Revna Eris
Overachiever
I don't quite know what this kind of post would be considered. But I feel journal fits best. I've been on and off the site multiple times for years, which I genuinely do apologize for. I remember how I was when I was younger. It was the cringiest time I think I had been in. I was naive, I didn't understand people, I was way too... Well I don't know the word for it. I'm getting a camera soon. I want to pursue acting, and am trying to get into acting school. I completed my Associates in the Science of Music Production! Which is very exciting. I still make independent content. And I was honestly afraid of coming back because I didn't know what to expect. But I'm so glad I did come back. I nearly cried seeing the site, just because even if I am absent, this site provided a safe escape place for me. I've been through a lot, which I won't talk about here, since it is a lot to take in and I don't think its particularly appropriate for me to jump out there with. This site has allowed me to reminisce and see how much I've grown as a person...
Like... I used to love doing MxM pairings, and yaoi. And I can still write it, but I'm not as heavily inclined to it anymore. I can write anything provided it works well chemistry wise!
I used to not understand why people above the age of 18 would be uncomfortable RPing with minors. I'm 20 now, and right before I was 17, it hit me like a brick out of nowhere. So yeah I get it. I completely understand it. Shouldn't have questioned it.
I used to have a lack of interest in platonic stuff. Now I absolutely love it! Especially with how underrated it is.
I used to be really pick me, have a hatred for female characters, and I still don't quite understand why I was like that? But now I'm a lot more calm and chilled out.
I was only really a fandom RPer. Now I can do both.
I had almost no confidence in my writing, now I have... Well more than I used to
I have been able to grow so much more than I thought. From year to year. It is truly amazing to see.
If I've ghosted anyone, come off as pretentious or disrespectful to anyone, and anything else I may be forgetting that may have upset someone... I am sorry. But I'm glad I have been able to move forward, and do better. And I'm really grateful this site existed for countless reasons.
Like... I used to love doing MxM pairings, and yaoi. And I can still write it, but I'm not as heavily inclined to it anymore. I can write anything provided it works well chemistry wise!
I used to not understand why people above the age of 18 would be uncomfortable RPing with minors. I'm 20 now, and right before I was 17, it hit me like a brick out of nowhere. So yeah I get it. I completely understand it. Shouldn't have questioned it.
I used to have a lack of interest in platonic stuff. Now I absolutely love it! Especially with how underrated it is.
I used to be really pick me, have a hatred for female characters, and I still don't quite understand why I was like that? But now I'm a lot more calm and chilled out.
I was only really a fandom RPer. Now I can do both.
I had almost no confidence in my writing, now I have... Well more than I used to
I have been able to grow so much more than I thought. From year to year. It is truly amazing to see.
If I've ghosted anyone, come off as pretentious or disrespectful to anyone, and anything else I may be forgetting that may have upset someone... I am sorry. But I'm glad I have been able to move forward, and do better. And I'm really grateful this site existed for countless reasons.
