Faith Eliza Cord
Four Thousand Club
What would haunt him later, in the rare moments of quiet and calm he had when his sisters were sleeping and Jared lay awake, watching their faces without really seeing them at all, was how very ordinary everything had seemed on the day that the Event occurred. That was what he called it in his mind, how he referred to it in front of his sisters. Somehow, calling it “The day that all the grown-ups in the world went insane and starting killing their children” seemed to be a more disturbing, if more accurate, reference…not to mention, much longer to say.
People always said that terrible things always began on an ordinary day, and if he had ever really thought about it, Jared couldn’t have been sure why he would have thought any differently. But somehow it just seemed wrong that something so terrible could happen on a day that had been so boring and typical at first.
The morning had been just as it usually was- Jared and his three sisters had all gotten up about six am to get ready for school. Well, “all” of his sisters was a bit of a stretch. His sixteen-year-old sister, Lydia, had gotten up, but 12-year-old Leigh and 6-year-old Angelina had required a bit more persuasion. There had been the usual hassles of homework battles and breakfast- apparently Lydia had discovered that Leigh had lied about her homework being done, and Angie had forgotten to get something signed. Their mother, Vicky, had headed out the door fifteen minutes after they were up, calling a breezy “bye, guys” over her shoulder before Leigh had even been budged from the bed. So Jared had forged her signature, as he had done so often in the past few years, and then tried to hurry Angie through dressing and eating while Lydia fought with Leigh about her choice of clothing, which Lydia deemed unacceptably sexy for a sixth-grader, not to mention containing items stolen from Lydia’s own closet. Then there had been the fiasco of Leigh locking herself into the one bathroom of their home and refusing to hurry up and allow Angie to use the toilet and anyone else to use the sink or mirror, a crisis that had been resolved by Jared opening the door with a butter knife.
Everyone had left for school with Lydia irritable and sloppy-looking, as she hadn’t had time for a shower or makeup, Leigh bitter and scowling, and Angie pouting and refusing to hold anyone’s hand. The little girls had just barely made it onto the school bus that would carry them to the elementary and middle schools, and by the time Lydia slid into Jared’s car, both were sick of the day before it had begun. School, though neither were what one might call overachievers, was actually regarded as a break, a time to be able to talk with friends and relax, to actually feel less pressure and responsibility than they did in their own homes. Some might point out that they could do with a little more anxiety about their schoolwork; it wasn’t for nothing that Jared was a nineteen-year-old senior, having failed his eighth grade year. But this was their lot in life, and though neither was exactly thrilled with the scope of their responsibility, there was nothing much they could do. They had known Vicky Sherwood all their lives, and so far, nothing had changed.
Out of all the Sherwood siblings, only Angelina still referred to their mother as Mom rather than by her name, Vicky. For the others, calling their mother anything to indicate that she was their superior would have seemed strange, almost a lie. For as long as he could remember, Vicky had seemed to Jared more of a very absent-minded and distant aunt or sister than his mother. She was never cruel or abusive to any of her children, but Jared could not remember the last time she had truly sat and talked with them, showed any real interest in their lives or even concern that everything at home was going as it should. Vicky Sherwood worked two jobs and had a busy social life as well, often staying away from home overnight as well. For nearly ten years now she had left the children mostly to themselves, providing them with money and necessities, but rarely interacting with them. It was something he was so used to that Jared never truly felt resentment or a desire to see her, not like he knew his sisters did. He only hoped her social life would stop resulting in pregnancies. He hadn’t yet figured out what he would do when he graduated…could he really leave Lydia alone with the little girls?
He tried to think of his future as little as possible. It was easy to focus on the present when his daily routine consisted of kids, school, his after-school job at Burger King, and then back to kids again. He had little time to really worry about how things might turn out.
As it happened, no matter what worries he could have come up with, they would have been far off the mark from reality.
Jared must have been driving when it happened.
It was the only thing that made sense, the only way he could have missed the Event taking place. Because until the moment he pulled into the driveway of his house, the moment he stepped through the door, he was oblivious. In his eyes, he had nothing more to dread at his arrival home than another argument between his sisters, shrill female voices piercing his eardrums.
