mogy
your mom's friend
Oates Oates
"Words are words, actions are actions."
"Words are words, actions are actions."
@Oates has set their status to:
Safe
@Oates has set their outfit to:
Matching Suit
@Oates has set their location to:
The Dance
@Oates has mentioned:
Callum, Kian
@Mogy has mentioned:
hery
Safe
@Oates has set their outfit to:
Matching Suit
@Oates has set their location to:
The Dance
@Oates has mentioned:
Callum, Kian
@Mogy has mentioned:
hery
Safety.
It was a hard-to-reach point for the curly-haired boy. He always had everything he needed and yet, life had been but a cruel master, safety seemingly never assured, always to be longed for. Then again, the entire point of the night was that it had been different, wasn’t it?
As they swayed underneath the reduced reflectors, Callum’s fingers tugged at Oates’s hair, but ever-so-gently, ever-so-carefully. Quite misplaced, settling into the forest that was, it was a simple touch, but how it meant so much, even the boy himself didn’t quite understand. By that moment he’d closed his eyes, fully embracing everything around him that was, by lack of a simpler term, Callum.
The suit which emitted lavender and pathological peace; the soft skin that was pressed against his; the breaths, so erratic, yet, like the lavender, passive. The two dancing, it was a drug, and Oates was the painfully addicted. How wouldn’t he be when they fulfilled every crevasse of the other. His hands without Callum’s shoulders underneath were nothing, his chest without Callum’s right up against it didn’t know how to breathe, and, well, his soul without Callum’s next to it was a ghost, searching for the safety that the slightly taller boy held in the palm of his hands; at the tips of his fingers.
Physically—the two boys swinging slowly at the melodies played—they weren’t the closest they could be, they weren’t the closest they’ve ever been. But in every other way, they were a rocket shooting for the stars, where before, they were merely coasting the clouds, and that was on the good days. They were astronauts now, and being an astronaut, Oates wanted to do it for just a little while longer, at least until the song ended and he was forced to go back to reality. It seemed to him that Callum liked being an astronaut as well because there weren’t any groans, there weren’t any eye rolls, not that Oates could even see them. There simply weren’t any indications that suggested Callum’s desire to go back to Earth, and while that might have been wishful thinking, that was the best kind of thinking.
To the sound of the black-haired boy’s voice, Oates pulled his head up from the comfort of the boy’s shoulder, and looked up at the blue orbs which made him even more addicted, as if that were possible. He could see Callum, and Callum could see him, and whatever the boy said next could either make Oates kiss him or shatter Oates into broken glass. Vulnerable, maybe unhealthily, but safe, undoubtedly safe.
“Yes?” He forwarded, not really knowing what to expect. It could’ve been anything, but as moments passed like years do, that undistinguishable hope was now rushing through his veins at even the possibility of what he wanted for so long to come true. It was the only thing that made sense, and the only thing that would make this night absolutely perfect. But then again, any number plus infinity was infinity, and such was perfection. The orbs looking back at Callum were filled with this hope. It was quite obvious.
He could feel Callum’s heart beating faster; it had to have been for him, right? Callum was going to say it, and Oates couldn’t lie, he wanted to hear the words just as much as he claimed he didn’t care for them anymore.
But then, just as the slow song slipped away, so did Callum. The hope remained, and turned into emptiness when the words weren’t those Oates wanted. He was selfish for them, and when he didn’t get what he wanted, emptiness engulfed him as the tide does a beach.
A breath in and a breath out, and Callum was slipping away. They were still dancing, only Oates needed a moment to collect his thoughts before he started doing what Callum was doing, the two soon moving in unison to the catchy beat that overshadowed Oates’s disappointment.
But he wouldn’t stay disappointed for long.
Callum continued, and he said things that a person who simply doesn’t love another wouldn’t say. It had to have meant something or the words wouldn’t have left the boy’s mouth. Like a poem, its meaning was left for the reader to understand, or misunderstand. Every word, more energy flowed through Oates and he soon found himself dancing with even more energy than the boy in front of him.
Like his body, his mind was going a thousand miles per hour. Callum was here for him, Callum had done so much for him, especially tonight, Callum said all those wonderful things. That was how Oates understood Callum’s poem.
“I love you too.” He replied and smiled at the boy without any more words on the topic necessary. He didn’t need Callum to say it because there was no way that the black-haired boy didn’t love curly-haired boy. “Now, let’s dance!”
The night went on like this; dancing, smiling, laughing, and Oates was safer than ever. There was no better companionship than two dancers who loved each other, now Oates knew exactly how that felt, and he liked being an astronaut, he really did. Only when his forehead showed drops of sweat glittering in the lights, he knew it was time for a break from the dancing, no matter how good it felt to dance without a strict choreography to follow. He’d pulled Callum aside, to where there had been less people all jumping around without a care in the world.
“Phew…. I really need a break.” He told the slightly taller boy, leaning up against him, head first. But that didn’t last long.
Taking out a handkerchief from his pocket, he swiped the sweat drops from his forehead and then neck. “Do you want this? I only used half.” He asked the boy in front of him, breath still erratic.