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[decadent-rider]

He sighed some and shook his head. “Some jack I guess.” He muttered. If he wasn’t with max there was no reason to him for him to be sober.

Carmen shook her head, reaching up and cupping his cheek. “Shh. Shh it’s okay.... we aren’t giving up. I promise. Not til the end.” She murmured and kissed him softly.

 

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Lita nodded and poured him a cup of Jack and ice "I saw you with that half head chick earlier....she your old lady?" She asked letting her eyes roam over him

Clayton nodded and let a few tears fall as he pressed his forehead to hers "I can't loose you Carmen, I can't." He whispered

 

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She smiled sadly at him and held onto him tightly. “And what would your dad say if he saw you crying right now?” She murmured, wiping his tears and pecked his cheek.

He grunted a little. “Not anymore.” He muttered, rubbing his face a bit and took it all down in one go then tapped his glass on the bar for another one.

 

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Clayton sighed but gave a small chuckle "Tell me to pull myself together." He murmured kissing her cheek gently "I love you Carmen."

Lita refilled it and gave a small nod "Well obviously its her loss, you deserve someone strong and better than that." She said licking her lips a bit "You know I've learned the ropes enough, I could make a good old lady for you." She said as she traced patterns on his hand and arm

 

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She smiled tiredly at him and started falling asleep. “Love you too. “ she mumbled before drifting off.

He frowned at that a little then sighed. “Maybe you could. But probably not.” He muttered and got up, heading back to his room to go lay down.

 

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Clayton sighed softly and held her close taking a deep breath trying to wrap his mind around everything that was happening.

Lita gave a small shrug "You never know." She said before she started to wipe down the bar watching him leave.

 

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-6 months-
Carmen was curled up on the couch at the club house for the first time in forever. She wasn’t well still and Clayton was barely letting her out of sight since she passed out and fell down the stairs the previous week but she was slowly on the mend after they’d gone to the doctor across the border.

Jon was in a bad way. He’d stayed off the drugs but his drinking had gotten far out of hand while Lita had managed to weasel her way into his life and for now, he couldn’t care less.

 

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Max got out of her car and took a deep breath looking at the vlubhouse for the first time since she left. After Clayton had assured her that he had Carmen taken care of she had left to try and figure out what she wanted and just focus on herself. Though now she stood no makeup on and a baggy shirt that fit around her 6 month pregnant belly just right finally ready to tell Jon.

Clayton sat across from the bar his eyes on Carmen as she layed there quietly. After her tumble he had become paranoid about everything with her. Scared that she might get hurt again without him there and he couldnt have that happen again. He had gotten her across the border and thankfully the doctor there was much better help and she seemed to be getting a little better at least.

 

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Carmen grumbled a little as she sat up, her back yelling in protest and just stood up some, stretching, rolling her eyes when in seconds Clayton was next to her, "I need to pee baby, I can pee by myself, I'm a big girl I promise." She smiled, pecking his cheek and going to do her business, frowning at Lita as she went in right as Carmen was coming back out again, wandering over to Clayton and slipping her arms around him tightly, "You got a job tonight don't you?" She asked him, "I was gonna go to Tasha and Theo's place tonight, have a girls night. I don't need Max's drama while she's settling back into the house tonight." She muttered

Jon leaned back when Lita came back out and slipped his arms around her tightly, kissing her head and sighed a bit, "Mmmm.... You know what you do to me in those shorts." He mumbled against her cheek, ready to take her back to his room when he looked up and felt his jaw hit the floor because he'd seen Max walk in.

 

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Clayton nodded some and let her go off. When she returned he slipped his arms around her and kissed the top of her head "Yeah I got one with Coco, I'm sure Tasha would love that. Been buggimg me to let you have one for a bit." He said with a small chuckle glancing at Max as she walked in "She actually gonna do it?" He asked quietly having known about the pregnancy because even though Max had left she had still kept in contact with Carmen.

Max walked inside and gave her sister ans Clayton a small wave before she looked around and her eyes landed on Jon. She bit her lip as how rough he looked but soon a small smile spread onto her lips waving at him. She walked over not even paying attention to the woman who was now next to him "Hey Jon....um...could we talk?" She asked softly

 

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She just nodded and watched Kraken pad over to her from his spot laying on the porch, sunbathing, "Hey there little buddy... Come on, let's take you out for a walk." She mumbled and grabbed Clayton's hand to drag him outside, "I love you." She murmured softly to him, "He said it would be a long while yet before I felt back to myself." She mumbled, sitting down once they were out front and leaned into him.

