felan
A BOY IS A GUN*
i know you the worst for me.
Hello and welcome to my originals search! I'm your host Felan (pronounced Fee-lahn) and here's a little about me before we begin! I promise I'm a lot more relaxed than this might make me out to be, I just want to communicate myself properly. A small bit about me is that I'm a writer who loves to cook for other people, sleep, and occasionally play around with watercolors! I'm 23, queer, and am fine with any pronouns. A small note: my name is literally a mispronunciation of 'feline' LMAO.
Now, onto some rules!! Please keep in mind I'm generally pretty flexible on most of these outside of the age one.
- 18+. I'm sorry, it's just more comfortable for me since I am 23! This is one of the only hard rules I have.
- I'm not picky where we rp, discord, here, google docs, or even emails work for me. That said, I do prefer discord for ooc chatting since it gives me notifications and my memory is so bad LOL.
- Poke me. Seriously, don't feel bad about reminding me if it's been a couple of days and you think I forgot our rp! I won't be upset.
- I'm semi-lit to lit, with an average of 500-1k+ words per character. I tend to copy my partner, though, so I'll generally fall where you do. Also, quality over quantity. You don't need to spend 600 words on the mahogany of the door frame, nor would I be able to match that passion for wooden door frames LOL. That all said, please no one liners, I struggle to really enjoy an rp with very little content.
- I have no triggers and am generally comfortable with exploring darker topics, but if you aren't, please let me know!! I'll always discuss bringing anything like that in the rp, but I still want to know and avoid anything that could be negative for you! Please feel free to set clear boundaries with me, I will never be upset about needing specific boundaries met. I will say that a lot of these deal with darker topics, but if you want to rp and don't see something here that's in your comfort zone? Hit me up!
- I'm ghost friendly, and while I generally try not to, I do struggle a bit with ghosting because my mental health is still getting worked through. I try my hardest to let people know if I can't reply anymore or will be gone for a period of time.
- I try to reply at least once a week if possible, but sometimes like gets hectic. Feel free to ask or poke me if you think I forgot, and I'll try to remember to let people know when I can't reply as soon as I usually do!
And last, but certainly not least, the fun stuff!! All of these are under spoilers, categorized with stars on how much I want to do them (with 5 is a "Please for the love of god let me do this with you" and a 1 is an "I like it, but I might need a bit more convincing to be willing), and the muse I'd prefer to play is bolded! If both are bolded, I don't mind playing either. It's also never a hard 'no' to not play the other side, merely preference!
I'll add more when I think of some! ;w;
Hello and welcome to my originals search! I'm your host Felan (pronounced Fee-lahn) and here's a little about me before we begin! I promise I'm a lot more relaxed than this might make me out to be, I just want to communicate myself properly. A small bit about me is that I'm a writer who loves to cook for other people, sleep, and occasionally play around with watercolors! I'm 23, queer, and am fine with any pronouns. A small note: my name is literally a mispronunciation of 'feline' LMAO.
Now, onto some rules!! Please keep in mind I'm generally pretty flexible on most of these outside of the age one.
- 18+. I'm sorry, it's just more comfortable for me since I am 23! This is one of the only hard rules I have.
- I'm not picky where we rp, discord, here, google docs, or even emails work for me. That said, I do prefer discord for ooc chatting since it gives me notifications and my memory is so bad LOL.
- Poke me. Seriously, don't feel bad about reminding me if it's been a couple of days and you think I forgot our rp! I won't be upset.
- I'm semi-lit to lit, with an average of 500-1k+ words per character. I tend to copy my partner, though, so I'll generally fall where you do. Also, quality over quantity. You don't need to spend 600 words on the mahogany of the door frame, nor would I be able to match that passion for wooden door frames LOL. That all said, please no one liners, I struggle to really enjoy an rp with very little content.
- I have no triggers and am generally comfortable with exploring darker topics, but if you aren't, please let me know!! I'll always discuss bringing anything like that in the rp, but I still want to know and avoid anything that could be negative for you! Please feel free to set clear boundaries with me, I will never be upset about needing specific boundaries met. I will say that a lot of these deal with darker topics, but if you want to rp and don't see something here that's in your comfort zone? Hit me up!
