d/1ef08de3bb88328c5dc0bd521003d9a1.gif); background-size:150%; background-position:50% 50%;[/class] [class=text]height:260px; width: 300px; overflow:hidden; position:absolute; left:280px; padding:10px;[/class] [class name=scroll]width: 100%;height: 98%; overflow: hidden;box-sizing: content-box;padding-right:50px;padding-left:5px; left: -2px;font-size:14px; font-family:Quicksand;overflow-Y: scroll;overflow-X: hidden;color: #454a4e; line-height:14px;[/class] [script class=title01 on=click] fadeToggle 1000 open01[/script] [script class=title02 on=click] fadeToggle 1000 open02[/script] [script class=title03 on=click] fadeToggle 1000 open03[/script] [script class=title04 on=click] fadeToggle 1000 open04[/script] [script class=title05 on=click] fadeToggle 1000 open05[/script] [script class=title06 on=click] fadeToggle 1000 open06[/script] [script class=title07 on=click] fadeToggle 1000 open07[/script] [script class=title08 on=click] fadeToggle 1000 open08[/script] [class=close]width:20px; height:20px; cursor:pointer;[/class] [script class=close01 on=click] fadeToggle 1000 open01 [/script] [script class=close02 on=click] fadeToggle 1000 open02 [/script] [script class=close03 on=click] fadeToggle 1000 open03 [/script] [script class=close04 on=click] fadeToggle 1000 open04 [/script] [script class=close05 on=click] fadeToggle 1000 open05 [/script] [script class=close06 on=click] fadeToggle 1000 open06 [/script] [script class=close07 on=click] fadeToggle 1000 open07 [/script] [script class=close08 on=click] fadeToggle 1000 open08 [/script] [/div] [div class="tabContents tabContents03"] [div class=sidepic][/div] [div class=sidetext][div class="scroll"][div class=header]

positive traits

[/div] Cheerful - Teo just wants everyone to be happy. Therefore, to ensure everyone is happy, he tries to spread cheerfulness around. He often encourages to search within to find things that make you feel grateful and appreciative of what you have and is often awed by the simple wonders of life.

Extroverted - As he never wants to go home to face his father, Teo has used his gift as an extrovert to become a ‘people person’. He finds everything invigorating and presents himself with a lively, excitable persona before others.

Spontaneous - You want to go for a McDonalds run at three in the morning and then maybe some skinny dipping afterwards? Teo is your guy. “Living life on the edge” is his motto; living life as if every day is your last. [div class=header]

neutral traits

[/div] Hyperactive - Sometimes he’s unable to discriminate what he actually needs and finds it hard to say “no” to himself, throwing himself into constant activities rather than dealing with any emotional or personal issues.

Adventerous - Due to an increasing restlessness, Teo often wants to have more options and choices available for him. Therefore, he becomes more adventurous as he seeks for these options. However, in doing so, he become less focused as he constantly seeks for new experiences and things.

Witty - Teo tends to have a habit of doing and saying things before he filters them out in his head. Because of this, he is known for his witty, wise-cracking remarks and can be seen as someone who spends a lot of time “performing”. [div class=header]

negative traits

[/div] Addiction - While being spontaneous is one of Teo’s positive traits, one of his negative traits is his impulsiveness. The difference is that with his impulsiveness, he tends to not know when to stop nor process if it’s a good idea to do any of it to begin with. Because of this trait, he has been known to take up addictive tendencies.

Mood swings - With the mentioned addictions, he has been known for his rather… unattractive mood swings. He’ll be joking with you one moment and the next… well… You don’t really want to be near him.

Anxious/Panicked - When Teo feels like his energy and health is completely spent, he often falls into panic and despair. This causes his self-destructive behaviourisms and dangerous impulsive behaviour. In a serious situation, he likes to think that he can keep calm and collected. But when his body is under stress, he tends to freak out. [div class=header]

likes

[/div] Playing guitar and singing, writing lyrics, reading books, going to parties, hanging out with friends, long trips to places that his father isn't present, graffiting [div class=header]

dislikes

[/div] His father (duh, he's an ass), hospitals, when you cough really hard and get those white floatie things in your vision, potatoes, being lactose intolerant (but he'll still eat ice-cream and chocolate like the dumb ass he is) [div class=header]

quirks

[/div] Very fidgety (will bounce his leg up and down), will sit on a chair with his legs crossed over or pressed against his chest, and will comb his hands through his hair to help soothe his anxiety. [div class=header]

fears

[/div] Teo's number one fear - being alone. He hates being alone. He just wants someone to be with him constantly. What's even worse than feeling alone, is also feeling like he's unlovable. Since his Umma has gone, he feels like there's no one left in this world who can hold him and tell him everything will be alright like his Umma would. To avoid being alone, he often presents himself as this happy, outgoing guy so he can get the interest of those around him. He tries to make as many friends as possible so he doesn't have to deal with the thought that eventually, at the end of the day, he's going to have to be alone and face his demons by himself. [div class=header]

love language

[/div] He has a physical touch love language. This means that if you want him to feel loved, put your hand on his shoulder when you talk to him. Offer him a cuddle when he's upset. Show love through your actions (and no, it's not just sex; it's holding his hand, running your fingers through his hair, patting him on the back). [div class=header]

so... why are you in the hospital?

[/div] Teo is attending an Intensive Outpatient Program (IOP) which is about three to four hours long, usually at night or in the afternoon and is three to four times a week. He gets to sleep at home, which he’s thankful for because he would probably go mental if he stayed in the hospital. He’s been giving the option for this program as his doctor feels he is safe enough to be unsupervised but is struggling enough to need more intensive care than weekly therapy. While he has the opportunity to still attend classes or work, Teo chooses not to as he struggles to concentrate.

