Danoram
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OUTFIT: Black T, ripped jeans | LOCATION: Latte Da Cafe and Bakery | FEELING: Nervous | EXTRA: Hearing-aids (40% battery)
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Thinking about it now, he still needs to take his evening dose of Nilexa, meant to ease symptoms of depression and anger--then later, his evening dose of Penitol for his mild case of epilepsy and migraines, which he was diagnosed with following that incident at the bridge two years ago due to a head injury.
Personally, he doesn't feel like there's really anything wrong with him. He could manage his problems without the pills... It's just that they've become so ingrained in his life that he's afraid to test that idea. The stories of withdrawals bring about this feeling of anxiety, trapping him against a wall of uncertainty from which he reaches for those prescriptions like they're his only escape.
"Well!" Gwendolen looks at Tyler. Away from the menu held in his lap by both hands, he looks back at her with his eyes.
A pleasant smile forms on his lips, showing his teeth, and he looks back down. "Yeah?"
"I recommend the B.L.T. or the Tuna Melt... Or, the turkey, pesto, and cranberry panini if you're feeling frisky," she says, her voice bringing him to smile even more to the point that he covers it with a hand, closing his eyes as he shakes his head and laughs.
When he's finished and once again composed, he informs her, "I don't much like tuna... But I like a B.L.T. I'll get that... and probably some water."
After a moment, once they've decided on their order, Tyler leaves the table to place it and pay, taking his bag with him. The cashier nonchalantly hands him a receipt. He snatches it quickly then makes for the mens' bathroom where he locks himself in a stall and finds his bottle of Nilexa and Penitol, scarfing one of each down with a bitter, disgusted expression. Might as well get it over with. Pasty white coats his tongue, as the Nilexa dissolves terribly fast. He chokes and gags, digging through his bag for that last sip of Sprite that he bought on campus earlier, but it hardly rids of the taste.
Fuck... Tyler exhales deeply with his head back, arms limp at his sides. Why?... He wonders why he'd put himself through something so unpleasant--but, of course, he knows. It's embarrassing, that's why. Here, let me just pop these pills in front of the woman of my dreams and not expect her to ask questions. It makes him scoff, almost amused.
"Sorry," he says upon returning--also seeing, on his side, a tall, sweaty glass of water just sparkling in all of its glory, which he immediately takes a swig of after sitting down. "I went ahead 'n' paid for the meal, love. Left a tip in advance... I figure it's better that way," he chuckles, "or else if the service is poor, I don't tip and I end up feelin' bad about it later. Saves me the emotional turmoil, yeah?"
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callisto (Gwendolen)
callisto (Gwendolen)