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“Lia Martin is missing,” the newscaster said on the morning broadcast.
She fumbled the remote as she increased the volume. “Wait, what?”
“The police urge you to call if you have any information relating to her whereabouts.” The picture they had on display came right out of a high school yearbook. Had she not remembered once being eighteen, she might have sworn it was a picture of someone else. At least they had picked a flattering photograph, if not a recent one.
The television made a crackling sound as the image faded to black, leaving only the soft shafts of sunlight coming through Lia’s living room shades. She found herself sliding down the rough upholstery of her couch as she watched the powered-down television in silence. Missing? Her knees hit the coffee table, reflexively jolting her upright. It must have been a mistake, she thought. Perhaps somebody shared her name, and the broadcaster had the wrong photo. Even so, she sometimes felt as if she knew everybody in town, and she had never met another Lia Martin.
The sunlight was in her face now and her back felt like somebody had tied her spine into a knot. How long had she been sitting like this? She got to her feet, traded in her beloved pajamas for an outfit that didn’t have any extra holes in it, and made her way across town to get on with her day.
The café she arrived at smelled of burnt coffee and cleaning chemicals. Had it not been attached to the only hotel in town, she doubted it would have survived long; new businesses rarely did, especially those staffed only by a boy who didn’t appear a day over seventeen. The constant flow of travelers from all over supplied a steady stream of people who had no other choice, however. Most of these people would disappear into the hotel lobby, never to be seen again. Lia was different in that, on this morning, she wanted nothing more than for someone to acknowledge her.
“Did you hear the news this morning?” she asked the boy behind the counter as he prepared her coffee. The fancy steam machines served only as a backdrop to her order: brewed coffee, cream, no sugar.
“It’s the only thing my parents will watch,” said the listless worker as he slid the coffee towards her. “It’s too bad about that missing woman. I hope they find her.”
“I am that missing woman. There’s been a mistake.”
“I don’t think that’s a very funny joke,” the boy said, frowning. “Your card declined. Do you have cash?”
“What? No, you don’t understand.” She pulled her hair back as it had been in her picture on the television. “Look, see? It was just an old picture. I’m Lia Martin.”
“Please, ma’am, there’s a line behind you.”
She spun around to lock eyes with somebody gesturing with their hands as if to say, “get on with it already.” Everything felt quiet, as if the entire world was waiting for her to get out of the way so it could keep turning. Leaving a few small bills in return for her coffee, she took a seat by the window overlooking the road. With every car that sped by and every pedestrian who stopped in front of the building, Lia hoped that she would see someone who recognized her. Instead, people seemed to not notice her at all.
The longer she waited, the more her want of recognition needled at her. The coffee in her cup tasted more burnt as it cooled, until she pushed the half-empty drink to the side and turned her back to the window to scan the room. Each time she thought she would get up and introduce herself to a stranger, uncertainty gripped her and pulled her further into the worn seat. She would have to go to the police to put the rumor to rest, she supposed, but what if they didn’t believe her either? She turned back to her coffee and cradled the cup in her hands, but did not drink; whatever she did next, she felt, was of dire importance.
She fumbled the remote as she increased the volume. “Wait, what?”
“The police urge you to call if you have any information relating to her whereabouts.” The picture they had on display came right out of a high school yearbook. Had she not remembered once being eighteen, she might have sworn it was a picture of someone else. At least they had picked a flattering photograph, if not a recent one.
The television made a crackling sound as the image faded to black, leaving only the soft shafts of sunlight coming through Lia’s living room shades. She found herself sliding down the rough upholstery of her couch as she watched the powered-down television in silence. Missing? Her knees hit the coffee table, reflexively jolting her upright. It must have been a mistake, she thought. Perhaps somebody shared her name, and the broadcaster had the wrong photo. Even so, she sometimes felt as if she knew everybody in town, and she had never met another Lia Martin.
The sunlight was in her face now and her back felt like somebody had tied her spine into a knot. How long had she been sitting like this? She got to her feet, traded in her beloved pajamas for an outfit that didn’t have any extra holes in it, and made her way across town to get on with her day.
The café she arrived at smelled of burnt coffee and cleaning chemicals. Had it not been attached to the only hotel in town, she doubted it would have survived long; new businesses rarely did, especially those staffed only by a boy who didn’t appear a day over seventeen. The constant flow of travelers from all over supplied a steady stream of people who had no other choice, however. Most of these people would disappear into the hotel lobby, never to be seen again. Lia was different in that, on this morning, she wanted nothing more than for someone to acknowledge her.
“Did you hear the news this morning?” she asked the boy behind the counter as he prepared her coffee. The fancy steam machines served only as a backdrop to her order: brewed coffee, cream, no sugar.
“It’s the only thing my parents will watch,” said the listless worker as he slid the coffee towards her. “It’s too bad about that missing woman. I hope they find her.”
“I am that missing woman. There’s been a mistake.”
“I don’t think that’s a very funny joke,” the boy said, frowning. “Your card declined. Do you have cash?”
“What? No, you don’t understand.” She pulled her hair back as it had been in her picture on the television. “Look, see? It was just an old picture. I’m Lia Martin.”
“Please, ma’am, there’s a line behind you.”
She spun around to lock eyes with somebody gesturing with their hands as if to say, “get on with it already.” Everything felt quiet, as if the entire world was waiting for her to get out of the way so it could keep turning. Leaving a few small bills in return for her coffee, she took a seat by the window overlooking the road. With every car that sped by and every pedestrian who stopped in front of the building, Lia hoped that she would see someone who recognized her. Instead, people seemed to not notice her at all.
The longer she waited, the more her want of recognition needled at her. The coffee in her cup tasted more burnt as it cooled, until she pushed the half-empty drink to the side and turned her back to the window to scan the room. Each time she thought she would get up and introduce herself to a stranger, uncertainty gripped her and pulled her further into the worn seat. She would have to go to the police to put the rumor to rest, she supposed, but what if they didn’t believe her either? She turned back to her coffee and cradled the cup in her hands, but did not drink; whatever she did next, she felt, was of dire importance.