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βmerry as a drunken sailor walking the plank and loud as a singing siren.β
βοΈ age, personality; 20 and absolutely down to do anything with anyone! pretty open about my views and beliefs whilst, you know, not being a dick. used to being in the background and observing happenings from afar. trying to be more social.
βοΈ passions, dislikes; I adore writing, history, and reading. not in that particular order. likewise, big dogs and needles and noodles all rile me up in a way i canβt really describe.
βοΈ literacy, limits; novella. two responds per day. no excessive age gaps, posturing for romance, and gods-forbid no horrendous or otherwise mediocre writing.
β« plots.
βοΈ held underneath a blue sky. victorian era england. ervin eade. 22. son of a baron, baker, reader.
'i can hear them, gods know i could hear those sounds coming from miles away. heels clacking and venomous whispers from cowards, mayhaps i could even smell the filth dripping from their mouths.'
in another life, ervin would've been just another baker luxuriating in sweet cakes before handing them off to smiling fathers and mothers and children.
in another life, there would've been no significant prospect for him other than living his life beside a farm in greater london, a shop in the bustling streets, a couple steel mills and cotton farms and breathing the mucky air that clung so hard to those areas.
but it is not that life. because he is not only ervin - the boy that loves pastries, reads history books on the ancient lands of eqypt and greece and persia, that revels over paper and quill late at night. he is ervin eade, child to a wealthy baron and royal cousin, heir to massive wealth and land and people. he is a young man that the court shall plot and call cold, detached, sterile. why wouldn't they? he grimly thinks as he walks shining tiles. i have not bothered to show myself beyond what is necessary, they do not know me and when they do not know they whisper.
the atmosphere of a ball is peculiar. it is soft feathers over silk, it is nails on a chalkboard, it is a mess of perfumes and dances that he has learned to say he loves. along that thought, he forces himself to smile and wave and gaze at other aristocrats doing so back in a way that devolves the sparkle around his eyes. ervin eade does not even consider the possibility of enjoying the event now, not with the gleeful stares and gossip and condemning eyes he can feel at his back.
right until he meets her.
details; this particular plot involves ervin getting acquainted your character during a ball meeting and promptly hitting it off before going to meet up and talk even more. mainly dialogue, much more character driven and depicts dysfunctional family relationships being repaired until the world becomes, perhaps not an idyllic utopia, but at least one that allows one more family to have a better life, somehow, somewhere.
βοΈ a taste of the seven sins. hotd, got, asoiaf. viserys.
'of course, there is plenty of reason for their skepticism, they have already seen you as you are; a pompous king and even worse father.'
viserys was born to a house of luxury.
he pauses, letting his rotting fingertips scratch across the golden goblet, grasping. viserys hates the sound more than anything in the world.
rain carefully dribbles over his window, lush glass smeared into a dreary fog. scents, scents of muck and filth flood through his nose, a background to the thick heady wine overwhelming him.
from his cradle to the training yard, spending his time learning the banners of the Seven Kingdoms to charming his horde of subjects. in gilded affluent upbringings he veils himself in court meetings, a son of the famed prince baelon.
a son.
baelon. his mind whispers, heart twisting and memory stirring. to a woman, of fair white hair and kind complexion. to a queen, he once loved and adored. to a shrieking girl, her screams afraid and pained in a way that makes dread fold in his stomach. to the quiet, deathly pale child he lost hours after.
heβs so small. aegon is not the first he has sired, the size should not surprise him so; but it does. all his life, he has towered over others with a pleasant grin, perhaps that is why the feeling of weariness deep in his bones settled everytime he held the babe, let him gurgle happily over his healthy finger and giggle innocently. viserys is aware how easily that laugh can be torn from his throat, turned into an agonized cry.
perhaps that is why he cannot bear to look at his child. perhaps that is why he favors the older and stronger sister over the younger, sickly brother. perhaps that is why needles of scathing fire prickles him when he sees violet eyes and white locks that remind him of another. there is no excuse, he knows, for neglecting oneβs child. but he nonetheless does not relent, does not try anyway to connect.
until now.
βfather?β
details; i've always loved the books and show even despite the latter's self-destructive emo phase, and i can't really say anything different for hotd. the characters are truly painted in a way i understand and sympathize with, hell, george is the only author and writer i know that could rely on a book's inauthenticity and faulty information to set up misunderstandings and characters.as it is however, i'll be playing viserys in this particular plot, and well, it slightly rubbed me the wrong way that he didn't talk or show as much affection to his children with alicent as he could've. choose whoever you want to play; alicent, helena, aegon, aemond, i'll just make it clear that we'll play more than one character both.
