danielvaltameri
Daniel Valtameri
What do you do when you find out about something you wish you didn't know?
I don't know. All I know is that I hurt. So badly. I wish I didn't allow myself to get hurt by anyone; I just wish the pain would stop, and that I could drag myself up out of the abyss I threw myself into.
This is no one else's fault but my own, and I'm fully aware of this. And yet I let myself get hurt; Again. And what for? I'll probably never know why I let it happen.
Sorry for the late night depressing post, to anyone who reads this. But I just, really hate emotions sometimes. I'm not posting this asking for any advice or anything, it's mostly just a personal post to get it off my chest. Any kind of nice words are appreciated though; In fact I'd love to hear something nice.
I could also go for a hug right now. I don't feel well, at all. All I'm feeling is emotional pain.
I don't know. All I know is that I hurt. So badly. I wish I didn't allow myself to get hurt by anyone; I just wish the pain would stop, and that I could drag myself up out of the abyss I threw myself into.
This is no one else's fault but my own, and I'm fully aware of this. And yet I let myself get hurt; Again. And what for? I'll probably never know why I let it happen.
Sorry for the late night depressing post, to anyone who reads this. But I just, really hate emotions sometimes. I'm not posting this asking for any advice or anything, it's mostly just a personal post to get it off my chest. Any kind of nice words are appreciated though; In fact I'd love to hear something nice.
I could also go for a hug right now. I don't feel well, at all. All I'm feeling is emotional pain.