Prior to the program, he had been admitted into the hospital for a month following an attempted suicide. He had issues with his liver due to excess ibuprofen in his system and how long it had been there. During the duration of his stay, Angus only visited him once and told doctors and nurses that he wanted Teo on the Intensive Outpatient Program as he didn't want people knowing that his son had been admitted after trying to overdose once again. [div class=header]

memorable quotes

[/div] "Look. You can spend your whole life being an uptight bitch, or you can help me steal some meds from the medication closet. Your choice."

"If this is how my life is going to be, I don't want it anymore. Give it to someone else who is willing to fight for it, because I'm tired."

"When I said I've never had my heart broken, it was a statement, not a challenge"

"You know... mental health is not a destination, but a process. It's about how you drive, not where you're going. Apparently I drive like a fifty year old Asian woman with the way people yell at me" [div class=header]

family

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Angus Jones - Father

Even though Angus is his biological father, there is no way in hell he’d call him father. It was always been Mr. Jones, and he has always avoided him like the black plague. He is the CEO of a major telecommunications company, GlobalTex, and seems to be very good at buying his way out of every situation.

Choi Hye-Sung - Umma/Mother

His Umma was his best friend. After her passing, Teo discovered that Hye-Sung had been a mail order bride and moved from Korea to marry Angus as she came from a very poor town and seeked for adventure in another country. She never truthfully loved him, but stayed with him so Teo could have the opportunity to live a beautiful life. [div class=header]

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[/div] [div class=babypic][/div][div class="text text09"][div class="scroll"]He was the child that was never meant to happen.

It had been three months since Angus Jones had his vasectomy when his wife, Choi Hye-Sung, discovered that she was with child. She was petrified to tell Angus as her husband was already in his late fifties and practically married to his job. In fact, when she finally told him the truth, they spent close to a week arguing over if she should have an abortion or not. Hye-Sung pleaded with her husband for them to keep the child. After all, she was still young and had always wanted to have children. Angus made it very clear to Hye-Sung that if she had the child, that he would have no responsibilities in raising him. As if the child was some dog and Hye-Sung was a child, begging for her parent for the pet. She agreed to his terms and conditions, vowing that she’d do everything for the child while also serving her husband like a wife should.

On the Fourteenth of April, Teo Anthony Jones entered the world at 12:43pm. Angus was nowhere to be seen, stating that the company needed him and he couldn’t take time off. In fact, it wasn’t until Teo was twelve days old that he finally met his father for the first time. Hye-Sung informed Angus that she gave him the middle name Anthony as it had been Angus’ father’s name. However, she had picked the name Teo as it was the closest English name to the Korean name she had given her son, Tae-Wook, that she had liked.

From the moment he was birthed, Teo spent every moment with his Umma. She never left his side; she cared for him as a mother and a father. Angus on the other hand… well, let’s not get into that.

In the early years of his life, there were a lot of memories that Teo blocked out. But there was one very distinct memory engraved into his mind. He could remember back when he was six years old. A very drunk Angus made him sit on the staircase with his hands underneath his bottom – so he was sitting on his hands – and told him to stay there. It had been almost an hour and every time he tried to move, it seemed that Angus had eyes everywhere.

Angus soon returned with Hye-Sung in tow, violently sobbing as her husband dragged her along by the elbow. Teo could remember Angus yelling at her and Hye-Sung being so upset that she could only respond in Korean. Therefore, Angus turned to Teo and told him to speak to his Umma. To translate to his Umma what he was saying and then to translate back to Angus what Hye-Sung was saying. It was an ongoing vicious cycle and he could remember feeling how stuck he felt in that very moment of time. How his hands ached from sitting on them for so long and how his Umma looked absolutely petrified at the man she claimed that she loved.

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[/div] [div class=teenpic][/div][div class="text text10"][div class="scroll"] There were a lot of hospital visits. And a lot of lying

As a child going through the beginning stages of puberty, Teo had always been so confused when his Umma lied to the doctors about how she or Teo was hurt. Apparently, Hye-Sung was very clumsy and tended to fall over a lot. In fact, she was convinced she had an inner ear infection that caused all these problems because she was forever being brought to the hospital with concussions or a bruised face. Teo, on the other hand, apparently was into sports. Played a lot of soccer which brought the broken bones and bloodied faces.

He would often wonder how long they would have to keep on lying before they were able to tell people that it was all the handy work of Angus Jones. In fact, he would often ask Umma why they had to lie about it. Hye-Sung would often reassure her son, telling him that they lived in a very small town and if word got out about it, Angus would have some very bad reputation loaming over his head. But… wasn’t that what they wanted?

Even though Hye-Sung told everyone that she and Angus were in a very happy marriage, Teo always wondered why his Umma just didn’t leave Angus. They didn’t even sleep in the same bed anymore. From when Teo was three, Hye-sung would come into his room and sleep in his bed with him. When Angus would make a big deal about it, she would simply say that Teo had nightmares and couldn’t sleep at night. Another lie. But at least it made Teo feel safe knowing his Umma was by his side.

When Teo was thirteen years old, their family from Korea came for a visit with his baby cousin. Well, that was a huge mess. It was literally the week from hell. Hye-Sung’s parents tried to convince her to come back home with Teo – back to Korea – but she refused. She said that Teo would have a better life here. That there were more opportunities for him rather than in Korea. Once again, another lie. Angus discovered what Hye-Sung’s parents were up to and practically roared at them. He told them that if they ever came close to Hye-Sung or Teo, that he would call the police and have them arrested. That was the last time Teo ever saw his grandparents. And since that day, he has always wondered what life would’ve been like had he gone back to Korea with them.