βοΈ flowers which bloom and the ones that don't. modern drama, small town in maine. theo massey. 28. engineer, poem writer, guitarist.
'man cannot remake himself without suffering, for he is both the marble and sculptor.'
there is a pounding in his chest, a certain scalding and twisting knot that won't go away, streaming by gulps of fire entering into lungs that suddenly heave for more. theo has imagined this exact scenario a hundred times crawled onto his bed, a thousand more nights and days and mornings staring gloomily at the showerhead and yet still all those words, those flaring frets he couldn't quite clamp down on - they all rush away in just a single second. a single glimpse of her, of a girl he both feared and craved seeing again. quite frankly, a desire to immediately run off and hide glazes itself across him for more than just one moment, but instead he resorts to the only option he knows of, the only viable emotion that ever seemed to be one he could express.
so he does what he has always done his entire life and lashes out.
"wha - what?! why are you here?" unconsciously, he finds himself hissing quietly and subtly glaring at her eyes. "did it not cross your fucking mind to stay away from me? permanently? how did you even get the invite to the wedding for my baby brother?" distantly, he is aware just how likely it is that he's making a scene right before the bride is about to enter the stage, but theo does not find it in himself to care while lost amidst the riveting emotions that overcomes him. anxiety driven outbursts weren't uncommon for him, but they are almost always inscrutable except to people who know him and that makes him all the more pissed off because he knows that she unquestionably fits in that list.
details; all the songs about breakup are written and scattered to the winds, but where are all the ones about two souls finding forgiveness in another's past mistakes? where are all the tales where a relationship ends not due to any particular toxic aspect but because life simply took two souls down different paths? i truly do dislike flawed relationships being unnecessarily toxic for no other reason than one being cruel, so i decided to advertise this on anyone willing for this vibe!
βοΈ reminder; further details for plots can be discussed in private!
β« additional fandoms.
βοΈ marvel cinematic universe.
βοΈ star wars.
βοΈ edgerunners.
βοΈ jujutsu kaisen.
βοΈ mha.
βοΈ avatar.
βοΈ dc universe.
βοΈ fairy tail. (yes i still remember it leave me alone)
βοΈ mass effect.
βοΈ and yes, i could likely play any other fandom you would like as long as i know of it!
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βmerry as a drunken sailor walking the plank and loud as a singing siren.β
βοΈ age, personality; 20 and absolutely down to do anything with anyone! pretty open about my views and beliefs whilst, you know, not being a dick. used to being in the background and observing happenings from afar. trying to be more social.
βοΈ passions, dislikes; I adore writing, history, and reading. not in that particular order. likewise, big dogs and needles and noodles all rile me up in a way i canβt really describe.
βοΈ literacy, limits; novella. two responds per day. no excessive age gaps, posturing for romance, and gods-forbid no horrendous or otherwise mediocre writing.
β« plots.
βοΈ held underneath a blue sky. victorian era england. ervin eade. 22. son of a baron, baker, reader.
'i can hear them, gods know i could hear those sounds coming from miles away. heels clacking and venomous whispers from cowards, mayhaps i could even smell the filth dripping from their mouths.'
in another life, ervin would've been just another baker luxuriating in sweet cakes before handing them off to smiling fathers and mothers and children.
in another life, there would've been no significant prospect for him other than living his life beside a farm in greater london, a shop in the bustling streets, a couple steel mills and cotton farms and breathing the mucky air that clung so hard to those areas.
but it is not that life. because he is not only ervin - the boy that loves pastries, reads history books on the ancient lands of eqypt and greece and persia, that revels over paper and quill late at night. he is ervin eade, child to a wealthy baron and royal cousin, heir to massive wealth and land and people. he is a young man that the court shall plot and call cold, detached, sterile. why wouldn't they? he grimly thinks as he walks shining tiles. i have not bothered to show myself beyond what is necessary, they do not know me and when they do not know they whisper.
the atmosphere of a ball is peculiar. it is soft feathers over silk, it is nails on a chalkboard, it is a mess of perfumes and dances that he has learned to say he loves. along that thought, he forces himself to smile and wave and gaze at other aristocrats doing so back in a way that devolves the sparkle around his eyes. ervin eade does not even consider the possibility of enjoying the event now, not with the gleeful stares and gossip and condemning eyes he can feel at his back.
right until he meets her.
details; this particular plot involves ervin getting acquainted your character during a ball meeting and promptly hitting it off before going to meet up and talk even more. mainly dialogue, much more character driven and depicts dysfunctional family relationships being repaired until the world becomes, perhaps not an idyllic utopia, but at least one that allows one more family to have a better life, somehow, somewhere.