- I'm ghost friendly, and while I generally try not to, I do struggle a bit with ghosting because my mental health is still getting worked through. I try my hardest to let people know if I can't reply anymore or will be gone for a period of time.
- I try to reply at least once a week if possible, but sometimes like gets hectic. Feel free to ask or poke me if you think I forgot, and I'll try to remember to let people know when I can't reply as soon as I usually do!
And last, but certainly not least, the fun stuff!! All of these are under spoilers, categorized with stars on how much I want to do them (with 5 is a "Please for the love of god let me do this with you" and a 1 is an "I like it, but I might need a bit more convincing to be willing), and the muse I'd prefer to play is bolded! If both are bolded, I don't mind playing either. It's also never a hard 'no' to not play the other side, merely preference!
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Angst
Detective, murder
TW : Toxic relationships, murder, violence towards other characters, mentioned teacher/student (it's in college but still)
Muse A, Muse B, Muse C
Possible MxM?
The sounds of cop cars fill the city at all hours of the day, blaring with bright lights. Muse B is a rookie cop trying to make it in a large city with nothing but their hopes and dreams, following Muse C as a mentor. They're struggling to make ends meet, and are generally regarded pretty negatively in the unit. Their main hope, however, is to prove everyone wrong when they're assigned a cold case. The murder of a professor who seemingly had no enemies. B is told by C to be careful, that there are things they don't know about this city and the people in it. Slowly, B uncovers the man's secret relationship with A, a student in their class, and slowly finds out that A is not a book to judge by its cover. A is charming, sweet, and generally well-liked, but something just seems to be off about them, and it's B's job to figure out what exactly happened between A and their professor.
Angst
Detective, murder
TW : Toxic relationships, murder, violence towards other characters, mentioned teacher/student (it's in college but still)
Muse A, Muse B, Muse C
Possible MxM?
The sounds of cop cars fill the city at all hours of the day, blaring with bright lights. Muse B is a rookie cop trying to make it in a large city with nothing but their hopes and dreams, following Muse C as a mentor. They're struggling to make ends meet, and are generally regarded pretty negatively in the unit. Their main hope, however, is to prove everyone wrong when they're assigned a cold case. The murder of a professor who seemingly had no enemies. B is told by C to be careful, that there are things they don't know about this city and the people in it. Slowly, B uncovers the man's secret relationship with A, a student in their class, and slowly finds out that A is not a book to judge by its cover. A is charming, sweet, and generally well-liked, but something just seems to be off about them, and it's B's job to figure out what exactly happened between A and their professor.
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Fluff
Family, found family, adoption, historical (?)
TW: Former abuse / other negative things happening to a child, probably won't be the main part of it
Muse A, Muse B, Muse C, Muse D
B is a small child who's spent most of their life struggling to exist, the determination to rise above their situation being stomped out by various people daily, but they hold out hope. They work hard despite their age, struggling to make enough to eat, and live in a run-down orphanage that seems to get more money than it uses. Their fearless nature seems to pay off when the famous Muse A, or 'Monster Duke', visits their orphanage in search of a child to raise as an heir. The Duke is known for making children cry with just one look, but B is a bit different. They fully stand up to the Duke, going as far as to snarl like a rabid animal and stand their ground when A approaches them. This seems to make a fondness for B grow in A, as they pick them up and tell their assistant to deal with the paperwork. Slowly, B learns to live with A and their family. They meet C, A's partner and their second new parent, and D, their first child that is far too weak to become an heir. When B opens up about their past, A and C seem to tremble in anger, while D seems to think of ways to handle the orphanage. Slowly, though, they become a family.
Fluff
Family, found family, adoption, historical (?)
TW: Former abuse / other negative things happening to a child, probably won't be the main part of it
Muse A, Muse B, Muse C, Muse D
B is a small child who's spent most of their life struggling to exist, the determination to rise above their situation being stomped out by various people daily, but they hold out hope. They work hard despite their age, struggling to make enough to eat, and live in a run-down orphanage that seems to get more money than it uses. Their fearless nature seems to pay off when the famous Muse A, or 'Monster Duke', visits their orphanage in search of a child to raise as an heir. The Duke is known for making children cry with just one look, but B is a bit different. They fully stand up to the Duke, going as far as to snarl like a rabid animal and stand their ground when A approaches them. This seems to make a fondness for B grow in A, as they pick them up and tell their assistant to deal with the paperwork. Slowly, B learns to live with A and their family. They meet C, A's partner and their second new parent, and D, their first child that is far too weak to become an heir. When B opens up about their past, A and C seem to tremble in anger, while D seems to think of ways to handle the orphanage. Slowly, though, they become a family.