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[/div] [div class=presentpic][/div][div class="text text11"][div class="scroll"]Now puberty. It’s never fun for anyone. And it was no exception for Teo.

As he grew older, he began to really see how little his father was involved in his life. When he asked him if he could talk to him (usually he would have intentions to ask about girls or, you know, why his dick kept on getting hard at the most random times), but Angus would always brush him off and tell him to go and see his Umma instead. It also occurred to him that maybe his father wasn’t the best role model from the way he spoke to them and treated them.

The hospital visits and lying was still very regular.

Teo was sixteen years old when he broke his wrist for the third time during a fight with Angus. He could remember being in such unbearable pain that the doctors prescribed him with oxycodone. Well, that was a stupid mistake on their behalf. It was the first time any doctors had prescribed him with any medicine for him to be in charge of. And all he could think about was how wonderful it would be if all of this lying could just come to an end. So, later that night, he went home and took all the pain killers he had been given. Well, wasn’t that just a great family outing that night. Back home from hospital only to go straight back to get his stomach pumped.

Of course, they couldn’t tell anyone about it. I mean, what would the town think? The GlobalTex’s Ceo’s son trying to commit suicide? So, everything was kept on the downlow. People were told that he had gone on holidays with Hye-Sung to Korea to meet his extended family while he spent time recovering. But there was one thing he had learnt from the whole ordeal – how damn good it felt to take oxycodone. It was like a high he had never experienced before. And so, he made it his mission to try it again.

By the grace of God, he managed to find some oxycodone in the back of his parents ensuite cabinet from when his Umma had broken her shoulder blade. And it was enough to get him hooked. He could barely go a week without needing it in his system to numb the pain in life. But the crave and need for it went up as the months went by. By the time of his eighteenth birthday, he was relying on one a day. He was somewhat thankful for the hospital trips with his Umma as it gave him the perfect opportunity to venture through and steal some more painkillers.

One night, a few months shy of his nineteenth birthday, Teo returned home to find his Umma in a pile of blood, her body still and cold. He tried all that he could to help her but it seemed as it was too late. After a trip to the hospital, it was confirmed that Hye-Sung had fallen down the stairs and died from blood loss. Now, considering her past hospital records, the doctors saw no foul play. They only saw a very clumsy woman, who finally fell to her death because there was no one home.

That’s when he began to struggle to sleep. His Umma wasn’t sleeping next to him like usual and he missed her beyond belief. He had now become Angus’ only target and every time his father looked at him, he would often scream about how he looked just like Hye-Sung. The abuse and insomnia began to take a crippling hold over his life that he decided that there was no point in living anymore. He attempted to take his own life by taking a full packet of over the counter pain killers. But, once again, he had failed. And found himself getting his stomach pumped for the second time. The hospital questioned him about his bruised face and why he felt the need to take his life. But he just responded with what his Umma always told him to do; he lied. And continued to lie. [/div][/div][/div] [/div] [class=teobody]width:1000px; height:320px; border-top:65px solid #e0e0e0; border-bottom:65px solid #e0e0e0; position:absolute; display:none; animation-name: {post_id}comein; animation-duration: 5s; animation-fill-mode: both; animation-iteration-count: 1; animation-direction:normal; animation-delay:15s; overflow:hidden; font-smoothing: antialiased; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; animation-timing-function: ease-in-out; top:0px; left:190px;[/class] [class=teobg]width:1000px; height:320px; background:url(https://i.pinimg.com/originals/c7/9b/75/c79b75b6d40a785fd2b2dab9a3dc7287.jpg); background-size:100%; background-position:50% 20%; filter:grayscale(100%); [/class] [class=name]font-smoothing: antialiased; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; width:400px; height:65px; color:black; position:absolute; top:400px; z-index:3; left:230px; font-family:Quicksand; font-size:20px; letter-spacing:2px; text-transform: uppercase; display:none; animation-name: {post_id}comein; animation-duration: 5s; animation-fill-mode: both; animation-iteration-count: 1; animation-direction:normal; animation-delay:15s; overflow:hidden; font-smoothing: antialiased; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; animation-timing-function: ease-in-out;[/class] [class=infobubble]width:200px; padding-top:5px; padding-bottom:10px; height:20px; background-color:#999999; border-radius:10px; font-family:Quicksand; font-size:14px; color:white; letter-spacing:0.5; text-align:center; text-transform:lowercase;[/class] [class=tabcontainer]width:400px; height:60px; position:absolute; top:400px; left:950px; display:inline-block; z-index:2; display:none; animation-name: {post_id}comein; animation-duration: 5s; animation-fill-mode: both; animation-iteration-count: 1; animation-direction:normal; animation-delay:15s; overflow:hidden; font-smoothing: antialiased; -webkit-font-smoothing: antialiased; animation-timing-function: ease-in-out;[/class] [class=tab]box-sizing: border-box; opacity: 0.4; padding: 7px;width: 50px;height: 50px;color: black; text-align: center; margin: auto; display:inline-block;transition: .7s; font-size:20px;line-height: 3px;[/class] [class name=tab state=hover] color: #fff; transition: .7s; transform: scale(1.1); opacity: 1;[/class] [class=selectedTab]color: #fff; transition: .7s;transform: scale(1.1);opacity: 1;[/class] [class=tabContents] position: absolute; opacity: 0; transition: all .7s; width:100%;height:100%; font-size: 12px;background: transparent; color: black; box-sizing: border-box;font-family: Montserrat; [/class] [class=show] opacity: 1; transition: all .7s; z-index: 1;[/class] [class=info1] width:100%; height:100%; display:none;[/class] [script class=tab1 on=click] addClass show tabContents01 removeClass show tabContents02 removeClass show tabContents03 removeClass show tabContents04 addClass selectedTab tab1 removeClass selectedTab tab2 removeClass selectedTab tab3 removeClass selectedTab tab4 [/script] [script class=tab2 on=click] addClass show tabContents02 removeClass show tabContents01 removeClass show tabContents03 removeClass show tabContents04 addClass selectedTab tab2 removeClass selectedTab tab1 removeClass selectedTab tab3 removeClass selectedTab tab4 [/script] [script class=tab3 on=click] addClass show tabContents03 removeClass show tabContents01 removeClass show tabContents02 removeClass show tabContents04 addClass selectedTab tab3 removeClass selectedTab tab1 removeClass selectedTab tab2 removeClass selectedTab tab4 [/script] [script class=tab4 on=click] addClass show tabContents04 removeClass show tabContents01 removeClass show tabContents02 removeClass show tabContents03 addClass selectedTab tab4 removeClass selectedTab tab1 removeClass selectedTab tab2 removeClass selectedTab tab3 [/script] [script class=teobg on=mouseenter] fadeIn 0600 info1 [/script] [script class=info1 on=mouseleave] fadeOut 0600 info1 [/script] [/div]

