LONELYRAIN
somehow adulting
- One on One
Kaida
"You must not leave these grounds." Yes, she knew. "It's far too dangerous out there for you, you know naught how cruel the world outside can be." Yes, she was aware, or at least had been told too many times for her to count. And yet, even as these words were repeated time and time again, she always found herself gazing from the chapel windows, displeasure in her chest and a longing that sprung to life as the world outside passed her by. A world that she was forbidden from partaking in, if only to ensure her own safety; for reasons she was well aware of and as such was a prisoner to the holy church and the people who were her caretakers.Frigid faces, empty gazes and shifty eyes would be a familiar sight to her when she was not passing her time gazing out the window; the priesthood being those who did not particularly treat her with warmth. Certainly, she was protected and given food and a basic enough education within the halls to perform accordingly as a priestess herself, yet her every action was monitored, restricted and suppressed. From an early age, she had learned quickly to not speak out of turn, and never allow the priests to catch on to her preferred pastime of sneaking out.
Her little escapades into the surrounding rural village of Farnfoss were always very brief and never truly would wind up too far from the chapel, and yet these little adventures were what she looked forward to every day. The chapel, as it was quite old was host to plenty of unused passageways that led underground and left convenient exits inbetween the little houses that would form the main square as well as the marketplace, and only from her little hiding spots would Kaida view the comings and goings of the people; their lively chatter being music to her ears. From watching people barter, to listening in on the insignificant gossip that flew from wives lips; it was all little things that made the woman feel just slightly less alone, slightly less trapped than when she was constrained to the chapel.
But even then, these little adventures outside were beginning to not be enough for her. No, instead it opened up a little bit more curiosity, a little bit more of a hunger to truly see what the world had to offer. However, the final push was not due to her usual curiosity, instead it was something else, a dark presence to darken the chapel doors.
Farnfoss, and by extention the chapel that revered Pheorr, was considered very much minor and insignificant - at least if one wasn't a merchant or desired profit. The odd phenomenon that surrounded Farnfoss was the fertile soil, being unnaturally so as despite the time of year, harvests would always be bountiful, thus promoting the town's reliance on passing merchants that may want to resell the unnaturally healthy harvests off elsewhere. It was not a place for the nobility to find much, if any interest in. However, this day in particular, as Kaida was to go through her usual chores of assisting with dusting off the statue dedicated to Pheorr in the entry hall, her hand halted upon the statue's shoulder, a chill running down her spine. The old chapel doors behind her slowly squealed open, and with it the sound of heavy footsteps made an uncontrollable feeling of dread sink into her chest as her gaze dropped to the marble floors beneath her, crouching down as to immediately make herself seem insignificant, and for once being grateful of the heavy robes that she was badgered into wearing that morning.
The heavy footsteps echoed past her, and the gaze from the man settled on her like he always would. The sensation caused beads of sweat to spring to life upon her forehead, the dreadful feeling she was getting from the man being enough to make her hands shake. Something was wrong, and the steps had stopped this time instead of passing her by like they normally would. Blue eyes flashed to her left toward the fine shoes, and the silence alone felt dreadful as the man didn't say a word, causing Kaida to lift her head ever so slightly to peer upward. She immediately wished that she didn't.
The dark eyes set within the man's face caused an icy chill to flow across her skin, an almost sinister light sparking in the depths that she could not and would not understand the reason for it. It felt like the man was that of a predator, and she the foolish prey. I can't breathe. The pressure, although not unfamiliar when this nobleman visited seemed far more potent in that moment than she ever remembered occurring before. It seized her throat, preventing her from taking in much needed breath as she knew not how long her eyes met the man's own; but the fear that overtaken her face seemed to not draw much emotion in the man's own aside from the most confusing quirk of his lips as he turned away from her, releasing her from the silent standoff and causing the woman to sharply intake air into her lungs. She needed to leave.
...
The peculiar event was one that she in particular did not want to experience again, as the ancient terror that had sprung forth in her chest had thrown her usual composure out the window. Should she have been thinking through things thoroughly? Should she had sufficiently planned out her actions as well as an escape route? Yes, yes she should have. But Kaida didn't have the luxury of time as due to staying at the chapel for far too long, there was a cart that had been visiting Farnfoss for the past year or two. Granted, she didn't know if whoever owned the cart was seeking blessings from the head priest, nor did she ever get a good look at whoever the person was that visited, but she did know well enough that hitching a ride would be her best option of escape.Perspiration beaded the woman's forehead as she peered out from the side of the chapel, her body hugging the wall as the sound of voices carried on the wind. It seemed distant enough, which her gaze then settled upon the cart that was vulnerable for her to jump in. With one last look around to double check to see if anyone was watching, Kaida darted behind the cart, heaving herself upward over the edge and squeezing her body underneath the nearby mounds of furs within the cart, nose wrinkling as the furs tickled her face and nose, though she quickly settled as she heard approaching voices upon the breeze, making her strain to attempt to hear.