Fandom Persona - Black Garden

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• Name: Ayumu Sakamoto (坂本 歩夢)
  
  
  Age (15-18): 16
  
  
  Gender: Male
  
  
  Appearance: View media item 2650
  
  Hair Colour: Grey
  
  
  Eye Colour: Purple
  
  
  Height: 176cm
  
  
  Build: Average / lean
  
  
  Accessories: Orange greek "lambda" letter hair clip.
  
  
  
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  Personality: Talkative, and friendly, Ayumu is amiable to almost everyone he meets. This is a front, though. He's emotionally distant and insincere and doesn't care a whole lot about other people. He loves talking about himself but isn't fond of when others do the same - a narcissist. It isn't to say he's antisocial or hates people. He just doesn't put them on the same level as himself.
  
  
  For him, social interaction is a means of passing the time and distracting him. While usually "nice" enough, he's not afraid of confrontation. He's very adventurous and fearless, to the point of naivety and carelessness. He doesn't mind getting hurt or sad since he can view it as "not real" and push it away. Thus it's difficult to get him worried about anything but his own appearances.
  
  
  Backstory: Ayumu lives with his parents and grandma, and has a big sister at uni. He had the bad luck of mental issues, and a predisposition to delusions. The stress of moving from middle to high school caused this to manifest. He started seeing everyday coincidences, such as being sick and missing a dreaded school day, as more than just that. He thought he was special. In his mind, the only explanation that made sense was that he was the main character of a videogame.
  
  
  Although this wasn't true in the slightest, he fully believed in it. He started slacking in school, skipping on purpose, and distancing himself from his friends. He was alone, the only "main character" in this world, and grew depressed and nihilistic. Why care about anything when none of it was "real"? To escape the worst of these moods he'd set small personal goals like "eat all your lunch for extra experience" and "skip three days in a row for a new achievement". Sometimes this even lead to small hallucinations or intrusive thoughts.
  
  
  Eventually he grew so tired of being depressed he snapped a little, and decided it wasn't so bad to be "the main character of a videogame". "I'm not going to get out of the game, so I might as well play it," he thought. His sociality returned, shallow and egotistical. Other people weren't real to him; mere two-dimensional background characters there for decoration or filler. He couldn't accept that they had real emotions and memories, just like he did. Although he was still very mentally ill, he managed to hide it well under a guise of normal. He even hid it from himself.
  
  
  Sexual Orientation: Bi
  
  
  Likes:
  
  
  • videogames (especially open world games)
    
  • salty foods
    
  • showing off
    
  • trying something new
    
  • jpop
    
  
  
  Dislikes:
  
  
  • boredom
    
  • bitter foods
    
  • silence
    
  
  
  
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  Friends: To be determined
  
  
  Enemies: To be determined
  
  
  Crushes/Love Interests: None.
  
  
  

 

[Kiyoko Tomoe]

Ayumu lives with his parents and grandma, and has a big sister at uni. A combination of moving from middle to high school and a series of coincidentally lucky breaks lead him to realise something: he was in a videogame.

He's not with mental issues, he's not a drug addict, he's not following beliefs taught to him... In other words, exactly how would "A combination of moving from middle to high school and a series of coincidentally lucky breaks" be cause for him to 'realize' he's in a video game...? It makes absolutely no sense that he'd up and one day just randomly believe himself be in a video game without some kind of reason past "coincidentally lucky breaks" and "moving from middle to high school." To be honest, I can't accept a character without some kind of reason for this kind of 'realization'. Sorry I'm denying this as it is and everything, but it's just not making much sense to me how it would work like that :x


You can try to edit it to get it so it makes sense how he'd come to that kind of 'realization' and everything though, and if I feel it makes sense I'll probably accept it.