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alexandra valerie carlyle.

[div class=tag]nicknames

most people simply refer to her as alex since it's much easier, as opposed to her full name. around the house, she's often referred to as lexi, though that's reserved for just family.

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[div class=tag]age

sixteen.

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[div class=tag]sexuality

alex is heterosexual.

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[div class=tag]ethnicity

though alex was born and raised in the united states, she is of pure british descent.

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[div class=tag]role

the nerdy one.

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[div class=tag]height

alex stands at a height of 5'0.

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[div class=tag]weight

over the years, alex's weight has fluctuated drastically due to various treatments. at the moment, she's underweight, coming in at around 82 lbs.

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[div class=tag]eye colour

alex has wide, dark brown eyes

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[div class=tag]hair colour

alex's hair is a slightly dark shade of ginger, so she qualifies as a 'redhead', though her hair can appear brown in darker lighting. in the sunlight, her hair almost mimics the colour of fire.

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[div class=tag]build

alex has a sleight build. she doesn't have a lot of meat on her bones, because of her medical condition and the accompanying treatments.

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[div class=tag]distinguishing features

alex has very prominent dimples that appear with the slightest movement of her lips. she's also always seen wheeling around her oxygen tank, since she's on constant oxygen therapy, due to her condition.

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[div class=tag]scars & markings

alex's chest has scars from a recent lung volume reduction surgery. aside from this, her arms have some faint scars from when she was hooked up to ivs and when she needed to be given corticosteroids intravenously.

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[div class=tag]tattoos & piercings

alex has no tattoos, though her ears are pierced once each.

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[div class=tag]attire

her attire almost exclusively consists of washed out jeans, monochrome shirts, and sweaters. she's also always found wearing her faded, blue all-stars and she wears an amethyst crystal in the shape of a spearhead on a leather cord around her neck. it was a gift from her father.

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[div class=tag]health ailments

alex has copd — chronic obstructive pulmonary disease (COPD). more specifically, she has a severe and rare case of emphysema, as a result of an alpha-1-antitrypsin deficiency, which is a protein that protects the elastic structures in the lungs.

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[div class=tag]virtues

alex has a sense of ambition that could rival that of many others. she aims high, dreams big (even if somewhat unrealistically) and does whatever she needs to in order to achieve her goals. something as trivial as a breathing problem isn't going to get in her way. or rather, she won't let it. alex is also always very protective. she doesn't have a lot of people that she's close to, given that books tend to be her best friends and her attitude tend to push away most others, but any others that are able to see past that and befriend her earn someone loyal by their side, who would go to the ends of the earth to ensure that they remain happy and safe. along with this, alex likes to give people the benefit of the doubt. she's not too judgemental, and she doesn't jump to conclusions, but this is also because she resolves to figure out the truth for herself, and that ties in with a vice of hers.

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[div class=tag]vices

alex has high fucking standards. she's prideful of her knowledge, and while she doesn't turn her nose up at people who don't match her level of intellect, she can often speak like she's not taking other people's capabilities into mind, meaning a lot of the time, people may not understand her. her retained knowledge also makes her a little picky. aside from this, alex is far too curious for her own good. she likes to know things, because her whole life has been based on knowing things, and when there's something she doesn't know, she can get a little obsessed trying to find out the truth. that being said, she also knows when to draw the line and respect a person's privacy — depending on the person in question, of course. otherwise, alex can, and will, continue to shamelessly dig further for answers. alex also hates being told what to do, so she can often be seen as very disobedient. she keeps her goals and her opinions in mind, and has a tendency to disregard almost everything else.

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[div class=tag]likes

books , history , mythology , learning new things , playing the piano , writing , poetry , classical music (from bach to bowie) , dogs , collecting crystals.

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[div class=tag]dislikes

the feeling of breathlessness , extremely spicy food , electronic music , pretentious snobs , being told 'no' , being wrong (a rarity in itself but it's not unheard of).