Jared had early dismissal on Thursdays, and he had started his shift at Burger King at 12:30, getting off at five. The day had been as boring as usual both at work and school, and after his shift ended he decided to drive around for a while, just to work off some steam- and delay getting home just a little more. Yeah, it wasn’t fair to Lydia to stick her with Leigh and Angelina more than he had to, but then again, he also had a job. He deserved some time to himself to wind down, right?
The feeling that something was wrong was almost instant, as soon as he opened the front door. The house was quiet…way too quiet. Where was the sound of Leigh’s blaring pop music, of Angie’s cartoons, of crying or yelling, or even laughing? He didn’t have a late shift tonight, and even if he had, it wasn’t like Lydia could usually manage to get the girls to actually sleep at anywhere near a decent hour. It was just after six…so…what was going on? Were they not home?
Jared frowned as he stepped inside, trying to think. Was it possible that Lydia had taken them somewhere? Where? On foot? Or had Vicky come home early and taken them somewhere?
It wasn’t exactly uncharacteristic of Vicky to do something impulsive and not leave a note, but he would have thought Lydia would have done it…
“Lydia? Leigh? Angie?” he called, but no one answered his call. It appeared the house was empty…but as he stepped into the hallway, turning towards the door to the girls’ bedroom, Jared froze.
Someone had attacked the door with a sharp weapon of some kind, maybe a knife…there was a hole through the wood, as though someone had reached open the door to unlock it. And the door was open.
For a few moments Jared couldn’t bring himself to move. When he stepped forward into the room, it was the dazed, slow motions of a sleepwalker. And when his eyes came to rest on the figure sprawled across the bedroom floor, his breath caught, and bile rose in his throat. It was all he could do to remain on his feet.
His sister Lydia was lying in the middle of the room, just before the bedroom door, her eyes open but unblinking. Her dark hair was piled in a mass around her head, her features rigid, mouth open. Something about her eyes looked strange, as if they had fundamentally shifted in their appearance so as to no longer look human…and she wasn’t, anymore, when it came down to it.
Lydia was dead. Blood soaked her clothing, torn and disarrayed by the force of the multiple stab wounds covering her torso….his sister was dead. His sister had been killed.
His sister had been murdered.
His joints creaking, muscles taut with his shock, Jared slowly knelt beside her, a trembling hand reaching out to touch first her wrist, then her neck, pushing her hair aside to feel for a pulse. There was none, and her skin was growing cool. Lydia had been dead for some time. All that time that Jared had been just driving around in his car, doing nothing, going nowhere in particular…his little sister had been murdered. All that time he had delayed coming home, his sister had been dying.
Sister. Leigh….Angelina….where were they? Where…
His heart slamming against his rib cage, mouth going so dry Jared nearly choked when he attempted to swallow, Jared stood so quickly he momentarily felt lightheaded, beginning to call his sisters’ names with sharp anxiety in his tone. It did not occur to him to worry about his own safety, that whoever had killed Lydia could still be in the house, waiting for his return. It did not occur to him to call 911, to let the police handle this. All he could think about were his other sisters, his other sisters he did not see, his other sisters who were so damn quiet…
“LEIGH! ANGIE! LEIGH, ANGIE, it’s Jared! Where are you…Angie, Leigh!”
There was no reply. There was no reply, and as Jared tore through the house, calling their names, opening doors, he saw no sign of them. There was no more blood, no signs of an intruder, just…nothing. His sisters were gone.
He passed the telephone in the kitchen three times before its presence registered, but on the third time he snatched it up, dialing 911 with his own pulse roaring in his ears. The phone rang eighteen times with no one coming onto the line. Pulling the receiver away from his ear, Jared stared at it in disbelief, then, hanging up the phone, assuming he had dialed the wrong number, tried it again. This time the phone rang 26 times before he hung up, stunned speechless.
What was going on? How the hell could no one be available on the emergency line?!
He ran through the house one more time, still shouting his sisters’ names with no reply, before stumbling out to the front porch of the house, his eyes darting wildly but taking in very few details around him. Trying to take a deep breath, to slow down his racing thoughts and galloping heartbeat, knotting his hands into fists at his sides, Jared briefly closed his eyes, picturing his sisters’ faces. What if they had been kidnapped…what if…
No…no, just think. Think…if they were hiding…if they had run…where would they go? Where might they be, where no one would see?
