TryingToFindHope
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Who I am
I have many names, though currently, most people call me Fae or Ysoria, so take your pick, or give me a new name, I do not mind either way.
My gender is always shifting, I am fine with any gender-neutral pronouns, that include it/its.
I have been writing RPs for ten years now, find a lot of happiness in it and always are looking for someone new to join me.
I mainly write on Discord, simply because I like making servers to keep it all organized but I could be convinced to another platform if it offers a clear organization as well.
But I am also willing to RP on this website!
Know that I will not play any teenage romance, I am too old for that. I would prefer if all OCs were 21+ but at the very least 18+
My gender is always shifting, I am fine with any gender-neutral pronouns, that include it/its.
I have been writing RPs for ten years now, find a lot of happiness in it and always are looking for someone new to join me.
I mainly write on Discord, simply because I like making servers to keep it all organized but I could be convinced to another platform if it offers a clear organization as well.
But I am also willing to RP on this website!
Know that I will not play any teenage romance, I am too old for that. I would prefer if all OCs were 21+ but at the very least 18+
What I offer
“Novella”
I always break the Discord Limit (without Nitro) and my messages can range from 400 to 2.000 words, depending on what you give me to work with
“LGBTQIA+ friendly”
I am part of it myself and many of my OCs will be part of that community in some way
“Diversity”
My OCs will be of various ethnicities, some of them will have disabilities, and many of them will not fit the social beauty standards
“Maturity”
I am well into my twenties and I will treat people as they treat me, if you are respectful, so will I be and I certainly would like to make new friends
“Regularity”
Sadly, I work 40 hours a week and cannot write as much as I´d like but you can be certain I will try to write at least one RP message every day, if not more
“OOC friendly”
I am not comfortable telling you about my problems immediately but I would love to gush about our OCs and story from the beginning to build a connection
I always break the Discord Limit (without Nitro) and my messages can range from 400 to 2.000 words, depending on what you give me to work with
“LGBTQIA+ friendly”
I am part of it myself and many of my OCs will be part of that community in some way
“Diversity”
My OCs will be of various ethnicities, some of them will have disabilities, and many of them will not fit the social beauty standards
“Maturity”
I am well into my twenties and I will treat people as they treat me, if you are respectful, so will I be and I certainly would like to make new friends
“Regularity”
Sadly, I work 40 hours a week and cannot write as much as I´d like but you can be certain I will try to write at least one RP message every day, if not more
“OOC friendly”
I am not comfortable telling you about my problems immediately but I would love to gush about our OCs and story from the beginning to build a connection
What I expect
“Literate”
I do not need you to write 2.000 words each time but your average messages should be at least around 400 words, though more is always welcomed, less not so much. Please do not waste both of our time if you already know you cannot match that.
“LGBTQIA+ friendly”
I do not expect you to be part of it, nor do you need to play OCs who are part of that community but I will not tolerate any slander of it
“Accepting of Diversity”
Once again, I do not expect your OCs to be the same, but I will not RP with Fatphobes, Racist, Sexists, Disabilists… etc
“Maturity”
I do not RP with people below 18, though 21+ would be preferred I am willing to RP with 18+ as long as we get along
“Regularity”
Life sucks, I do not expect you to be online 24/7 but I would like a partner who can write an RP message every 1-2 days, otherwise, I sadly lose interest quickly
“OOC friendly”
I do not expect you to become best buddies with me immediately, we can focus on our RP at first and befriend each other that way
I do not need you to write 2.000 words each time but your average messages should be at least around 400 words, though more is always welcomed, less not so much. Please do not waste both of our time if you already know you cannot match that.
“LGBTQIA+ friendly”
I do not expect you to be part of it, nor do you need to play OCs who are part of that community but I will not tolerate any slander of it
“Accepting of Diversity”
Once again, I do not expect your OCs to be the same, but I will not RP with Fatphobes, Racist, Sexists, Disabilists… etc
“Maturity”
I do not RP with people below 18, though 21+ would be preferred I am willing to RP with 18+ as long as we get along
“Regularity”
Life sucks, I do not expect you to be online 24/7 but I would like a partner who can write an RP message every 1-2 days, otherwise, I sadly lose interest quickly
“OOC friendly”
I do not expect you to become best buddies with me immediately, we can focus on our RP at first and befriend each other that way
Who I write
First off, I am a huge fan of doubling. Double-up means we have two main couples, we both get exactly what we want. I can play your favourite type of character and you play mine. I scratch my back, you scratch mine kinda deal. No one has to neglect their own desires or needs for this. I also love having a large main cast interacting with one another.
If you do not want to double up then you should know that I prefer to play F, though I am not picky regarding the pairing. No matter if FxF, FxM, FxNB… I am open to it all regarding sex and gender. However, I am a bit more picky regarding the personality. If we only have one single couple I prefer to play against serious, mature, grumpy, morally grey, and/or even villainous characters. So unless that is exactly the kind of OC you enjoy playing I would love to double with you.