 

[LucianGrey7971]

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  Name:
  
  Emile Durvhast
  
  Age (15-18):
  
  18
  
  Gender:
  
  Male​
  
  
  
  
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  Eye Color:
  
  Muddy Yellow
  
  Hair Color:
  
  Silver (Natural Color)
  
  Hair Length:
  
  Shoulders
  
  Height:
  
  5'8"
  
  Weight:
  
  174 lbs
  
  Build:
  
  Muscular
  
  Clothing:
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  • Dress shirt with collar open
    
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  • Wrist Bands: Tails (Left), Wolf head (Right)
    
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  • Hat: any kind really, he has a lot
    
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  • Jeans
    
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  Personality:
  
  Emile is a mystery wrapped in an enigma. According to his history, he should be a pompous ass, but he's very down to earth and sociable. Emile is always happy to help someone out without judging them. He has no preconceived thoughts or ill will towards anybody but he does have bad feelings about certain things. While he isn't afraid to use his wealth to his advantage, he has no need for something as trivial as social classes. He is sarcastic but rarely foul-mouthed, laid-back, and witty. Emile has the social grace to hang out with anyone, and yet put people in their place if they decide that they want to humiliate someone.
  
  Backstory:
  
  While Emile's parents aren't diamond miners, they are highly respected as art consultants, among other things. Emile had found out at a very young age that his lineage did not gain there wealth through...the most upright and moral of ways. This coupled with his parents constantly leaving to do God knows what with Lord knows who gave Emile a wider perspective on humanity than most people have. Emile used his wealth to gain a multitude of martial arts and fighting skills, including swordplay. Being around all of these masters of their respected crafts only helped to further Emile's acceptance of everyone. Emile's parents died while away and no-one knows why so he spends most of his time finding things to do with his wealth and finding people who are fun to be around regardless of their social class.
  
  Sexual Orientation:
  
  Heterosexual
  
  Likes:
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  • Having Fun
    
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  • Fighting
    
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  • Breaking Rules
    
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  • Fighting
    
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  • Sharp Things
    
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  • Flirting
    
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  • Being Lazy
    
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  • People
    
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  • People who are intolerant of other people's culture, and the DUTCH
    
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  • People who try to put other people down
    
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  • People trying to get him to do "art consulting" or actual art consulting like his parents used to
    
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  • Generally those of a higher class looking down on people
    
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  • Mandatory Higher class social events
    
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  Friends:
  
  Daiya Isshiki, Makoto Fujiwara, Reizou Asagao @The One Eyed Bandit @simj22 @Kalin Scarlet
  
  Enemies:
  
  Daiya Isshiki (Rivals)
  
  Crushes/Love Interests:
  
  Setsuro Hayata​
  
  
  
  

 

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[QUOTE="Kiyoko Tomoe]He's not with mental issues, he's not a drug addict, he's not following beliefs taught to him... In other words, exactly how would "A combination of moving from middle to high school and a series of coincidentally lucky breaks" be cause for him to 'realize' he's in a video game...? It makes absolutely no sense that he'd up and one day just randomly believe himself be in a video game without some kind of reason past "coincidentally lucky breaks" and "moving from middle to high school." To be honest, I can't accept a character without some kind of reason for this kind of 'realization'. Sorry I'm denying this as it is and everything, but it's just not making much sense to me how it would work like that :x
You can try to edit it to get it so it makes sense how he'd come to that kind of 'realization' and everything though, and if I feel it makes sense I'll probably accept it.

[/QUOTE]
Oh sorry for not explaining it very well! I can see now I should've gone into more detail : P He does have mental issues, without realising it, or even being aware that he's delusional. A combination of the stress of moving to high school, having to make new friends at high school, tougher school work, etc plus things happening that are really coincidences but seem like they're not brought out this idea in him that he was inside a videogame.


People who are paranoid see meaning in coincidences even when there aren't any, and this is similar. He narrowly misses getting hit by a car, or he forgets his homework and the teacher doesn't remember to take it in anyway, or he gets sick and has to skip a school day he was dreading. He's paranoid/mentally ill enough that he finds meaning in things that don't have any meaning at all, and takes them to mean he's special. The closest thing he could relate this to was videogames, thus a delusion is born.


I hope that explains it...? It does seem like a stretch tbh but I guess that's what being mentally ill is all about lol

 

[Kiyoko Tomoe]

Oh sorry for not explaining it very well! I can see now I should've gone into more detail : P He does have mental issues, without realising it, or even being aware that he's delusional. A combination of the stress of moving to high school, having to make new friends at high school, tougher school work, etc plus things happening that are really coincidences but seem like they're not brought out this idea in him that he was inside a videogame.
People who are paranoid see meaning in coincidences even when there aren't any, and this is similar. He narrowly misses getting hit by a car, or he forgets his homework and the teacher doesn't remember to take it in anyway, or he gets sick and has to skip a school day he was dreading. He's paranoid/mentally ill enough that he finds meaning in things that don't have any meaning at all, and takes them to mean he's special. The closest thing he could relate this to was videogames, thus a delusion is born.


