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...coffee_addict...
Offering coffee to Natalie was the least Declan could do. Something was telling him that their discussion from last night was going to reemerge at some point and maybe even more than once but for now, it was farewell to arms on both fronts. Natty looked like she could really use the dark bitter life source and Declan, while there was no real hangover, he craved a cup of coffee as well. And maybe leaving the room for a moment, giving her a second to breathe, to change comfortably without him around, to collect her thoughts was for the best. Last night, dinner and even the moment in the room were not ideal and left them both flustered and filled their heads with way too many thoughts. The little stunt he pulled on her, the one when he approached her and held her close, had some impact on her but it also backfired because Dec himself was thrown in the pit of past feelings.
When he thought about it, Natalie Mayfair was the only girl in his life he ever had a real relationship with. Sure, he dated some after they broke up but those relationships were very much shortlived and he then deviated to one-night stands or NSA encounters as those required much less energy than dating. Dec was getting tired of trying hard for someone who didn’t deserve his attention and was with him only because of his reputation, money or possibility of appearing on TV and in tabloids. None of those things were worth it and quite frankly, none of those girls were Natalie.
With a small exhale, Declan finished unpacking and rolled his suitcase in the closet as well, ready to go and get them some coffee and maybe he would even manage to hunt some breakfast down. But before he even managed to turn around, there was a soft knock on the door and Nat opened for server to come in and bring the cart in. “Well…I guess this saves you a trip.” Nat commented, bringing a small smile to his face. He only gave her a small nod and watched her fix her coffee exactly the way he remembered her to do it so many times before. Once again, his brain took him on a trip to the past and for a moment, he saw Natty with the most adorable bed hair, wearing one of his T-shirts, so long it served as some sort of dress for her, standing in his kitchen and making coffee for them both. His eyes were sliding all over her figure and after a while, Dec caught himself gazing.
“Thank you. And no, my tastes haven’t changed. Not one bit.” he smiled and took a cup from her, strangely touched by the fact that the blonde remembered he took honey in his coffee instead of sugar. He had quite a few of those little habits and Natalie always remembered them all. It was simply heart-warming to see that she still did. “If they’re gonna feed us like this all the time, I might be forced to spend my nights at the gym.” he mused, filling his plate with French toasts. When was the last time he actually had a French toast for breakfast? His usual go to was any kind of natural protein, goat cheese, tons of veggies and absolutely no carbs for breakfast. His trainer was going to kill him but at this point, Declan could care less. “Any ideas what they want us to endure today?” he asked, trying to keep the conversation light as he walked outside, setting his plate and cup on a small table there. Warm sea breeze touched his face and the air was filled with this scent you only get from the ocean. They were still the same people he believed. And despite how things ended or even started again, Dec believed they were still able to have a normal conversation.
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