If we do end up a single pairing know I cannot do slow-burn. I will do it for your side of a doubling. But not on my side nor in a single couple. It just bores me and I lose interest way too quickly. Medium-paced romance all the way. Please note I am fine with all kinds of drama and angst but I will always demand comfort and a happy end. I am simply sappy like that. So if you just want to torture some OCs I am not the one for you.
If you do not want to double up then you should know that I prefer to play F, though I am not picky regarding the pairing. No matter if FxF, FxM, FxNB… I am open to it all regarding sex and gender. However, I am a bit more picky regarding the personality. If we only have one single couple I prefer to play against serious, mature, grumpy, morally grey, and/or even villainous characters. So unless that is exactly the kind of OC you enjoy playing I would love to double with you.
If we do end up a single pairing know I cannot do slow-burn. I will do it for your side of a doubling. But not on my side nor in a single couple. It just bores me and I lose interest way too quickly. Medium-paced romance all the way. Please note I am fine with all kinds of drama and angst but I will always demand comfort and a happy end. I am simply sappy like that. So if you just want to torture some OCs I am not the one for you.
Genres I will write in
Please do not come at me with a modern slice of life. I am open to many things, but that is not one of them. You might be capable of convincing me to a slice of life before the 1900s. Just like you could tempt me for a modern RP but then with fantasy/horror/supernatural elements. Overall, I would prefer if we have something before the 1900s which is not slice of life.
Otherwise, I am open to many things as long as I have my romance included. If you desire a platonic RP then I will gladly do so for your side when we double. But I am just a slut for some good OC x OC.
I am always itching for Fantasy in all forms, no matter if dark, high, low… I am your fantasy gal. Always open for a typical DND setting as well! Especially if we take our own twist on it! Retelling of Folklore/Myths is also high up the list. Historical and Horror are also favourite of mine and you can always tempt me with a post apocalyptic setting where barely anything of humanity is left and nature started to reclaim the earth.
Otherwise, I am open to many things as long as I have my romance included. If you desire a platonic RP then I will gladly do so for your side when we double. But I am just a slut for some good OC x OC.
I am always itching for Fantasy in all forms, no matter if dark, high, low… I am your fantasy gal. Always open for a typical DND setting as well! Especially if we take our own twist on it! Retelling of Folklore/Myths is also high up the list. Historical and Horror are also favourite of mine and you can always tempt me with a post apocalyptic setting where barely anything of humanity is left and nature started to reclaim the earth.
Tropes I like
Reborn Past Lovers // Soulmates // Opposites Attract // Forbidden Love // Arranged Marriage // Runaway Bride // Matchmaker // Secret Identity // Age Gap
Polyamorous Relationships// Mutual Pining // Friends to Lovers // Fake Relationship // Second Chance // Love at first sight
Polyamorous Relationships// Mutual Pining // Friends to Lovers // Fake Relationship // Second Chance // Love at first sight
Vague Pairing Ideas
The role in bold is the one I would prefer to play. If we do a double-up then I am more than happy to play the bold roles for you by your side of the RP. Of course, pairings can be mixed, matched, and changed to our liking. I am just offering you some ideas that have been twirling in my head since a while now.
Mentor x Chosen One
Enemy x Hero
Magical User x Apprentice
Grumpy x Sunshine
Royal x Seer
Knight x Royal
Knight x Seer
Witch Hunter x Witch
Royal x Servant
Vampire x Magical User
Knight x Magical User
Knight x Servant
Royal x Commoner
Vampire x Mortal
Devil x Priest(ess)
Demon x Magical User
Knight x Commoner
Demon x Mortal
Knight x Priest(ess)
Rebel Leader x Throne Heir
Bounty Hunter x Bounty
Dragon Slayer x Dragon
Pirate x Royal
Pirate x Sailor
Pirate x Merfolk
Human x Merfolk
Sailor x Merfolk
Fey x Fey
Fey x Mortal
Royal x Royal
Fey x Magical User
Fey x Seer
Mentor x Chosen One
Enemy x Hero
Magical User x Apprentice
Grumpy x Sunshine
Royal x Seer
Knight x Royal
Knight x Seer
Witch Hunter x Witch
Royal x Servant
Vampire x Magical User
Knight x Magical User
Knight x Servant
Royal x Commoner
Vampire x Mortal
Devil x Priest(ess)
Demon x Magical User
Knight x Commoner
Demon x Mortal
Knight x Priest(ess)
Rebel Leader x Throne Heir
Bounty Hunter x Bounty
Dragon Slayer x Dragon
Pirate x Royal
Pirate x Sailor
Pirate x Merfolk
Human x Merfolk
Sailor x Merfolk
Fey x Fey
Fey x Mortal
Royal x Royal
Fey x Magical User
Fey x Seer
Specific Ideas
Valor
I have my own high fantasy world with my own fantasy races and a ton of OCs to choose from, especially when we do a double-up. Always willing to mix and match our ideas together too! Honestly endless potential for plot ideas!
Also more than willing to take on the role of a DM. As said, my world is already pretty established, and yet there is always space for other people's ideas, no matter if you want to include the classic races or your own! I do not mind having your characters explore my world as long as you still contribute character and plot ideas as a whole!