And that was when it came to him. Beneath the house…there was a small door, all the way around to the other side of the house, that would allow people to crawl beneath the house. The door was mostly concealed by bushes, and it would take a lot of effort for Jared to get himself through…but the girls, Leigh used to hide beneath the house every time she was pouting over something, and lately Angelina had taken to copying her. This would be where they would go. If they were alive, this might be where he could find them.
Jared wasted no time in nearly sprinting around to the other side of the house, finding the right bush and holding back its branches to fumble with the latch on the door. Holding the bush back with one hand, he squeezed through and then shut the door behind him with the other, squinting in the darkness as he called his sisters’ names a final time.
“Leigh? Angie? It’s Jared…are you in here?”
Even before his eyes adjusted to the darkness he saw a slight movement, then made out the outline of their forms, way off in the furthest corner from the door. The smell of urine and something different, salty and sour, hit his nostrils, and it took Jared a moment to identify it…fear. He was actually smelling his sisters’ fear.
Crawling towards them, he saw that Angie was huddled against the older Leigh, their arms wound around each other so tightly it was difficult to tell where one girl began and the older ended. It was a mark of their terror that they would sit so closely, let alone embrace...Jared could not remember the last time he had seen his youngest sisters remain in the same room without fighting, let alone touch each other willingly.
As he approached, saying their names again in a much softer voice, their heads jerked up, and he could see the whites of their eyes glowing in the darkness. Leigh’s mouth opened, but it was several moments before she could speak, her voice hoarse and tremulous.
“Jared…?”
“Yeah,” Jared whispered, coming to squat right in front of them, his lips pressing together into a thin eye as he swallowed, finding it difficult to look them in the eye. He could feel his body tremble slightly, in relief as much as anything else. They were okay…well, maybe okay was a stretch…but they were alive.
Hearing his confirmation, Angelina burst into tears, then struggled to free herself from Leigh’s grasp, crawling towards him and burrowing into his arms. Jared hugged her tightly, barely noticing her dampness as he looked over her head to Leigh. Slow tears ran down the older girl’s face , and in an uncharacteristic gesture of neediness, she moved in against him too, pressing her face against his upper arm. Jared shifted Angie to include Leigh in his hug, the lump in his throat difficult to speak around as he tried to soothe them.
“Shhh…shhh…it’s okay. It’s okay, we’re going to be okay.”
It was a lie and they all knew it, but what else could he say?
After a few minutes, when Angelina’s tears had been reduced to tired sniffs, Jared tried to talk to them, already dreading their answers before he spoke.
“Did you see…what happened to…”
He stopped, unable to bring himself to say Lydia’s name. To say her name would be to bring her staring eyes into his mind, to again feel her dead flesh against his fingers…
Leigh did not answer. He could feel her shaking, pressing her forehead more firmly against his arm. It was Angie who looked up at him, who spoke around the fist pressed against her lips.
“Mommy got her,” she whispered, and Jared’s stomach dropped. He could not have heard right…it was simply impossible. Angie was young, Angie was scared, traumatized…Angie was mistaken.
Whatever had happened, their mother had not done this to Lydia. Whatever her thoughts, whatever her indifference….Vicky would not kill her own child.
“What? What…no,” he said, uncomprehending, and he shook his head, simply unable to believe. “No, Angie, she…that’s not what happened. She…you’re…”
“Yes she did,” Leigh said with surprising ferocity, lifting her head from Jared’s shoulder and looking up at him with a spark of anger standing plainly along with the grief in her eyes. “She did. She was going to do it. She was going to get her, and us too. Both of us.”
“She did,” Angelina echoed, and she burrowed her face into Jared’s armpit, her voice coming out muffled as she continued in a hurried tone still holding tears. “Mommy came home, she called us, she said come here, I need to talk to you. We were in our room and Lydia went out in the hall and Mommy had a knife. Lydia, she came back in the room and she said, she locked the door and told us go out the window, run…and we ran, and we came here, and Mommy was trying to get her, she was putting the knife in the door and telling us open up…”
She was sobbing again now, her question almost unintelligible as she pleaded for him to tell her, “Did she get her? Did Mommy get Lydia?”