I hope that explains it...? It does seem like a stretch tbh but I guess that's what being mentally ill is all about lol

I'd still prefer you edit it in to your sheet. Anyway, I'm getting off for a few hours.

 

[LucianGrey7971]

[QUOTE="Kiyoko Tomoe]I'd still prefer you edit it in to your sheet. Anyway, I'm gone for a while.

[/QUOTE]
What about meh?

 

[six]

[QUOTE="Kiyoko Tomoe]I'd still prefer you edit it in to your sheet. Anyway, I'm getting off for a few hours.

[/QUOTE]
Of course - done it.

 

[Spottedmask]

Basic Information

Name: Saruwatari Tomoshia

Age (15-18): 26

Gender: Male

Appearance (Anime, Description Optional):

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Personality: Kind though sarcastic, Loves to play sports and random things,

Backstory: Saruwatari was born in the mountains with the mons though he didn't fit in well for obvious reasons and decided it was best for him to leave. Everything he does is payed for by his brothers and sisters in the hills but he is alone here. So he grew up in the forest but has decided it is best for him to go to school here and live in a private home near the city that the monks provide for him.

Sexual Orientation: Bi.

Likes: Nice people, People with open minds, Nature and video games.

Dislikes: People with one minded views. Bullies, People that think video games are useless.

Extra Information (Optional)

Friends: N/A

Enemies: N/A

Crushes/Love Interests: N/A

 

[Kiyoko Tomoe]

[QUOTE="Saruwatari Tomohisa]

Basic Information

Name: Saruwatari Tomoshia

Age (15-18): 26

Gender: Male

Appearance (Anime, Description Optional):

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Spoiler

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Personality: Kind though sarcastic, Loves to play sports and random things,

Backstory: Saruwatari was born in the mountains with the mons though he didn't fit in well for obvious reasons and decided it was best for him to leave. Everything he does is payed for by his brothers and sisters in the hills but he is alone here. So he grew up in the forest but has decided it is best for him to go to school here and live in a private home near the city that the monks provide for him.

Sexual Orientation: Bi.

Likes: Nice people, People with open minds, Nature and video games.

Dislikes: People with one minded views. Bullies, People that think video games are useless.

Extra Information (Optional)

Friends: N/A

Enemies: N/A

Crushes/Love Interests: N/A


Ah, I would like a little more detail on personality and backstory. Also, born in the mountains...? Grew up in the forest...? I don't think that would very well fit in this RP...

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[Spottedmask]

Ok I will fi it I was experimenting anyway

 

[Refaulted]

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About...me? You want to know things a-about me?​

Name:

"Saitoro Tsukamida, sir. B-but you may just call me 'Sai', if you prefer, sir."


Age:


"I-I'm 17 years of age, sir. Third year in high school..."




Appearance:


Sai is a lean teen boy. He has emerald green eyes, and dark brown hair. His skin is on the verge of being pale. He stands at about 5 feet and 9 inches. He weighs close to 54.6 kg (about 120 pounds), which is close to the underweight limit for those his age and height. He has a small birthmark on his left side, halfway between his waist and armpit, that is shaped like a rose in his eyes.


(image to the right)

Uh...what I'm like...? I don't know. I'm not very interesting...

Personality:


Sai is not necessarily the most open of people. He tends to stay out of the crowd, believing that he doesn't belong with his fellow students and others his age. He is shy to the point that he begins to get scared when he has to speak in front of large groups of people. Due to his social anxiety, he has the bad habit of saying sorry much more than necessary, even doing it for things that he has no need to apologize for. He realizes this, and often tries to correct himself, only making more of a fool of himself in front of others. His hopes to prevent from bothering people makes it specifically difficult for him to make friends with others. He is quick to give in to peer pressure, and rarely ever speaks up when he has a problem with something, thus setting him in positions he would rather not be in.