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[div class=tag]fears

the general feeling of breathlessness is something alex hates feeling. there has only been one incident in the recent past where she was gasping for air and felt like she was close to dying. she never wants to feel that again. alex also has a mild case of fomo, though in her own way. she desperately wants to experience life as a college student and she wants independence, which is why she remains in slight denial about her medical condition — she wants to believe she'll be fine once she has her transplant, and she'll be able to do all of those things, but she's not acknowledging the fact that there are several things that could go wrong to prevent her from experiencing any of the things she wants to experience.

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[div class=tag]quirks

alex finds weird places and positions to read. you'll find her sitting in the most odd places, purely so she can avoid being disturbed when she wants to concentrate on her book. she also has a tendency to have entire conversations with herself. not many others seem to match her intellect, after all.

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[div class=tag]mental ailments

alex has a mild case of ocd, and she also has an eidetic memory, which isn't much of an ailment, if you think about it, but it also isn't always a good thing. it means alex can never forget something once she understands it, and sometimes there are things she wishes she could forget.

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[div class=tag]memorable quotes

[ 01 ] "i know i have surgery in five minutes but i'm on the last two chapters, can't it wait?"
[ 02 ] "sometimes all people need is a high five. in the face. with a chair."
[ 03 ] "sorry, but i'm never wrong. the only time i could possibly be wrong is if i had to guess the names of all the kardashians. i keep space in my head for useful information."
[ 04 ] "apple pie is the best thing on this earth and you can fight me on this, i don't give a fuck."
[ 05 ] "oxygen tubes prove to be quite useful when i need to strangle someone. and i almost always need to strangle someone so it's good to know i'm always armed."

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[div class=tag]theme song

carry on wayward son — kansas.

[/div] [/div] [div class="tabContents tabContents04"] nothing about alex's childhood was totally extraordinary. she's the second born among three children, and the only daughter to her loving parents. she's always been a little different though, which the entire family picked up on quite early, given alex's uncanny ability to quote any book she read just once, word for word. and we're not talking books with nursery rhymes. it was more along the lines of alex reciting content straight out of her father's dissertation, that she just happened to stumble upon.

alex should have sped through high school and graduated at the age of thirteen, but she was hell bent on moving through her school years at a normal rate. she didn't want to miss out on what it was like to be among her appropriately aged peers just because she had a complex mind.

ultimately, alex didn't get what she wanted, because she was quite young when she first had trouble breathing. participation in sports made her feel weak, and like she was going to pass out due to lack of oxygen, and swimming was near impossible. after a few check ups, alex's parents were told that she lacked a specific protein which meant that her lungs would never be strong.

alex was given a handful of antibiotics, since she was still rather young, but since then, she was homeschooled. her parents wanted to be sure they could keep an eye on her, so they knew she wasn't doing something detrimental to her health. given her track record for disobeying just about everything, this decision was understandable.

alex didn't love the idea of it, but she went along with it anyway, for her parents sake. she could see the whole thing was affecting them, and not in a good way.

things took a turn for the worse when alex hit the age of thirteen and her father passed away. it was around the time that alex's condition began to worsen, and she spent more and more time in the hospital. a lot of money was being spent on her medical care, money her parents were struggling to scrounge up, but with her grandparents chipping in, they managed. alex assumes the stress of all of this was what got to her father, since he died of a heart attack, but there's no way for her to know for sure.

this incident messed her up for a while, and all she wanted to do was be alone with her books. honestly, that part of her hasn't changed even now, but at least she's talking more. there were days when she refused to come out of her room, but now she's geared toward different goals.

alex refuses to let her sickness lead her life. she may not have gotten the high school experience but she sure as hell wasn't missing out on the college experience. since alex is on the waiting list for a lung transplant, and currently recovering from a recent surgery, she's gearing up. she's already sent out applications to various ivy league colleges with high hopes — she's confident that she'll get in, there's no doubt about that.

what there is doubt about, is her medical condition. alex believes that once the transplant is done, things will all be fine, but she's failing to see all the complications, the side effects, the after effects, and worst of all, the possibility of her body rejecting the transplant altogether.

while she remains in denial about such important things, alex mostly keeps to herself, continuing to enlighten herself with new information from any new book she can get her hands on, and when she's not reading, she's writing, or tossing out the occasional quip when she feels like raising her voice, just to spice things up a little. [/div] [div class="tabContents tabContents05 show"]

— alex carlyle

books
are life

pfft, who
needs oxygen

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[div class=taggies]"IT'S BEEN 33 DAYS"

[div class=taggies]name.

melanie bronson abbatelli
[div class=taggies]nickname.

mel ( often used by pretty much everyone who meets her, and though she hates it, she won't speak up about it ).
[div class=taggies]age.[/div] 17
[div class=taggies]gender.[/div] female
[div class=taggies]sexuality.[/div] heterosexual
[div class=taggies]ethnicity.[/div] ecuadorian-columbian
[div class=taggies]role.[/div] the optimistic
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[div class=taggies]"SINCE I'VE SEEN YOUR FACE"

[div class=taggies]height.

5'6.
[div class=taggies]weight.

128 lbs.
[div class=taggies]build.[/div] melanie has a slim figure due to her distaste for practically everything inside northwest. she has a pear-shaped figure with sloping hips and narrow shoulders, long legs, and small calves.
[div class=taggies]faceclaim.[/div] priscilla barrera.

[div class=taggies]eyes.[/div] espresso.
[div class=taggies]hair.[/div] naturally straight cacao — melanie often wears it loosely tied back or simply down.
[div class=taggies]features.[/div] her plump lips and the iv she near constantly carries around.
[div class=taggies]markings.[/div] a large birthmark on her right knee, two parallel surgical scars on her left forearm, a matching set on her right calf, and a large scar on her left thigh that's still healing.