As he stared down at his sisters, barely feeling the weight of six-year-old Angelina in his arms, the warmth of twelve-year-old Leigh pressed against his side, it occurred to Jared slowly that this was it. The one defining moment of his life, the one that everyone always talked about and waited for…this was it.
This was the moment. But it was far from the end.
People always said that terrible things always began on an ordinary day, and if he had ever really thought about it, Jared couldn’t have been sure why he would have thought any differently. But somehow it just seemed wrong that something so terrible could happen on a day that had been so boring and typical at first.
The morning had been just as it usually was- Jared and his three sisters had all gotten up about six am to get ready for school. Well, “all” of his sisters was a bit of a stretch. His sixteen-year-old sister, Lydia, had gotten up, but 12-year-old Leigh and 6-year-old Angelina had required a bit more persuasion. There had been the usual hassles of homework battles and breakfast- apparently Lydia had discovered that Leigh had lied about her homework being done, and Angie had forgotten to get something signed. Their mother, Vicky, had headed out the door fifteen minutes after they were up, calling a breezy “bye, guys” over her shoulder before Leigh had even been budged from the bed. So Jared had forged her signature, as he had done so often in the past few years, and then tried to hurry Angie through dressing and eating while Lydia fought with Leigh about her choice of clothing, which Lydia deemed unacceptably sexy for a sixth-grader, not to mention containing items stolen from Lydia’s own closet. Then there had been the fiasco of Leigh locking herself into the one bathroom of their home and refusing to hurry up and allow Angie to use the toilet and anyone else to use the sink or mirror, a crisis that had been resolved by Jared opening the door with a butter knife.
Everyone had left for school with Lydia irritable and sloppy-looking, as she hadn’t had time for a shower or makeup, Leigh bitter and scowling, and Angie pouting and refusing to hold anyone’s hand. The little girls had just barely made it onto the school bus that would carry them to the elementary and middle schools, and by the time Lydia slid into Jared’s car, both were sick of the day before it had begun. School, though neither were what one might call overachievers, was actually regarded as a break, a time to be able to talk with friends and relax, to actually feel less pressure and responsibility than they did in their own homes. Some might point out that they could do with a little more anxiety about their schoolwork; it wasn’t for nothing that Jared was a nineteen-year-old senior, having failed his eighth grade year. But this was their lot in life, and though neither was exactly thrilled with the scope of their responsibility, there was nothing much they could do. They had known Vicky Sherwood all their lives, and so far, nothing had changed.
Out of all the Sherwood siblings, only Angelina still referred to their mother as Mom rather than by her name, Vicky. For the others, calling their mother anything to indicate that she was their superior would have seemed strange, almost a lie. For as long as he could remember, Vicky had seemed to Jared more of a very absent-minded and distant aunt or sister than his mother. She was never cruel or abusive to any of her children, but Jared could not remember the last time she had truly sat and talked with them, showed any real interest in their lives or even concern that everything at home was going as it should. Vicky Sherwood worked two jobs and had a busy social life as well, often staying away from home overnight as well. For nearly ten years now she had left the children mostly to themselves, providing them with money and necessities, but rarely interacting with them. It was something he was so used to that Jared never truly felt resentment or a desire to see her, not like he knew his sisters did. He only hoped her social life would stop resulting in pregnancies. He hadn’t yet figured out what he would do when he graduated…could he really leave Lydia alone with the little girls?
He tried to think of his future as little as possible. It was easy to focus on the present when his daily routine consisted of kids, school, his after-school job at Burger King, and then back to kids again. He had little time to really worry about how things might turn out.
As it happened, no matter what worries he could have come up with, they would have been far off the mark from reality.
Jared must have been driving when it happened.
It was the only thing that made sense, the only way he could have missed the Event taking place. Because until the moment he pulled into the driveway of his house, the moment he stepped through the door, he was oblivious. In his eyes, he had nothing more to dread at his arrival home than another argument between his sisters, shrill female voices piercing his eardrums.
Jared had early dismissal on Thursdays, and he had started his shift at Burger King at 12:30, getting off at five. The day had been as boring as usual both at work and school, and after his shift ended he decided to drive around for a while, just to work off some steam- and delay getting home just a little more. Yeah, it wasn’t fair to Lydia to stick her with Leigh and Angelina more than he had to, but then again, he also had a job. He deserved some time to himself to wind down, right?
