Other Neon's Random Songs

[NeonRain]

"Recovery"

I am depressed
I’m sorry to say
I didn’t mean for it to be this way
Constantly asking when will I reply
I disappear for days and you can only ask why
My energy’s shot its hit rock bottom
All I want to do is sleep it away
But that’s not how this works, I can’t even promise that I’ll be okay

Depression is keeping me away from my daily escape
I just want to ditch this world and join you in the one we made
I apologize for being gone
For making you feel like you did wrong

I am depressed
I don’t know when I’ll get better
I wish I could say it was just the weather
I am depressed
It makes me so damn tired, I swear I’m not a lier
It’s not that I don’t like being around you
But my body is telling me it’s time to hide away
I’m sorry it’s gotta be this way

Depression is keeping me from my friends
I really wish I could tell you when this all ends
I apologize for leaving you behind
Even if I want to be alone, our rp is always on my mind

So please forgive me, I hope you believe me
I’ll reply when I have the energy
Until then, please just be patient
Thank you for leaving me be while I’m in emotional recovery
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