Jon looked up at her shocked still then frowned, "No. Cause you don't come back into someone's life and just say hey let's talk.... Not after the way you and me ended." He spat at her absolutely fuming right now at the audacity she had "I can see you're pregnant." He muttered

 

[Forever6A7X]

Max frowned and sighed heavily "Yeah I am, about six months pregnant." She said taking a deep breath not wanting to cause a scene "Look I know how we ended was awful but Jon..I really need to talk to you." She said quietly

Clayton nodded some and kissed her cheek gently "Just as long as you get better thats all that matters." He murmured while he walked with her making sure she stayed stable and that the now giant puppy didnt pull at her too hard

 

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She nodded a little then frowned. “So I got a call yesterday... from the adoption agency... the one that I used when you were in prison.... our son is requesting to meet us.” She mumbled as she looked up at him.

“I get it... it’s mine.... I’m not surprised... if you need money I can do a little bit but I shouldn’t be in their life.” He muttered then turned away.

 

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Clayton stopped in his tracks and looked at her shocked "Really? How....how old would he be now? 10?" He asked quietly a bit hesitant about it.

Max pulled out a sonogram photo and gave a small nod "Yeah he is yours. I'm not asking for money or for you to be there...but I thought you might want to know you're going to have a son." She said quietly before placing the sonogram photo in his hand and kissed his cheek gently "I'm at Carmen's for the week if you change your mind at all." She murmured before turning away amd giving a heavy sigh. She knew from his answer that her other news wouldnt matter because he still wouldnt want this baby.

 

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“14.” She mumbled watching him a bit and took his hand. “I don’t know what to say.... I don’t.... I have no clue.” She mumbled as she watched him, tripping over when kraken yanked on the leash to go chase a cat but quickly stood up again. “What do you think?”

He sighed heavily shaking his head as she left and just pulled Lita onto his lap. “You wanna go find your bedroom now?”

 

[Forever6A7X]

Lita smirked some and nodded leading him back to the room she stayed in letting him get on with whatever he wanted to do to her.

Max made her way back to Carmen's and relaxed out trying to not worry too much about what had just happened though she did still have to talk woth Carmen over what was happening.

Clayton tried to hold her from falling amd sighed heavily "Well....do you want to meet him?" He asked quietly keeping her close to him "I'm with you on whatever you decide...I'd like to meet him maybe." He said quietly

 

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She frowned, passing him the leash and just shook her head. “I... part of the reason I gave him up was because I didn’t want him growing up like we did... I didn’t want him to do what you do.” She mumbled “I don’t think 14 is ready to see all this.” She explained. “But on the other hand... I miss him every day. And I regret my decision every day before I remember why I di- Clay!” She was cut off when she looked up at him and saw he was swaying on his feet before passing out in the dirt. “Shit. Coco!” She yelled, trying to get someone’s attention while she dropped to her knees next to him. She knew he’d been overdoing it and she thought he looked a little pale this morning. “Hey! Someone help!” She yelled, letting kraken off his leash and he ran back to the club house barking the whole way.

Jon grunted as he finished and moved to lay next to Lita, pulling her in close, kissing her head. “I’m gonna go speak to max.” He told her quietly. “And before you start bitchin at me... it’s just to talk. I don’t deserve a kid I know that much but I wanna know the full story. I’ll call you when I’m on my way back.” He murmured and kissed her head again, getting up to get dressed and started making his way out to his bike.

 

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Clayton listened to her and gave a nod but soon felt weird and before he could call out to her he was blacking out and falling out from exhaustion and dehydration.

Coco saw their dog run in and raised an eyebrow but quickly put out his cigarette when he heard Carmen yell and ran out to see Clayton on the ground. He went over getting a prospect to get some water and splashed it on his face seeing him wake up but only a bit "Get him up and in a room." He said to the prospects "You good?" He asked Carmen.

Max sat at the house going through her suitcase and hanging up a few clothes when she heard a knock at the door. She went down and answered giving a surprised look as she saw Jon on the other side "Hi..." she said softly before she moved out of the way "Please come in."

 

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She nodded and sighed heavily. “Thanks. I told him to take a rest day and he never listens.” She muttered, rubbing at her face and took kraken back on the leash. “He’s gonna hurt himself.” She mumbled. “Can anybody else go instead of him tonight?” She asked hopeful. She never tried getting him off work but if he was like this he was gonna get himself in trouble. Once they got back she headed back to the room they said they put him in with some water only to see Lita already there and sitting with him. She didn’t like the girl but this crossed a line and now she was ready to blow, sick or not.

Jon nodded and stepped inside, chuckling a little at the dog toys “anyone would think they have a kid.” He chuckled and shook his head before sighing some. “What did you wanna talk about then?” He asked her going to get a soda from their fridge.