The feeling that something was wrong was almost instant, as soon as he opened the front door. The house was quiet…way too quiet. Where was the sound of Leigh’s blaring pop music, of Angie’s cartoons, of crying or yelling, or even laughing? He didn’t have a late shift tonight, and even if he had, it wasn’t like Lydia could usually manage to get the girls to actually sleep at anywhere near a decent hour. It was just after six…so…what was going on? Were they not home?
Jared frowned as he stepped inside, trying to think. Was it possible that Lydia had taken them somewhere? Where? On foot? Or had Vicky come home early and taken them somewhere?
It wasn’t exactly uncharacteristic of Vicky to do something impulsive and not leave a note, but he would have thought Lydia would have done it…
“Lydia? Leigh? Angie?” he called, but no one answered his call. It appeared the house was empty…but as he stepped into the hallway, turning towards the door to the girls’ bedroom, Jared froze.
Someone had attacked the door with a sharp weapon of some kind, maybe a knife…there was a hole through the wood, as though someone had reached open the door to unlock it. And the door was open.
For a few moments Jared couldn’t bring himself to move. When he stepped forward into the room, it was the dazed, slow motions of a sleepwalker. And when his eyes came to rest on the figure sprawled across the bedroom floor, his breath caught, and bile rose in his throat. It was all he could do to remain on his feet.
His sister Lydia was lying in the middle of the room, just before the bedroom door, her eyes open but unblinking. Her dark hair was piled in a mass around her head, her features rigid, mouth open. Something about her eyes looked strange, as if they had fundamentally shifted in their appearance so as to no longer look human…and she wasn’t, anymore, when it came down to it.
Lydia was dead. Blood soaked her clothing, torn and disarrayed by the force of the multiple stab wounds covering her torso….his sister was dead. His sister had been killed.
His sister had been murdered.
His joints creaking, muscles taut with his shock, Jared slowly knelt beside her, a trembling hand reaching out to touch first her wrist, then her neck, pushing her hair aside to feel for a pulse. There was none, and her skin was growing cool. Lydia had been dead for some time. All that time that Jared had been just driving around in his car, doing nothing, going nowhere in particular…his little sister had been murdered. All that time he had delayed coming home, his sister had been dying.
Sister. Leigh….Angelina….where were they? Where…
His heart slamming against his rib cage, mouth going so dry Jared nearly choked when he attempted to swallow, Jared stood so quickly he momentarily felt lightheaded, beginning to call his sisters’ names with sharp anxiety in his tone. It did not occur to him to worry about his own safety, that whoever had killed Lydia could still be in the house, waiting for his return. It did not occur to him to call 911, to let the police handle this. All he could think about were his other sisters, his other sisters he did not see, his other sisters who were so damn quiet…
“LEIGH! ANGIE! LEIGH, ANGIE, it’s Jared! Where are you…Angie, Leigh!”
There was no reply. There was no reply, and as Jared tore through the house, calling their names, opening doors, he saw no sign of them. There was no more blood, no signs of an intruder, just…nothing. His sisters were gone.
He passed the telephone in the kitchen three times before its presence registered, but on the third time he snatched it up, dialing 911 with his own pulse roaring in his ears. The phone rang eighteen times with no one coming onto the line. Pulling the receiver away from his ear, Jared stared at it in disbelief, then, hanging up the phone, assuming he had dialed the wrong number, tried it again. This time the phone rang 26 times before he hung up, stunned speechless.
What was going on? How the hell could no one be available on the emergency line?!
He ran through the house one more time, still shouting his sisters’ names with no reply, before stumbling out to the front porch of the house, his eyes darting wildly but taking in very few details around him. Trying to take a deep breath, to slow down his racing thoughts and galloping heartbeat, knotting his hands into fists at his sides, Jared briefly closed his eyes, picturing his sisters’ faces. What if they had been kidnapped…what if…
No…no, just think. Think…if they were hiding…if they had run…where would they go? Where might they be, where no one would see?
And that was when it came to him. Beneath the house…there was a small door, all the way around to the other side of the house, that would allow people to crawl beneath the house. The door was mostly concealed by bushes, and it would take a lot of effort for Jared to get himself through…but the girls, Leigh used to hide beneath the house every time she was pouting over something, and lately Angelina had taken to copying her. This would be where they would go. If they were alive, this might be where he could find them.