[div class=taggies]mods.[/div] none.
[div class=taggies]attire.[/div] tbd.
[div class=taggies]ailments.[/div] severe combined immunodeficiency — melanie's immune system was weakened to the point where she was, quite literally, a "bubble child". though she received bone marrow transplants to give her a chance at having a healthy immune system upon birth, she recently was placed on a list for more transplants and has been admitted to northwest while her newest surgery heals and she prepares for her next.
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[div class=taggies]"IT'S BEEN 33 DAYS"

[div class=taggies]personality.

melanie bronson abbatelli has always been a bit of an optimist. no matter what time of day, no matter what weather, melanie will be out there, living her life and smiling. her sunny demeanor draws people to her, but another side of her can be quite nihilistic due to her successive illnesses. melanie holds a mindset that life isn't perfect and everyone eventually will die, but that just means all the more reason to live things to the fullest. she's no stranger to adversity, and having a fair share of her own struggles and battles, melanie always tries to be empathetic. she's a good shoulder to lean on, and more times than not, she has a story to comfort with. however, sometimes she can be slightly detached and caught up in her own issues, and forgetful when it comes to others. while she's apologetic when she realizes she's detached, melanie has herself to worry about and can't always focus on others. but, despite her occasional detachment, melanie will go to far distances to make things right, often through gifts. she's generous in her affection, and one of her priorities is to make everyone feel welcome. her inclusive attitude is another factor that draws people to her, though sometimes she can be a bit judgy and often forms opinions of people solely on her first impression of them.

[div class=taggies]likes.

hot cocoa, vanilla beans, jasmine, victoria's secret perfumes, silk clothes, pillows and blankets, trinkets, jingly bracelets, red hair
[div class=taggies]dislikes.[/div] hail, being stuck inside, anise, cloves, coca-cola, pencil eyeliner, polyester, dirty fabric, mud, necklaces, tv shows with too many seasons, goth music
[div class=taggies]fears.[/div] losing her hair, fainting, having to be a "bubble girl", hurting someone
[div class=taggies]quirks.[/div] eats with her left hand though she's right-handed, whistles when she's nervous, types with the tips of her nails

[div class=taggies]mental ailments.[/div] very mild adhd. melanie currently isn't on medication for it, as she was taught to control it as a child and it rarely manifests itself, but it plays a part in her forgetfulness and short attention span. she avoids talking about it.
[div class=taggies]theme.[/div] ways to fall apart — dysn

[div class=taggies]quotes.[/div]
"wait but are you sure??"
"this girl told me to wax my legs and i was like... wax your attitude."
"my jeans are big and so is my patience."
"you've come to far to only come this far!"
"yeah i wasn't really thinking about what i just said so can you repeat that for me?"
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[div class=taggies]"AND YOU'RE STILL THE SAME."

[div class=taggies]bio.

melanie was only two years old when she was diagnosed with scid. it was a heartbreaking realization for her perfect-power-duo suburban parents, and though drooling little melanie was too young to see it, it would change her life. though her family wasn't rich or living in a manor, they had seen the stories of "bubble children" and immediately knew that wasn't the life they wanted for their baby girl. as soon as they knew, she was slotted on every bone marrow and stem cell transplant list there was. her parents were determined to give her the life that they had, one free of hospitals and airsuits.

and for a while? it seemed like fate was on their side. melanie's surgeries went by smoothly, and for years her life was nothing if not normal. she went to a public school, played on the playground, lived life to the fullest; and all she had left of her scid was the occasional cold. things were going perfectly for her. come middle school, melanie was outgoing and bubbly, popular and, for once, normal. but when she was 14, her condition came back to slap her in the face. she hadn't been feeling well for a few days. her doctor and parents always urged her to report everything, but it was normal, right? just like her. nothing was wrong with her. it was just a cold.

but it wasn't. after all these years, melanie's body started to reject the bone marrow transplants she'd received so long ago. she went into septic shock and was hospitalized immediately. just like that, her whole life was taken away from her, fallen through the cracks during her three month coma. with countless medicines and immeasurable hope, melanie woke up and recovered. at first, she didn't know whether to be happy or sad. she was alive, but at the same time, everything she had was gone. and what was living without her life?

in that moment, something hit melanie. she was alive. and as long as she was alive, she could be whoever she wanted. the next year was grueling for her -- intense physical therapy, moments of lost hope, and sometimes, sadness -- but she made it out. eventually, she was sent to northwest memorial, where she could finish the last legs of her recovery in a sterile environment. what was first a temporary accommodation eventually turned into her home as she got new bone transplants. though her health has been on the rise, she's still dangerously fragile, and all she can do is wait. the girl who was fearless and proud might've stayed in that coma, but melanie, the real melanie, emerged for the better.

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[div class=tag]name[/div] ewan seamus kavanagh.

[div class=tag]nicknames[/div] ewan is short enough as-is, though it is often mispronounced as "ew-in" instead of "yoo-in."

[div class=tag]age[/div] 18 years old.

[div class=tag]sexuality[/div] bi disaster.

[div class=tag]ethnicity[/div] irish.

[div class=tag]role[/div] the funny.

[div class=tag]hair color[/div] brunet with undertones of ginger, especially in the sunlight.

[div class=tag]eye color[/div] vibrant ocean blue.

[div class=tag]height[/div] 06 feet 02 inches.

[div class=tag]weight[/div] 143 pounds.

[div class=tag]build[/div] slender with defined muscle, though his uncharacteristically lean frame echos of malnutrition.