 

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Coco nodded some and walked with her inside "I'll see what I can do, no promises though." He said quietly before he let her go. He was worried about his best friend as well and definitely sided with Carmen on this one

Lita looked up at Carmen as she came in and then looked back to Clayton "You should have made him rest, now look at him." She muttered

Max bit her lip hard and nodded getting him to sit down with her. She took a deep breath befpre giving him a small smile "I um....I went to the doctor about a month ago for a regular check up. They ran some tests because my BP was a bit concerning and they found out my heart was working over time for the both of us." She said softly while she looked down at her bump giving it a small rub "They said because of my past addictions and issues....that going through with having the baby would most likely put my heart into over drive and I wouldn't make it." She explained before looking back at him "They said its maybe a 20% chance I survive and thats being optimistic."

 

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Carmen grit her teeth and glared at her. “Get out. Now.” She spat at her, stepping out of the room with her and shoved her towards the main room so everyone could see this. “I don’t like you. I know you know that but I was okay staying away. But you wanna go sit with with Clayton and tell me I’m not looking after my man?! Puta you’re messing with the wrong old lady here!” She spat at her seeing coco was watching them carefully. “You need to tread real light where you’re at right now Lita. I’ve not been my usual self since you’ve been here but I’m getting my health back to normal and you are gonna be piping the fuck down!” She snapped at her “who the fuck do you think you are to be going and sitting with clay like that?!”

Jon frowned and looked at her. “And why the hell are you keeping it then? Are you insane? Jesus max what are you gonna do with this baby if you don’t make it? I’m not father material. Your sister wants a kid but only her own.... gonna stick another child into the system?” He muttered frustrated with her now as well as worried about her. But he wasn’t about to put himself out there to get hurt by her again so he was only letting the frustration show.

 

[Forever6A7X]

Max gave a heavy sigh shaking her head some "Its too late, I'm too far along." She explained looking at the ground "If I don't make it I already have it set up. I just have to give the instructions to Carmen. I found an agency thats really good at getting kids adopted they'll make sure he has a good home. I'm okay though, I've come to terms with it and if this is the way I have to go then so be it." She said softly before she gave his hand a squeeze "I'm not asking you to be there if you don't want to be, but I know you deserve to atleast know whats happening."

Lita frowned and pushed her back glaring at the woman infront of her "Who am I? I'm the woman he decided to fuck when you were too incompasitated when they were with the nomads!" She yelled feeling a small smirk creep onto her face "See you can't even keep him satisfied in bed and now you're such a goddamn burden to him that he nearly fucking kills over!:"

 

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She glared at her before turning around as if to walk away but grabbed a beer bottle off the side and whirled around, smashing it against litas head and pushed her to the floor, spitting on her. “You go round telling everybody how long you spent learning the laws of the land in an MC. Well let me tell you this sweetie. You do not. Ever. Disrespect a VPs old lady in front of everybody like that.” She told her deathly calm before walking back to Claytons room to see him sat up this time and watching the door. “You are on the floor tonight.” She spat at him then went to sit down and clean up the grazes he had from hitting the ground, kraken curled up at the end of the bed.

“Not when it’s your life in danger.... have you even told your sister?!” He questioned “For gods sakes. You go away and disappear and she’s been worried sick about you this whole time then come back and throw this at everyone? Jesus max I was ready to ask you to marry me soon as you got outta rehab.” He blurted out.

 

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Max sighed heavily shaking her head some "I've been in contact with Carmen this whole time, I was going to tell her tonight." She said softly but looked at him shocked "You were?" She asked quietly taking a deep breath letting a tear fall "I can't loose him Jon, I've done terrible shit, this child has done nothing wrong...he could have a chance for something better."

Clayton frowned some as he sat up hearing yelling up front. He raised an eyebrow as Carmen game in fuming "What the hell babe? What happened?" He muttered

 

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“Not here. “ she hissed at him. She was angry now and she felt humiliated. She wasn’t naive enough to think that when they went out on long trips he didn’t sleep around. It’s what they all did and she didn’t care as long as it never came home. This was different though. He’d not only brought this home but everyone except her knew the whole time who she was. “I don’t want you working tonight either. You’re gonna hurt yourself.” She muttered before sitting on the floor with kraken moving to be next to her.

Jon sighed heavily. “Of course I was max. You were everything to me but then in the end nothing I did was good enough and it was always my fault in you eyes whether I could help it or not.” He muttered answering his phone and talked to Theo for a minute before hanging up. “I gotta go. They want me on a job tonight but I’ll probably see you around.” He mumbled and walked back out to his bike.