ThermalTrickster
~Thank You Based God~
It's the dreams that will always haunt him the most. The gray smoke that fills his vision and makes him choke on his words and gasps will always keep him there locked in his subconsciousness. It swirls around him curling around his legs making it's way to his mouth, but he can't fight it. His arms are locked to his sides and his legs are numb from the shock and anger that courses through him every time he's back to this. Back to this...day? Night? His dreams are so filled with such disgust that he can't remember anything from before. There is no light. No sound. Yet somehow he can feel it crawl up his body making him shiver despite the motionless air and make him hyperventilate. His breathe is nothing, but the labored gasps and his heart feels as if it's trapped. He can't breathe yet he can. It's close. The smell of smoke fills his nostrils as it comes closer and closer and closer and closer.
Until it's gone.
Leon's eyes flash open with the silent gasp that he makes. He's curled up on his side in fetal position clutching the covers tightly with a shaking fist. He can hear the air conditioner as it rumbles and coughs and he remembers that his mom has to fix it one of these days. He blinks against the light that streams in pairs on his bed making him narrow them and grit his teeth in slight frustration, but he can feel the underlying relief that flows through his body. He likes the light, hell he likes the Sun. It makes him forget the troubled darkness in which he awoke from and helps him remember his place in the real world.
Slowly his body relaxes limb by limb and before he knows it he's on his back basking in the chill air against his wet skin. He tries not to think. It's too soon he tells himself as he stares at the ceiling. I's just another one of them. He frowns at the thought, but chooses not to lull on it any more.
Memories from the day before begin to hit him slowly yet they become faster and faster as if they want him to remember. No, demand him to remember. Oh, he knows alright. He knows exactly what;s going to happen on this day of- he turns to his clock- July 18, 2015. He blinks before doing anything else wondering why he doesn't feel as excited as he should be. It's not normal he tells himself as if that will make him jump in the air with a jubilant yell. He knows it's not yet he can't bring himself to do anything, but stare.
The clock is staring at him. He can feel it by the way it ticks by slowly pressing against him reminding him of his duty.
7:48 A.M.
He's late he knows that. He doesn't need a clock of all hings tell him-he sits up with a push of his arms and shakes his head at his ridiculousness. It's a clock, the thought goes through his mind, why are you yelling at a clock? The voice laughs at him mockingly. Pushing it aside with a shrug he sits up and shivers as the cold finally gets to him. The air rubs up against him making tiny goosebumps appear on his arms. With a shove he pushes the remaining covers off of him, the mixture of stereotypical Pokeballs on his sheets crumple together with a slight rustling, and he stretches with his arms high over his head.
His arms pop and he flinches quickly, but laughs it off nervously as his mind begins to race. As he bgins to get dressed he can tell how the day is going to go. He knows the goosebumps on his skin aren't from the cold and he knows very well that he's not shivering because his mom left the air on all night. He's scared of the day before him. He doesn't know much about anything that's going to happen, but he knows that he has to face it. His mother's words vibrate against his skull making him bristle. Of course all young boys and girls go on a journey with their Pokemon what's not to know about that?
He glares at his bare room as he's finished getting dressed and finally he sighs and seems to melt with forlorn. He doesn't want this. He's scared because he wants to know what's going to happen to him and what his future holds. He grits his teeth tightly and begins to blame the Pokemon and Pokemon professor. Yet he knows he could have chosen not to go....but he couldn't stand face himself in the mirror if he refused and what would his father think? With a shaky hand and hollow footsteps he crosses his room and makes his way down the stairs.
At the last moment he looks back and stands there looking. Watching as if this is a dream and the one before was reality. He jolts as he hears his mother calling him and before he can say anything he's turning and without another look he turns the corner and sees the last of his room and most of all his dad. Sitting there with the creature that killed him in a gilded photo smiling at him as if he's saying goodbye.
Until it's gone.
Leon's eyes flash open with the silent gasp that he makes. He's curled up on his side in fetal position clutching the covers tightly with a shaking fist. He can hear the air conditioner as it rumbles and coughs and he remembers that his mom has to fix it one of these days. He blinks against the light that streams in pairs on his bed making him narrow them and grit his teeth in slight frustration, but he can feel the underlying relief that flows through his body. He likes the light, hell he likes the Sun. It makes him forget the troubled darkness in which he awoke from and helps him remember his place in the real world.
Slowly his body relaxes limb by limb and before he knows it he's on his back basking in the chill air against his wet skin. He tries not to think. It's too soon he tells himself as he stares at the ceiling. I's just another one of them. He frowns at the thought, but chooses not to lull on it any more.
Memories from the day before begin to hit him slowly yet they become faster and faster as if they want him to remember. No, demand him to remember. Oh, he knows alright. He knows exactly what;s going to happen on this day of- he turns to his clock- July 18, 2015. He blinks before doing anything else wondering why he doesn't feel as excited as he should be. It's not normal he tells himself as if that will make him jump in the air with a jubilant yell. He knows it's not yet he can't bring himself to do anything, but stare.
The clock is staring at him. He can feel it by the way it ticks by slowly pressing against him reminding him of his duty.
7:48 A.M.
He's late he knows that. He doesn't need a clock of all hings tell him-he sits up with a push of his arms and shakes his head at his ridiculousness. It's a clock, the thought goes through his mind, why are you yelling at a clock? The voice laughs at him mockingly. Pushing it aside with a shrug he sits up and shivers as the cold finally gets to him. The air rubs up against him making tiny goosebumps appear on his arms. With a shove he pushes the remaining covers off of him, the mixture of stereotypical Pokeballs on his sheets crumple together with a slight rustling, and he stretches with his arms high over his head.
His arms pop and he flinches quickly, but laughs it off nervously as his mind begins to race. As he bgins to get dressed he can tell how the day is going to go. He knows the goosebumps on his skin aren't from the cold and he knows very well that he's not shivering because his mom left the air on all night. He's scared of the day before him. He doesn't know much about anything that's going to happen, but he knows that he has to face it. His mother's words vibrate against his skull making him bristle. Of course all young boys and girls go on a journey with their Pokemon what's not to know about that?
He glares at his bare room as he's finished getting dressed and finally he sighs and seems to melt with forlorn. He doesn't want this. He's scared because he wants to know what's going to happen to him and what his future holds. He grits his teeth tightly and begins to blame the Pokemon and Pokemon professor. Yet he knows he could have chosen not to go....but he couldn't stand face himself in the mirror if he refused and what would his father think? With a shaky hand and hollow footsteps he crosses his room and makes his way down the stairs.
At the last moment he looks back and stands there looking. Watching as if this is a dream and the one before was reality. He jolts as he hears his mother calling him and before he can say anything he's turning and without another look he turns the corner and sees the last of his room and most of all his dad. Sitting there with the creature that killed him in a gilded photo smiling at him as if he's saying goodbye.