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Hurt/comfort
TW : Bullying
Muse A, Muse B
A is a popular and generally well-liked person in school, whereas B is a bullied outcast struggling to stay above the water. It's a simple accident when they meet outside of school, with B recognizing A instantly and accidentally reaching out for them in a store. A, despite not really knowing who B is, is friendly and offers to buy them a drink and have a chat. They talk, with B avoiding mentioning anything at school, and A begins to find B rather fun to listen to. Slowly, they make a friendship outside of school, but B is adamant that A never try to talk to them in school. One day, A breaks this, and B is terrified about what could happen when people think they're 'sucking up' to A, so they snub them. A is taken aback, but outside of school goes out of their way to reach out to B, who's struggling. Where they take their relationship after this is up for us to decide.
Hurt/comfort
TW : Bullying
Muse A, Muse B
A is a popular and generally well-liked person in school, whereas B is a bullied outcast struggling to stay above the water. It's a simple accident when they meet outside of school, with B recognizing A instantly and accidentally reaching out for them in a store. A, despite not really knowing who B is, is friendly and offers to buy them a drink and have a chat. They talk, with B avoiding mentioning anything at school, and A begins to find B rather fun to listen to. Slowly, they make a friendship outside of school, but B is adamant that A never try to talk to them in school. One day, A breaks this, and B is terrified about what could happen when people think they're 'sucking up' to A, so they snub them. A is taken aback, but outside of school goes out of their way to reach out to B, who's struggling. Where they take their relationship after this is up for us to decide.
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Angst, fluff?
Post-Apocalypse, love triangle maybe?
TW : Violence / Gore, Death
Muse A, Muse B, Muse C
Death and decay, the smell of rotten flesh, the adrenaline of being chased. Muse A is a wanderer, a hunter, someone who generally does their own thing in this world. They're a survivor. Having lost everything along the way, they're hardened and prefer to not interact with other people. Well, as much as they prefer to, they get snowed in with B, a runner from a nearby camp that seems concerned with A's health. They wait out the storm and hoarde, learning more and more about each other as time passes and they share their supplies. Slowly, A is convinced to at least see the camp's doctor, and so when the storm dies down, they head out. C is the leader of the camp, someone who's hard up on newcomers and doesn't like that B has taken an interest in A, and is wary of 'strays'. What happens next is up for us to decide!
Angst, fluff?
Post-Apocalypse, love triangle maybe?
TW : Violence / Gore, Death
Muse A, Muse B, Muse C
Death and decay, the smell of rotten flesh, the adrenaline of being chased. Muse A is a wanderer, a hunter, someone who generally does their own thing in this world. They're a survivor. Having lost everything along the way, they're hardened and prefer to not interact with other people. Well, as much as they prefer to, they get snowed in with B, a runner from a nearby camp that seems concerned with A's health. They wait out the storm and hoarde, learning more and more about each other as time passes and they share their supplies. Slowly, A is convinced to at least see the camp's doctor, and so when the storm dies down, they head out. C is the leader of the camp, someone who's hard up on newcomers and doesn't like that B has taken an interest in A, and is wary of 'strays'. What happens next is up for us to decide!
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Angst, psychological
I don't know how to tag this one sorry LOL
TW : Obsessive behaviour, uhhhh I don't know im sorry :' )
This one's just heavily inspired by Igor and following the relationship between A, B, and B's gf C so like. Naenaes? Sorry this is super lazy but it's just a thought at the moment!
Angst, psychological
I don't know how to tag this one sorry LOL
TW : Obsessive behaviour, uhhhh I don't know im sorry :' )
This one's just heavily inspired by Igor and following the relationship between A, B, and B's gf C so like. Naenaes? Sorry this is super lazy but it's just a thought at the moment!
I'll add more when I think of some! ;w;
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