smitty
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path to nowhere
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about me
call me
smitty
pronouns
he/she/it
timezone
pst / gmt-8
age
24
ooc chat
always down
hey, you can call me smitty. i'm a 24 year old artist who's been through the ringer recently and thought i'd try my hand at going back to roleplay to help. i'm a softy for ocs, i adore seeing them and making them, so i will probably be very excited if you reach out. despite my typing here, i'm a lot more relaxed ooc and in chat with partners, and ic i do my best to use good grammar, capitalization, and spelling. ghost friendly, i get shit happens. always open to having people come back on, so if you leave, feel free to hit me up if you come back. with everything going on right now, i will say replies might be a bit slower than they were to be if things hadn't gone south, but i try to reply at least once a week. depending on the length i can go once or twice a day, but i'd say my normal falls between the two extremes. i consider myself literate, though i suppose adv. lit isn't out of the realm for me, it just takes a bit longer.
about you
over 18, please. be willing to plot and chat about the rp, i don't mind if you're not particular to ooc chat (though it's definitely a plus if you are), but at least be open to talking those things through. tell me your triggers, i don't have any and like to explore darker themes, so i would like to kow first and foremost where you're at so we can be on the same page. since this post is about doubling ocs, i ask that we both put the same effort into each other's side. i can say with confidence that i adore writing for my partner's fun, your side matters to me just as much as mine, and i want that to be somethin we're both feeling. i understand for most people it's a 'scratch your back, you scratch mine', but for me, i am having fun doing both of these. you don't need to be bouncing off the walls excited, i just ask that we both put in effort and care. i think that's it.
extras
you might have seen doubling for oc/canon and wondered how it works with oc/oc and the most basic answer is: you want a plot, specific archetype character for platonic/romance, or even just your own adventure? well i can do that with you! we both get our cravings and get to help one another. for me, it's a lot more fun to play 2 characters (or more, i am fine with love triangles or poly!) and i enjoy getting to see people's characters and help them have fun. i also have specific cravings that i really, really want, that i know would be easier to be filled if i offered something like this up too! so it's a win-win situation. i love ocs and getting people what they want, and i get what i want too! and while i say this, i don't 100% need doubling if you would like to do a plot i have listed instead. bolded characters are who i want to play, for context.doubling
i said earlier that i like dark or mature themes, but this doesn't always have to be the case. if you feel we could have fun and rp but have triggers, let me know. i'm down for cutesy slice-of-life things, or just plots that wouldn't feature said themes. i'm not too picky on my plots, truthfully, so i'm always down to hear what someone has to offer. that being said, i do enjoy dark themes, so if you do too.. well, hello! lol. just let me know at the first message so i can understand what you want.dark themes
moodboard
fandoms
ohshc
tlou
bnha
path to nowhere
fruits basket
twd
life is strange
plots
over and over
#fantasy
#reincarnation
#villain arc
#angst
a has been living the same life over and over again, only for it to come to an end. they've tried every which way to avoid death, and yet, it always seems to come. no matter how good of a child, how good of a future ruler, how good of a person they are, death always awaits them at the end of their 18 years of life. always from the same person, too. their fiancee and the one in line for the crown. where they once believed they'd be saved, loved, or even just tolerated by their fiancee, they see nothing. when they wake up once again, all the anger and frustration is pooled in their body. they know everything that will happen from here 'til their 18th birthday, and know just what to say to others. instead of being a good person, they decide that this is the life time they'll take the advice of the one person who cared... the villain and future tyrant. now, they will live, not just survive.
i won't be the villain(ess)!
#isekai
#slice of life
#otome
b only had one thought as the murky water above shrouded their vision, the want to finish the otome game they'd been playing. it was all a blur after that, the quiet turning to silence as their eyes fluttered shut. when they woke up in a bed, in a strange world that looked.. far different than what they were used to, they panicked. it turns out they were in the otome they'd wanted to play-- but not as the main character. no, they were the haughty villain(ess) who would be vanquished after hurting the main character. they were terrified, there were death flags all around. but they realized quickly that they were at a young part of the villain(ess)'s life, before they knew any of the main characters. b decided then and there to break all the death flags, and most importantly, they decided to romance their true love rather than that two-timer prince(ss)! now, where was that npc who had only 5 lines of dialogue?
mine, mine
#yandere
#dark romance
#college
c is unsure of why they feel this way, of why their heart races excitedly as the watch the detective read the letter, how their face twists in disgust before throwing it away. it's unlike them, they're prim and proper, have always been the good child for their parents... but the detective makes them act off. it was infuriating at first, the numbness that'd been spread through their lives being something of a safety blanket. sure, it was dull and the bleak prospect of living another 20 years like this was enough to make them go crazy, but it was comforting. at least, until d began investigating some small-time petty crime. it was love as first sight, their heart racing in excitement as they were interrogated. but a job always had an end, and the couple of days of d being around campus ended as quickly as it started... but there was always a way to make a detective come back. give them a reason to come back. after all, what detective won't look at a murder?
the clock turns back
#reverse the clock
#villain arc
#drama
e remembers their death well. they remember the pain and agony, the betrayal, the feeling of anger and frustration. they hate it, hate the way bile creeps up their throat as they remember. betrayal from those they loved most, from those they worked so hard to help. their fiancee, their family... their sister. it was all a ruse to use e as a scapegoat. they were the villain in another hero's story. they remember their sister laughing at how pathetically they begged everyone, anyone to help them. they remember the poison, fast acting and agonizing, and they remember their fiancee kissing their sister as they died. what they remember most, though, is the anger. cursing their family and sister, cursing everyone who dared to cross them. when they woke up again to their first home, before they met their biological family, and before all the games... they made a promise. if a villain was what everyone wanted, a villain was what everyone would get. e spends the next three years before their parents find them in the orphanage at the ripe age of 13 preparing themselves, preparing to ruin everything they held dear.
for my blood runs red, for i exist and breathe and ache. for i look upon life and i fear it is coming to an end. for i will exist and exist and exist, always. always.
i fear not the pain of death nor the sorrow of the unknown, i am inhuman and unable to. but my blood is red, my lungs breathe, and i will know of existence..
♡coded by uxie♡
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