Jared wasted no time in nearly sprinting around to the other side of the house, finding the right bush and holding back its branches to fumble with the latch on the door. Holding the bush back with one hand, he squeezed through and then shut the door behind him with the other, squinting in the darkness as he called his sisters’ names a final time.
“Leigh? Angie? It’s Jared…are you in here?”
Even before his eyes adjusted to the darkness he saw a slight movement, then made out the outline of their forms, way off in the furthest corner from the door. The smell of urine and something different, salty and sour, hit his nostrils, and it took Jared a moment to identify it…fear. He was actually smelling his sisters’ fear.
Crawling towards them, he saw that Angie was huddled against the older Leigh, their arms wound around each other so tightly it was difficult to tell where one girl began and the older ended. It was a mark of their terror that they would sit so closely, let alone embrace...Jared could not remember the last time he had seen his youngest sisters remain in the same room without fighting, let alone touch each other willingly.
As he approached, saying their names again in a much softer voice, their heads jerked up, and he could see the whites of their eyes glowing in the darkness. Leigh’s mouth opened, but it was several moments before she could speak, her voice hoarse and tremulous.
“Jared…?”
“Yeah,” Jared whispered, coming to squat right in front of them, his lips pressing together into a thin eye as he swallowed, finding it difficult to look them in the eye. He could feel his body tremble slightly, in relief as much as anything else. They were okay…well, maybe okay was a stretch…but they were alive.
Hearing his confirmation, Angelina burst into tears, then struggled to free herself from Leigh’s grasp, crawling towards him and burrowing into his arms. Jared hugged her tightly, barely noticing her dampness as he looked over her head to Leigh. Slow tears ran down the older girl’s face , and in an uncharacteristic gesture of neediness, she moved in against him too, pressing her face against his upper arm. Jared shifted Angie to include Leigh in his hug, the lump in his throat difficult to speak around as he tried to soothe them.
“Shhh…shhh…it’s okay. It’s okay, we’re going to be okay.”
It was a lie and they all knew it, but what else could he say?
After a few minutes, when Angelina’s tears had been reduced to tired sniffs, Jared tried to talk to them, already dreading their answers before he spoke.
“Did you see…what happened to…”
He stopped, unable to bring himself to say Lydia’s name. To say her name would be to bring her staring eyes into his mind, to again feel her dead flesh against his fingers…
Leigh did not answer. He could feel her shaking, pressing her forehead more firmly against his arm. It was Angie who looked up at him, who spoke around the fist pressed against her lips.
“Mommy got her,” she whispered, and Jared’s stomach dropped. He could not have heard right…it was simply impossible. Angie was young, Angie was scared, traumatized…Angie was mistaken.
Whatever had happened, their mother had not done this to Lydia. Whatever her thoughts, whatever her indifference….Vicky would not kill her own child.
“What? What…no,” he said, uncomprehending, and he shook his head, simply unable to believe. “No, Angie, she…that’s not what happened. She…you’re…”
“Yes she did,” Leigh said with surprising ferocity, lifting her head from Jared’s shoulder and looking up at him with a spark of anger standing plainly along with the grief in her eyes. “She did. She was going to do it. She was going to get her, and us too. Both of us.”
“She did,” Angelina echoed, and she burrowed her face into Jared’s armpit, her voice coming out muffled as she continued in a hurried tone still holding tears. “Mommy came home, she called us, she said come here, I need to talk to you. We were in our room and Lydia went out in the hall and Mommy had a knife. Lydia, she came back in the room and she said, she locked the door and told us go out the window, run…and we ran, and we came here, and Mommy was trying to get her, she was putting the knife in the door and telling us open up…”
She was sobbing again now, her question almost unintelligible as she pleaded for him to tell her, “Did she get her? Did Mommy get Lydia?”
As he stared down at his sisters, barely feeling the weight of six-year-old Angelina in his arms, the warmth of twelve-year-old Leigh pressed against his side, it occurred to Jared slowly that this was it. The one defining moment of his life, the one that everyone always talked about and waited for…this was it.
This was the moment. But it was far from the end.