Despite all this, Sai is a very smart and clever teenager. He has little difficulty with tests and exams, as he takes a large amount of time to study for them beforehand. He enjoys it when people ask him trivia questions, as he likes proving his knowledge. Also, even though he has a very quiet nature, Sai is one of the kindest souls you may meet. He never goes to the extent to degrade another human being, as he wishes to bestow no emotional harm like what he has seen in the past onto someone, even the most cruel of people. He is always there to lend a hand, be it tutoring someone in a subject or assisting in any sort of physical activity.


Backstory:


Sai was born in the standard middle class family in Tokyo. He lived with his mother and father, Hiroku and Masatake, and his older sister, Rui, as well as the family parrot, Apollo. His childhood was nothing special in his eyes. He went to kindergarten like any little kid. In the first few years of school, he found that he loved reading, be it the simple picture books that he could color in, or the simple 'one sentence per page' ones that his sister would read to him. He adored it. At times, he would even be caught attempting to sneak books out of his school for his sister to read to him when he got home. Those were his fondest memories of his time with Rui.

When he entered middle school, Sai began understanding how awful school could be. Due to his intrigue of reading, leading him to picking novels with greater vocabulary and longer length, the other kids in his class would make fun of him. They would tease him about it, and sometimes snatch books from him and hold them above him, since he was rather short at that time. His teacher also was little help, as he disliked how he would read in class more often than not. Sai thought this was a rather petty thing for him to do, but he decided that he would have to deal with it as best he could. So he stayed silent about the constant bullying, allowing his classmates to pick on him to their heart's content. Multiple times, he wanted to speak to his parent's about it, but could never bring himself to do it. He did not want to make them worry about him more than they had to. He did, though, spend a large speaking to his sister, not about the bullies at school, but instead about anything that he could think of. His sister was one of the few people he truly felt comfortable around.


Soon, Sai entered high school. By this time, his sister was a second year, and was so caught up in her own responsibilities that the two siblings had little time to spend together like they used to. Most of the bullying had stopped, though the emotional pain of being alone, with no true friends, was enough to make him stay behind his iron door. He began studying harder, wanting to make something out of himself when he grew up. He also started to learn different languages, such as English, Spanish, and German. He believed they could prove useful if he began travelling, so having the tools under his belt was good. When he turned sixteen, Sai found a job working in a toy store in one of the local malls in Tokyo. He soon got his driver's license as well, though he has no car of his own yet that he can drive.


Sexual Orientation:


Heterosexual

Likes:


- Reading


- Learning anything he didn't know before


- Soccer


- Solitaire and Gin Rummy, games which he learned from his English language tutor


- Coffee


- Cooking (is not good at it...)

Dislikes:


- Large crowds


- Disappointing others


- Bees


- Sour food


- Very warm or very cold weather


A-anything else about me...? Uh...I'm not sure...


Friends:


- (No friends yet. Will update if necessary.)


Enemies:


- (Has no specific enemies. Also will change if need be.)


Crush/Love Interest:


Sai would rather not disappoint someone with the person that he is.



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[Ethereal_Dreams]

Name: Wa, Dreama (last then first)


Age: 17 third year in high school of staying away from crowds and people


Appearance:Google Image Result for http://img2.wikia.nocookie.net/__cb20140901191919/yakuza-mob-roleplay/images/a/ad/Headphones_green_eyes_violins_instruments_anime_girls_black_hair_skies_bare_shoulders_2000x1384_w_www.wallpaperno.com_70.jpg


Personality: she is very antisocial, reserved, and shy. She would rather stay in a corner play her violin. Due to her extreme shyness she has trouble talking to people. When she says stuff if she is to nervous her voice usually sound like a door creeking.


Although she is shy she is smart to. If you walk into her room she has stacks of paper that she's printed to study. She never has anyone over so she always has time to study.


Backstory: She was born in a small house at the end of Toyko. Her family was a middle class family. Her favorite place was always the library and she was often friends with the libraryian. She got bullied for staying in the library during recess. She still does, but more than when she was younger, now she does it during free period.


Sexual Orientation: heterosexual


Likes: outdoors, birds,cooking, baking, reading, leave mystery baskets at people's doorsteps


Dislikes: big crowds, loud places, sour food, video games because they give her migraines, motorcycles, wearing her glasses


Friends: none


Enemies: none


Crush/love interest: She thinks that she is to shy to have one so why bother