Ms. Sparrow
Queen of SHIIIPS
Azalea Eve Windfore
Azalea gazed up at the clouds in wonderment, eyes glazed over in thought as her thumb traced the A.R.W initials ingraved into the silver locket around her neck. She watched as something gently drifted from the skies, a speck of white landed on her scared, cold as ice and light as a feather, and when she put her free hand one of the long scars, she found only a drop of water instead and it dawned on her what it was.
Snow.
She’d always heard of it, but never experianced it in the twenty years she’d lived. Calore was cold in the winters, freezing actually, but it never snowed.
The cold air bit at her skin, the cool grass lulling her into comfort, her red hair pooled around her, and the flakes fell slowly, melting on her warm skin and sticking in her hair. There was something new in motion now. A change. And she didn’t know if it was good or bad.
And she wondered if things could have been different. Azalea continued to gaze into the clouds that dropped delicate snow flakes on her skin. She continued to trace the locket, considering. She wondered how she could explain, why she couldn’t answer so many questions she was sure she’d get asked eventually. The gravity of what she’d done.
~~
That night at the pavilion, late October, the girls didn’t dance. Instead they sat in a circle and spoke in low voices. It didn’t hurt so much, somehow, when they whispered. Above them, the invisible orchestra played soft, soothing gavottes. Earlier that day, the King had sold Ana’s portrait, the last thing of Ana’s, everything else had been locked away, and the girls were torn.
“I know it didn’t look like her,” said Azalea, in a hollow voice. Her venom had dwindled to weariness by now. “I can’t believe he would just take it. I can’t believe the King would let anyone take it.”
“I can,” said Isis, tucking a torn ribbon into her patched slipper. “Honestly, nothing the King does surprises me anymore.”
“What will happen?” said Hyacinth. “With the King?”
There was a pause, so quiet the mist could almost be heard outside.
“Nothing,” said Violet. “He’ll go back to the library. Things will be the same.”
“Like when Ana was here?” Hyacinth and Jasmine looked at Violet with bright eyes.
“No,” said Violet ,who looked to be restraint herself. “Look, we promised not to talk about the King.”
“We can’t…just pretend—like—like he and the—the Queens dead.,” said Karliah.
“Why not?” said Azalea. “I mean, things would have been different, wouldn’t they? If it was them instead of Ana who—” She abruptly stopped, her face flaming. “I didn’t mean that,” she said. “I didn’t.”
“It’s true, though,” said Isis. “Don’t you remember, how much it hurt, when they never came to dinner? How much it hurt, when he said—”
“Stop!” said Violet, on her feet. “Stop, stop, stop! We don’t talk about this!”
Violet paced, her fists clenched so tightly they shook.
The girls kept their lips pinched, their eyes wide on Violet. Normally Violet kept her temper hidden, but now it burned to her eyes, and her skirts swished hard about her.
“He’s going to find out about this, you know,” said Isis, from the floor. “The pavilion. Us dancing.”
“No, he’s not,” Violet spat. “He won’t. He has no part of this. It’s the only thing we have now, and I won’t let him take it away!” The words seared, whipping the mood into a smoldering head.
“Hyacinth will blather it about,” said Isis quietly. “You know she will.”
“I will not!”
“We could promise to keep it a secret,” said Jasmine timidly, huddling close to Hyacinth as Azalea paced in front of her. “Hyacinth and I shake hands when we have a secret.”
“It has to be more than that,” said Azalea. “It has to be something we’d never break, something we would never give away.” She spoke up, watching Violet pace.
Violet turned sharply, and stopped at Jasmine frightened bright blue eyes, and Hyacinth pudgy hand clasping Karliah’s. The pavilion felt muffled, silent, but Violet looked stunned with herself. She swallowed.
“Sorry,” said Violet. “I just—”
She pulled out a handkerchief, dabbing her wet face with it.
Azalea pursed her lips and glanced down at the floor, troubled. Her silver necklace dangled down, flashing in the light. It always seemed to take her aback and she remembered the promise she’d made to Ana with the same necklace and the sensation she got from it.
“I once made a promise,” said Azalea. “I haven’t broken it yet.”
She told them, with difficulty, what had happened that holiday night, in Ana’s room. About the promise.
“There’s something to it,” said Azalea. “I’m always reminded of it, whenever I put on the necklace.”
The girls’ mouths were slightly open.
Isis raised her chin. “All right,” she said. “If Ana did it, then—we’ll give it a go, too.”
The necklace was long enough that everyone could touch the chain—just. Azalea spoke the promise. She had them promise not to tell anyone, or show anyone, and never let anyone know about the passage or the pavilion or the Keeper. Especially not the King and Queen.
The moment the girls echoed the last word, Azalea felt the odd tingling sensation spread from her middle and shiver through her whole self, leaving remnants of goose prickles across her arms.
The girls let the necklace go, at once. Hyacinth brushed off her hands, as though they had something on them, and Karliah just looked from her fingers, to the necklace, and back to her fingers.
“What,” said Isis, “was that?”
Azalea shivered as the tingling faded. “I don’t know,” she admitted.
“I think,” said Karliah. “That…is a promise we had b-better keep.”
~~
Azalea jolted at the sound of both her title and name from Baxter’s sharp tone, sitting upright sharply just in time to watch Baxter disappear back into the screening tent. Sighing, Azalea stood, the snow beginning to stick to the ground by now, turning the grass into a speckled mess of green and white with the thin sheet of snow beginning to settle.
After adjusting her sleeves so they covered her wrists, and straighting the collar of her shirt around her neck, Azalea bedrugingly began her approach to the screening tent. Honestly, she felt as if she was walking the walk of shame, dread replacing her feelings of regret. Still, she kept her head held high and back straight, her expression showed was a wall in itself, showing nothing of what she really felt.
Azalea entered through the same tent flaps she’d seen Baxter disappear into. She found him standing behind the table and swallowed, though her expression showed nothing as she recalled his scolding yesterday. She only hesitated for a brief second before Azalea took a seat in her chair, forcing herself into a relaxed position, though she was quite the opposite, her crossed legs and arms, including her slouch and unimpressed expression said otherwise and was in all fairness, quite convincing in her posture. The snowflakes that had gathered in her red waves slowly melted as she eased her way into acting.
Her eyes traced his movements as he circled her, asking her what she guessed were the standard questions. Despite his intimidating, authoritive stature she was able to keep up with her smug, relaxed act as she smoothly replied, “My name is Azalea Eve Windfore, I’m twenty-years old and Caloreian.”
Azalea’s gaze flicked to her hand as she observed her fingernails as if there was something interesting to be found, looking all the more relaxed as her mind searched for what to leave out of her backstory before continuing on, “I grew up in Calore palace with six other sisters and one brother. Our mother and father were too busy with they’re roles in society so we were mainly raised and cared for by my father’s sister, Ana. She passed from illness a little more than a year ago, and we were in mourning until the attack.” Azalea struggled to keep her bored expression in check as she spoke, her angry bright yellow-gaze momentarily betraying her as she spoke about the attack.
“I had no occupations other then my title,” said Azalea, still feigning her relaxed position, “I could shoot a mans eye out with a bow, I’m good at sneaking, when I have to, horseback-riding, dancing...” Azalea paused, grinning a little as a spark of mischief lit her eyes, glancing up from her fingernails, “and, well, stealing.” As quickly as it appeared her smirk faded as she shrugged and looked back at her hands, “I had little time for hobbies back at the palace other then archery and dancing.” She said simply before dropping her hands to her lap and looking at Baxter as she leaned back in her chair lazily, despite her racing heartbeat and the urge to bolt out of the tent.
Xanto