From the soul of Jager

[Gradous13]

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Each day I live, each breath I take...I feel the sadness and frustration within my heart...each day I want to stop the emotions I have....I want the part of me to that hurts all the time to stop existing...I get tired soft darkness that hides within...I get tired of the flame of rage that burns with fury... and I pray for emotionless sanctuary... But I cannot stop my emotions.... I have walked through the desolate part of my soul that bears no love and compassion...it is a terrifying wasteland... and when I walk through the dessert of nothing I beg for emotion...In fear of hurting those I love, I bring myself to face my demons....that is how I bring my true self out...crazy and compassionate, empathetic, kind and giving, if it were not for these truths....I would be....nothing..

 

[Reika Suzuya]

That is pure poetry. (:'()

 

[Gradous13]

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My greatest love right now, in this period of my life, is not a woman, but my greatest love is my country....I love her with all my heart...and each day my heart is torn like her people, against each other, for the evil are taking over....Is there any good in life? There is, but....never enough....we all fight and wage death against each other in pointlessness, why....when we are supposed to be as one? The future frightens me....I want to be ignorant of it....but I long for internal peace...I long for the day we can rise together and say we are one....we are united...but nobody cares for each other....nobody wants peace...nobody wants a bright future....ignorance, it must be bliss...a bliss I never want to experience...life is far to short to kill each other over money, drugs....a television....a pair of shoes.... a wise man once said that no outside factor can destroy our beloved country....the only way she can be destroyed is from within....and I see it every day now and it makes me sick....I Love my country...but I am losing faith in her people everyday I live, every breath I take, It makes me think of moving away, but I swear on my blood I will never.....I love you America, and I want to love your people just as much......but I don't think I will live long enough to see us, the people...truly....United....