βοΈ a taste of the seven sins. hotd, got, asoiaf. viserys.
'of course, there is plenty of reason for their skepticism, they have already seen you as you are; a pompous king and even worse father.'
viserys was born to a house of luxury.
he pauses, letting his rotting fingertips scratch across the golden goblet, grasping. viserys hates the sound more than anything in the world.
rain carefully dribbles over his window, lush glass smeared into a dreary fog. scents, scents of muck and filth flood through his nose, a background to the thick heady wine overwhelming him.
from his cradle to the training yard, spending his time learning the banners of the Seven Kingdoms to charming his horde of subjects. in gilded affluent upbringings he veils himself in court meetings, a son of the famed prince baelon.
a son.
baelon. his mind whispers, heart twisting and memory stirring. to a woman, of fair white hair and kind complexion. to a queen, he once loved and adored. to a shrieking girl, her screams afraid and pained in a way that makes dread fold in his stomach. to the quiet, deathly pale child he lost hours after.
heβs so small. aegon is not the first he has sired, the size should not surprise him so; but it does. all his life, he has towered over others with a pleasant grin, perhaps that is why the feeling of weariness deep in his bones settled everytime he held the babe, let him gurgle happily over his healthy finger and giggle innocently. viserys is aware how easily that laugh can be torn from his throat, turned into an agonized cry.
perhaps that is why he cannot bear to look at his child. perhaps that is why he favors the older and stronger sister over the younger, sickly brother. perhaps that is why needles of scathing fire prickles him when he sees violet eyes and white locks that remind him of another. there is no excuse, he knows, for neglecting oneβs child. but he nonetheless does not relent, does not try anyway to connect.
until now.
βfather?β
details; i've always loved the books and show even despite the latter's self-destructive emo phase, and i can't really say anything different for hotd. the characters are truly painted in a way i understand and sympathize with, hell, george is the only author and writer i know that could rely on a book's inauthenticity and faulty information to set up misunderstandings and characters.as it is however, i'll be playing viserys in this particular plot, and well, it slightly rubbed me the wrong way that he didn't talk or show as much affection to his children with alicent as he could've. choose whoever you want to play; alicent, helena, aegon, aemond, i'll just make it clear that we'll play more than one character both.
βοΈ flowers which bloom and the ones that don't. modern drama, small town in maine. theo massey. 28. engineer, poem writer, guitarist.
'man cannot remake himself without suffering, for he is both the marble and sculptor.'
there is a pounding in his chest, a certain scalding and twisting knot that won't go away, streaming by gulps of fire entering into lungs that suddenly heave for more. theo has imagined this exact scenario a hundred times crawled onto his bed, a thousand more nights and days and mornings staring gloomily at the showerhead and yet still all those words, those flaring frets he couldn't quite clamp down on - they all rush away in just a single second. a single glimpse of her, of a girl he both feared and craved seeing again. quite frankly, a desire to immediately run off and hide glazes itself across him for more than just one moment, but instead he resorts to the only option he knows of, the only viable emotion that ever seemed to be one he could express.
so he does what he has always done his entire life and lashes out.
"wha - what?! why are you here?" unconsciously, he finds himself hissing quietly and subtly glaring at her eyes. "did it not cross your fucking mind to stay away from me? permanently? how did you even get the invite to the wedding for my baby brother?" distantly, he is aware just how likely it is that he's making a scene right before the bride is about to enter the stage, but theo does not find it in himself to care while lost amidst the riveting emotions that overcomes him. anxiety driven outbursts weren't uncommon for him, but they are almost always inscrutable except to people who know him and that makes him all the more pissed off because he knows that she unquestionably fits in that list.
details; all the songs about breakup are written and scattered to the winds, but where are all the ones about two souls finding forgiveness in another's past mistakes? where are all the tales where a relationship ends not due to any particular toxic aspect but because life simply took two souls down different paths? i truly do dislike flawed relationships being unnecessarily toxic for no other reason than one being cruel, so i decided to advertise this on anyone willing for this vibe!
βοΈ reminder; further details for plots can be discussed in private!
β« additional fandoms.
βοΈ marvel cinematic universe.
βοΈ star wars.
βοΈ edgerunners.
βοΈ jujutsu kaisen.
βοΈ mha.
βοΈ avatar.
βοΈ dc universe.
βοΈ fairy tail. (yes i still remember it leave me alone)
βοΈ mass effect.
βοΈ and yes, i could likely play any other fandom you would like as long as i know of it!
βοΈ ππππππππ... πππΊππ πππ πΏππ ππΎπΊπ½πππ! <π₯ Β©