[div class=tag]distinguishing features[/div] he has a very sharp jawline and his straight hair has been known to be quite uncooperative. his eyes are unusually bright in pigment, which gets him the most compliments.

[div class=tag]scars or markings[/div] he has faint scars on his arms, near the crook of his elbow. they are lined up purposefully, indicating that they were no accident.

[div class=tag]tattoos or piercings[/div] n/a.

[div class=tag]attire[/div] he dresses with the trends, typically the stereotypical "white boy" fashion sense with vans, flannels, and hoodies. he used to wear more revealing clothes like tank tops or shorts, but the closest he'll get to revealing skin is a v-neck short-sleeved shirt.

[div class=tag]health ailments[/div] he suffers from occasional dizziness and he was tested for anemia when he was younger, which came back negative. he has a bit of muscle weakness thanks to his malnutrition, which is relatively new to him. his immune system has taken a plunge as well, leaving him a bit more susceptible to infection.

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[div class=tag]vices[/div] arbitrary ➳ ewan highly enjoys shaking things up and confusing people, whether it is through spontaneous decisions or leaving something the same way for an exposed amount of time before changing it slightly, which affects everyone except him. he finds great humor in catching people off-guard, though most of the time it is less than necessary or it doesn't fit the mood.

cowardly ➳ when it really comes down to it, ewan is very much a coward. he often hides behind his humor and won't open up to people no matter how hard they pry. he has a difficult time being honest and it can make him come off as manipulative thanks to his fear. ewan will often push and push until consequences start to show, then he turns tail and flees before he can be blamed for anything.

dirty ➳ much to the nurse's disdain, ewan is a rather foul-mouthed patient and he takes great pleasure in watching people squirm thanks to his less than appropriate words. many of his jokes include sexual innuendos of some sort, or it will be a sexual joke straight out of the gate with no hidden meaning. it's hard for ewan to not have his head in the gutter, but it occupies his time and amuses him enough to pass the time.

extravagant ➳ whether he is putting on a show for the amusement of others or just to give himself attention, ewan is all for dramatizing his feelings. he often blows them out of proportion to hide any underlying actuality, further hiding the truth. he often overreacts to the smallest of things, which can put just about everyone into a huff or a ball of laughter depending on the situation. most of the time ewan uses his dramatic flair for stress relief for himself and others.

insecure ➳ beneath all the pseudo-manliness, ewan is an incredibly insecure and socially anxious person. he is constantly evaluating others and perceiving their reactions to him, adjusting accordingly in order to appear less imperfect than he actually is. thanks to this, ewan has developed quite the lying tongue and he has learned to cover his insecurity very well. if a sensitive topic about ewan comes up, he will try to deny it or change the subject.

[div class=tag]virtues[/div] charismatic ➳ ewan has simple energy around him that magnetizes people to him, likely thanks to his humor and the pleasant aura he gives off. although he is much of a flirt and a prince charming, ewan is able to act as a big brother to many of the younger patients at the hospital, or a mentor and friend to those who are closer in age to him. he is able to diffuse situations easily and make others feel at-ease whenever he's around.

forgiving ➳ no matter how many times he is hurt, ewan is an incredibly merciful person. it is rare for him to hold grudges but thanks to his forgiveness he is often taken advantage of and walked over for being so kind of everyone, no matter what they have done. ewan treats everyone the same and he holds no resentment nor favoritism toward anyone, believing that as long as you haven't killed someone or something there's no reason to treat them poorly.

innovative ➳ thanks to the long amount of time that ewan has spent in the hospital, he has become increasingly creative in the ways that he spends his time. he often puts together different activities to do around the unit in order to keep his body and his mind busy, many of which are more unorthodox methods. ewan is always able to find many additional uses for close to any object, no matter how specific its function is. many of his tastes in movies and music is unconventional as well, garnering more than a few judgmental looks.

perceptive ➳ ewan has always been able to "read the room" well, ever since he was in elementary school. he is eerily observant of others but he is able to hide it well. ewan often memorizes his friends' habits and quirks easily and he remembers many facts about them that even they often forget. he takes great care in noticing the little things about his friends and his surroundings, mindful that not everyone pays attention to the details (especially to the degree that ewan does).

witty ➳ without a doubt his most noticeable trait, ewan has a lightning-fast reaction time to humor and the situation around him. he is adaptable to the atmosphere and he can adjust accordingly, but his humor will always prevail no matter what. he loves to make people laugh and he finds it to be his best attribute to the point that he tends to go over-the-top with it. ewan's exceptional wit helped him survive all through school, effectively dubbing him "the class clown" wherever he went.

[div class=tag]likes[/div] rom-com movies, room-temperature pizza (a lot of people hate him for this one), feeling wanted or noticed, showing off in front of people, watching literally any sport, california sushi rolls, probably panda express, getting the whole squad laughing, traveling as far away from his hometown as possible, walking in the ocean at night, people who can return his sarcasm or quick wit, moving every piece of furniture just two inches to the right, reddit.

[div class=tag]dislikes[/div] being forced to do things against his will (doesn't everybody?), songs with sad lyrics but upbeat instrumentals, exposed toes, the feeling of chlorine in his hair, when one of his jokes fail, making the room awkward, having numerous heavy responsibilities, when his ears pop on the plane, snowstorms, movies that are straight action all the way through (like rambo or batman v superman), not being able to read someone's handwriting.

