chaotics
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hello! i'm chaotic, he/him, in my 20s and i'll do my best to keep this brief. i'm searching for a few long-term partners for specific cravings i'm having right now.
the basics:
- i'm lgbt+ and predominantly interested in queer pairings, but i'm willing to do m/f in fandom rps.
- i'm only willing to rp with fellow adults so please be 18+ and preferably 21+.
- i like dark themes in my rps and this is primarily what i'm craving right now. i like plots dealing with horror, trauma, obsession, mind games, the list goes on. wholesome fluff just doesn't cut it for me in my fiction these days, so please keep that in mind if you reach out to me.
- i am a lengthy writer, and prefer quality and quantity. nevertheless, i aim to make everything i write relevant to the roleplay and steer clear from purple prose.
- if you have any limits or things you never want to come up in the rp, please let me know before we begin!
if you'd like more info on me, my rp preferences etc, please feel free to check my main thread, but be aware that it is closed for the moment. i am only looking for things outlined in this post.
fandom cravings
original cravings
cc/oc or oc/oc, happy to double up.
i am not caught up with the natlan plotline as i've somewhat lost interest in the actual game itself, but i don't mind spoilers.
i want to play against dottore. i have no interest in any other character, so if he makes you uncomfortable in any way, i'm not the person for you. i'd prefer to play an oc against him, but i might be convinced to play scaramouche with the right partner.
with dottore specifically, i'm interested in exploring themes of ambition, humanity, and the self. i think he is both more and less arrogant than typically perceived in the fandom, and his inability to love himself while simultaneously seeing himself above others is fascinating to me. i'd love to play against him with someone who isn't afraid to bite into those concepts and get into his contradictory mindset.
i prefer aus or canon divergent timelines, especially since there isn't a ton to go off of in canon for him. i'm open to both a darker rp in which he manipulates my oc/scara for his benefit, or alternatively a slowburn plot with him coming to actually love them - but will that truly be enough? is love stronger than ambition? he might hesitate, but when the time comes, will he sacrifice them for his ultimate goal anyway? you get the gist.
i can play: anyone except for the kids, diluc, itto, gorou, sara, kaveh, pantalone, and any post-natlan characters unless you're willing for me to work off of your description of them.
i am not caught up with the natlan plotline as i've somewhat lost interest in the actual game itself, but i don't mind spoilers.
i want to play against dottore. i have no interest in any other character, so if he makes you uncomfortable in any way, i'm not the person for you. i'd prefer to play an oc against him, but i might be convinced to play scaramouche with the right partner.
with dottore specifically, i'm interested in exploring themes of ambition, humanity, and the self. i think he is both more and less arrogant than typically perceived in the fandom, and his inability to love himself while simultaneously seeing himself above others is fascinating to me. i'd love to play against him with someone who isn't afraid to bite into those concepts and get into his contradictory mindset.
i prefer aus or canon divergent timelines, especially since there isn't a ton to go off of in canon for him. i'm open to both a darker rp in which he manipulates my oc/scara for his benefit, or alternatively a slowburn plot with him coming to actually love them - but will that truly be enough? is love stronger than ambition? he might hesitate, but when the time comes, will he sacrifice them for his ultimate goal anyway? you get the gist.
i can play: anyone except for the kids, diluc, itto, gorou, sara, kaveh, pantalone, and any post-natlan characters unless you're willing for me to work off of your description of them.
i am exclusively interested in L/light.
i can play either, and i'm open to aus or canon timelines. mutual obsession and mind games are a must here.
i'm looking to do a rivals/enemies dynamic with sprinkles of something else that perhaps neither of them understand. the natural enmity created by different ideologies, yet an irrepressible respect and craving for the only one who can be your equal. light's descent into delusional divinity contrasted against an ever-present fear that lingers in the back of his mind - am i doing the right thing? no, i must be. L's hunt to bring down kira contrasted against his desire to be outwitted, just for once, for to taste defeat against kira is his victory.
bonus points if you've read those who stand. if you know, you know.
i can play either, and i'm open to aus or canon timelines. mutual obsession and mind games are a must here.
i'm looking to do a rivals/enemies dynamic with sprinkles of something else that perhaps neither of them understand. the natural enmity created by different ideologies, yet an irrepressible respect and craving for the only one who can be your equal. light's descent into delusional divinity contrasted against an ever-present fear that lingers in the back of his mind - am i doing the right thing? no, i must be. L's hunt to bring down kira contrasted against his desire to be outwitted, just for once, for to taste defeat against kira is his victory.
bonus points if you've read those who stand. if you know, you know.
original cravings
priest/demon
scientist/experiment
sibling/sibling
social hierarchy
feel free to bring in your own plots, but this is pretty much all i'm craving at the moment. as you might've guessed by now, i love themes of god complexes, power imbalance & corruption, so any ideas along those lines are welcome.
scientist/experiment
sibling/sibling
social hierarchy
feel free to bring in your own plots, but this is pretty much all i'm craving at the moment. as you might've guessed by now, i love themes of god complexes, power imbalance & corruption, so any ideas along those lines are welcome.
if you're interested in a roleplay with me, please send me a pm! i would highly appreciate if you could include a writing sample too. for this sample, i would like for it to not be the best piece of writing you think you've ever done, but rather what an average reply from you would look like (non-introduction posts preferred). note that i likely won't reply to pms without a sample, and all posts in this thread will be deleted. nothing personal, i just want to keep everything neat on here. also, i am happy to provide you with a sample of my own writing, too, so just let me know if you'd like one.
if you got this far, thanks for reading! here's hoping we both luck out and manage to start something great! ✩
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