HanikamuKitten
Bringer of Chaos
Cater Diamond
Cater had heard Marie’s quiet noises and pleas, but couldn’t quite make out what they were. So, even though he felt terrible, he ignored them. Not for any reason other than he didn’t want to pry. And besides, he was simply too tired. Sleep was good.
Nobody said anything, so he took that as a sign to open the door and invite them in. If Yumeko was already there, he’d simply wave and say nothing, hoping she’d get the idea and be cool with it.
They all got ready for bed and Cater collapsed on his bed. He had expected everyone to use some extra blankets and pillows and find a good spot on the floor, or even share with Yumeko. Instead, he felt weight wrap around him. Marie had just simply- laid on top of him. Just- without so much as a word. And she was almost instantly asleep. She wasn’t particularly heavy, so that wasn’t an issue. In fact, he quite enjoyed the comfort. The weight and the warmth was nice. The most warm thing, however, was the beat red blush that was now spread across his face. He was aware he was the one who invited them, but it finally hit him. A girl. Was sleeping. In his bed. WITH HIM. If anyone was still awake, they definitely would have noticed his look of pure embarrassment and innocence.
Naturally he didn’t have the heart to tell her to get off. And also though he wouldn’t admit it, he found it quite adorable and sweet. Even as the feeling of pain and despair fell upon him again, he said nothing. Though it was difficult-due to embarrassment and Marie’s touch effect-he did manage to fall asleep after a while. It was like trying to fall asleep with a fever. You never really hit REM. His brain moved in and out of various dreams. Of the ones he could remember by morning, none of them were pleasant.
The worst one of all was the one with his friends from home. They were in… Heartslabyul dorm’s garden? Marie was there, but she wasn’t in her usual outfit. Her dress was more like the Queen of hearts. The distinct heart decals gave that away. Her long blond hair was pulled into a tight bun. One by one she touched his school friends and their heads rolled. One by one his friends were gone. And she… laughed. He tried running. Calling out to them. Nothing worked. He wasn’t there to save them. The last one. The final nail in the coffin. Marie stepped up to Trey, his absolute best friend. His first real friend. Trey’s eyes met his, a look that screamed “save me” before he met the same fate as the others. His eyes remained wet as his head hit the ground. It was only once everyone was gone that Cater was able to run back home to them.
He jolted up- or he would have- if Marie wasn’t still on top of him. His eyes opened with a start and the image of his dream was still burned into them, even as he looked to the bare walls of the room. He found his arms were wrapped around the girl. When did that happen? Perhaps he had grasped onto her in attempt to find anything for comfort. Now he just really needed her off of him.
“Morning, sleepyhead. Time for the usual meeting.”
His voice was raspy as typical in the morning, but even worse since his sleep was so weak. He smiled at her as she opened her eyes.
He gently pushed her off and sat on the edge of the bed. He stretched his arms, ready to greet the day, and attempting to push the thoughts of his nightmares out. Thankfully they were already starting to fade.
He thought back to something Marie said the night prior. “When you were with Menma just then, you were really mad. The look in your eyes was cold... It didn't suit you. Not at all."
It didn’t suit him? Was he not allowed to be angry? She must have been taken aback by it, that’s all. It wasn’t often he showed his anger. Would it be better to show more often for her to get used to it? Or for him to just not show it at all?
He was clearly zoning out, completely forgetting about getting ready and going to the meeting. His thoughts were still jumbled from the contact with Marie.