[div class=tag]fears[/div] cynophobia ➳ ewan has had a strong fear of dogs ever since he was bit by his neighbor's dog when he was nine. it has improved to the point that he can be in the same room as the dog, but he hasn't been able to bring himself to come very close or touch it.

gamophobia ➳ perhaps a more irrational fear, ewan is terrified of marriage. after watching his parents' fall through, he has been dreading the expectation for such a serious commitment in the fear that he will turn out just like his parents.

obesophobia ➳ ewan has a nearly debilitating fear of gaining weight. he constantly tracks his weight because of this and he becomes upset if it passes a certain number that he has set in his mind as being "too heavy." it was thanks to his ballet instructor that he developed this fear.

[div class=tag]quirks[/div] often, ewan will rub his fingers across the raised scars on his arms or scratch at the length of his lower forearm, leaving red trails behind. he will always sit in chairs backward, no matter how condescending of a look he will get. ewan dog-ears books in order to remember where he left off instead of using something else as a bookmark. he purposefully draws on and dirties up his shoes, especially if they were originally white.

[div class=tag]mental ailments[/div] depression ➳ ewan has been depressed ever since his family made the big move from ireland to the states, though there is signs that he was feeling abnormally sad before then. a part of his depression as it worsened became self-harm and suicidal thoughts, which he believed he could control.

insomnia ➳ thanks to the hours of dedication he was giving to ballet, ewan hardly got any sleep and when he was able to lie down he struggled to stay asleep, tossing and turning restlessly for hours on end before giving up and pulling another all-nighter. he does a good job of hiding his signs of insomnia, just like everything else.

anorexia nervosa ➳ ewan has become obsessed with maintaining his abnormally low body weight and staying fit at the same time. he struggles to eat large amounts of food and paired with his deep fear of gaining weight, it has been a hard thing for ewan to break out of. this is the largest reason he is still in the hospital.

[div class=tag]memorable quotes[/div] ➳ "daddy's home!"
➳ "you kiss your mother with that mouth? on second thought, i kiss my mother with this mouth?"
➳ "allow me to introduce myself, i'm mia khalifa."
➳ "no, don't touch me there, that is my no-no square!"
➳ "oh i'm just gonna go get some milk real quick..." (doesn't come back for the rest of the night.)
➳ "i just threw a funyun into the toilet and made a trick-shot with my piss."
➳ "hold on, turn down the music, i can't taste my cereal."

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[div class=tag]history[/div] trigger warning for suicide, severe depression, and self harm.
ewan was born in killarney, ireland and grew up as a single child his whole life. living so close to the killarney national park, ewan would often take trips with his parents over to the scenic park and spend days camping and exploring the park. before ewan was eleven he had the whole park memorized. however, the park lacked activity for a very rambunctious child such as ewan and his parents looked into methods to help him control his boundless energy. they came across a dance studio near killarney, but the only class they had open was ballet, so they enrolled ewan.

he began the class absolutely despising everything about it, but as he matured and continued to follow through with learning ballet (thanks to his parents' loud motivation) ewan very quickly came to love dancing and pushing himself. little did he and his parents know that through the rigorous routines set in place by his instructor, ewan was setting himself upon a dangerous path that would guide many decisions he made in the future.

it began when ewan's family relocated suddenly to the united states. he had to leave everything behind for his dad's job - his friends, his dance partners, the familiarity of the house he had grown up in - to the foreign land of the united states of america. he struggled briefly to set his foot down in the new land, but after discovering that both humor and his irish heritage would make him many friends, ewan had little fear of being alone.

ballet was a whole different problem.

the new studio that ewan began to dance at was more strict and expectant of him than his old irish studio. the studio was run by a thin, petulant woman who acted as if none of the dancers were good enough. she criticized a 14-year-old ewan on his more masculine, stocky build and forced him to lose weight - and fast - in order to make it in time for a recital. her constant badgering at ewan about his weight and frame developed the anorexia and severe fear of gaining weight that he still struggles with.

ewan hoped that as he grew older, the condescending stares and harsh criticism would stop falling from his instructor's lips, but they never stopped. ballet was ewan's life and nothing mattered more to him than dancing, which began to affect his social life. he maintained his friendships but he lost his closest friends thanks to his obsession. his imperfection and constant strive to do better distanced him from his fellow dance partners until ewan had sectioned himself off from everyone he knew. even his parents had become distant from him.

ewan lost the value in himself and he was swallowed by the repeated disappointment from the one person who's opinion he cared for. he worked himself to the bone in order to be the best ballet dancer that he could be for his instructor. at the peak of his health (in his and his instructor's eyes) he was severely underweight, struggling with insomnia, and fighting back suicidal thoughts. he began to cut himself during this period in an attempt to relieve the stress and emotions building up. he would hide the scabs as best as possible in public, but the fear of being found-out closed him off even more emotionally and mentally than ever before.

it had been an impulsive decision to down the whole bottle of cold medicine. all he wanted was to sleep well for one night. just once. however, it instead sent him to the hospital where his anorexia was discovered alongside his severe depression and insomnia. ewan tried to hide everything behind his mask, assuring his distraught parents that he was going to be fine and impatiently waiting to be discharged. except he wasn't. not until he had his eating disorder and harmful tendencies under wraps. so weeks later he is still undergoing therapy for the havoc his ballet instructor wreaked on him with nobody none the wiser.

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[div class=tag]theme song[/div] all bets are off by oliver tree.

[div class=tag]favorite food[/div] his dad's homemade cottage pie.

[div class=tag]favorite drink[/div] earl gray tea.

[div class=tag]favorite book[/div] the great gatsby by f. scott fitzgerald.

[div class=tag]favorite movie[/div] call me by your name.

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