ClaveVesari
LaureateBardAvanteGardeLifeIsArt
the end near
is here
back at the start
began so close
to end opposed
still got the love,
still feelin' unjust ..to just...
walk away
appealin' in every way
just not today,
I guess
killed to be with you
to never wanna lose
speakin' out to save we, still my baby
but I guess I need space
but you?
I could never replace.
I know it's fucked up
but
but..but
but nothin',
but I know it's somethin'...
I just keep on runnin' from us and
I can't find the reason why
so I run more, you stand still
your mind unfulfilled, wading in waters cried
am I blind...?
can't I see the facts leading mind
the pain in yours
the desires...
lust..
lost the spark that inspires...
didn't really lose it,
more like smothered it
rather remain truthless
than admit
than feel the way you feel
accept the blunders in
accepting who I've become within
I'd rather continue runnin'
than to live
....no no, wait
im livin'
always gettin'
never givin', all about me
please see
it
my way,
believe I can't help break
free. I try to aim
but I turn one-Eighty
toward the crazy
unexplainable raging
from taking fault to always blaming
and from the love I'm claiming safely
to blankly hating, sure to maybe
but..
maybe it's just a phase age brings
everyone around me says I'm fine
So why can't you?
why can't you see it's not me
take a look in the mirror and check you
I can't help I'm drop dead cute
and that I flirt all the way to the bed to
spend time with another signifigant other
Instead of remain
intricate, intertwined
with life
and
promises I made,
made other people make
that You kept when you had the chance to
break, shatter and dismantle my heart
Into pieces, but you ampled my guard up
by protecting me from close or far...
so now..
I'm going to leave us at the start...
I appreciate the time we spent, but it went
I made mistakes so I'll let you live with them
and I'm gonna continue centerin'
life around me with the fakes, mimic them
I love you..
but that's a contradiction...
Isn't it?
Fin.
He turns to face it, But remains faceless. Everyday battles rearrange it, trapped by his pride, by Tides violently bankin' him, side by side, any Table available turns to a Table unstable, changing His home, already too far gone.. So he has to make it. All alone, so the pain is all to call his own. And the road that leads him, embeds a false sense of Direction to deceive him, All the way and he's lost the meanin', His face turns from it and he leaves it, As the sun sets behind what he's dreamin'.
fin.
again.
The chains hold him back, As he folds in front, Been days since he mac'd, Ain't came in months, So he changed what he lacked, Reverse the Rays to aim toward growth, raise back game from death. Pledge an oath to the sun his soul for sol, that he drained to black. Turned it down, faded it right.. No light's left as clouds impact, Rainin' down with the facts, He knows though, But just refuses to let the fool go.
Fin.
is here
back at the start
began so close
to end opposed
still got the love,
still feelin' unjust ..to just...
walk away
appealin' in every way
just not today,
I guess
killed to be with you
to never wanna lose
speakin' out to save we, still my baby
but I guess I need space
but you?
I could never replace.
I know it's fucked up
but
but..but
but nothin',
but I know it's somethin'...
I just keep on runnin' from us and
I can't find the reason why
so I run more, you stand still
your mind unfulfilled, wading in waters cried
am I blind...?
can't I see the facts leading mind
the pain in yours
the desires...
lust..
lost the spark that inspires...
didn't really lose it,
more like smothered it
rather remain truthless
than admit
than feel the way you feel
accept the blunders in
accepting who I've become within
I'd rather continue runnin'
than to live
....no no, wait
im livin'
always gettin'
never givin', all about me
please see
it
my way,
believe I can't help break
free. I try to aim
but I turn one-Eighty
toward the crazy
unexplainable raging
from taking fault to always blaming
and from the love I'm claiming safely
to blankly hating, sure to maybe
but..
maybe it's just a phase age brings
everyone around me says I'm fine
So why can't you?
why can't you see it's not me
take a look in the mirror and check you
I can't help I'm drop dead cute
and that I flirt all the way to the bed to
spend time with another signifigant other
Instead of remain
intricate, intertwined
with life
and
promises I made,
made other people make
that You kept when you had the chance to
break, shatter and dismantle my heart
Into pieces, but you ampled my guard up
by protecting me from close or far...
so now..
I'm going to leave us at the start...
I appreciate the time we spent, but it went
I made mistakes so I'll let you live with them
and I'm gonna continue centerin'
life around me with the fakes, mimic them
I love you..
but that's a contradiction...
Isn't it?
Fin.
He turns to face it, But remains faceless. Everyday battles rearrange it, trapped by his pride, by Tides violently bankin' him, side by side, any Table available turns to a Table unstable, changing His home, already too far gone.. So he has to make it. All alone, so the pain is all to call his own. And the road that leads him, embeds a false sense of Direction to deceive him, All the way and he's lost the meanin', His face turns from it and he leaves it, As the sun sets behind what he's dreamin'.
fin.
again.
The chains hold him back, As he folds in front, Been days since he mac'd, Ain't came in months, So he changed what he lacked, Reverse the Rays to aim toward growth, raise back game from death. Pledge an oath to the sun his soul for sol, that he drained to black. Turned it down, faded it right.. No light's left as clouds impact, Rainin' down with the facts, He knows though, But just refuses to let the fool go.
Fin.
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