Warning it´s VERY High Fantasy. And it´s a LOT. So don´t tell me I didn´t warn you. If you are interested let me know and I will send it all over!
Also more than willing to take on the role of a DM. As said, my world is already pretty established, and yet there is always space for other people's ideas, no matter if you want to include the classic races or your own! I do not mind having your characters explore my world as long as you still contribute character and plot ideas as a whole!
Warning it´s VERY High Fantasy. And it´s a LOT. So don´t tell me I didn´t warn you. If you are interested let me know and I will send it all over!
Mythralis
VERY MUCH A WIP!!! Medium Fantasy World. Still at the beginning of creating this. Not very established, most of it are just some vague ideas. Things will change, maps will be changed, OCs will be scrapped and new ones will emerge. Interested in creating this world for me by forming it through an RP? Well then be welcome to join me.
Fair warning; I put most of my energy in Valor so this is really just a side project, so this is really not much and not settled in stone either... So far I have only humans planned here with magic and stuff but if you want to throw in classical fantasy races be welcome to do so. f you are interested let me know and I will send it all over!
Fair warning; I put most of my energy in Valor so this is really just a side project, so this is really not much and not settled in stone either... So far I have only humans planned here with magic and stuff but if you want to throw in classical fantasy races be welcome to do so. f you are interested let me know and I will send it all over!
Scandalous Courting
I am looking for a romance set in either the Regency or the early Victorian era! I want the scandal of disregarding the etiquette, the expectations placed upon women broken, arranged marriages broken, and true love found outside of one's own class! We can either keep it realistic or even turn it into a low fantasy if so desired!
Either way, my idea was that a gentleman of the upper class falls in love with a young lady of either middle or working class. I would like an age gap to be present, somewhere between 5-15 years, whatever you feel the most comfortable with.
I imagine the man to be the typical trope of "grumpy morally grey character with a soft spot for only one person" - if that makes any sense. Perhaps even a little bit cruel, is used to having power and influence over people... and then this lower-class lady pops up and is sweet but also sassy to him.
Something along those lines. Nothing else settled yet, as I would love to brainstorm with you, no matter if a single couple or a double-up!
Either way, my idea was that a gentleman of the upper class falls in love with a young lady of either middle or working class. I would like an age gap to be present, somewhere between 5-15 years, whatever you feel the most comfortable with.
I imagine the man to be the typical trope of "grumpy morally grey character with a soft spot for only one person" - if that makes any sense. Perhaps even a little bit cruel, is used to having power and influence over people... and then this lower-class lady pops up and is sweet but also sassy to him.
Something along those lines. Nothing else settled yet, as I would love to brainstorm with you, no matter if a single couple or a double-up!
A Crown Given
Medieval times baby! I´ve been thinking about a widowed king re-marrying. Namely a princess from an enemy kingdom to establish peace. Age gap would be implied; 10-20 years, whatever you feel the most comfortable with. It would obviously be an arranged marriage. We can play with politics, betrayal, and of course the potential difficult dynamic between two people so widely different - not just in age.
Would love to go with opposites attract and grumpy x sunshine here. Maybe the king has turned cold after his late wives death but the princess manages to actually warm him up again. We can keep this rather fluffy or throw in more angst. It´s a loose idea that I am, as usual, more than eager to brainstorm with you!
Would love to go with opposites attract and grumpy x sunshine here. Maybe the king has turned cold after his late wives death but the princess manages to actually warm him up again. We can keep this rather fluffy or throw in more angst. It´s a loose idea that I am, as usual, more than eager to brainstorm with you!
The Deity on Top
Humans live in a fantastical, towering ziggurat for as long as they can remember. This spiraling structure reaching high into the sky was home to them for seemingly endless generations. The ziggurat is divided into distinct levels, each inhabited by a different people with their own culture, technology, language, and beliefs. The higher you go the better life becomes.
Everyone believes a god-like being resides at the top of the tower. Rules forbid people from lower levels to move to the upper levels. And which upper-level person would enjoy going to the lower level? Conflict is doomed to arise from the upper levels disregarding the lower levels and people trying to break out of this system.
This plot idea is heavily inspired by a video game called Chants of Sennaar. If you are familiar with it, then that is wonderful but previous knowledge of the game is not required. I would love to brainstorm with you and create something we both like. No matter if low or high fantasy, the moment people start to question ancient rules and try to break out of their levels there is going to be chaos.
Everyone believes a god-like being resides at the top of the tower. Rules forbid people from lower levels to move to the upper levels. And which upper-level person would enjoy going to the lower level? Conflict is doomed to arise from the upper levels disregarding the lower levels and people trying to break out of this system.
This plot idea is heavily inspired by a video game called Chants of Sennaar. If you are familiar with it, then that is wonderful but previous knowledge of the game is not required. I would love to brainstorm with you and create something we both like. No matter if low or high fantasy, the moment people start to question ancient rules and try to break out of their levels there is going to be chaos.
