B_NewDay
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Tears stung her face. She never cried, screaming at the top of her lungs the young girl slammed her fists against the marble counter top. Pain ran up her arms, and shortly after they went numb. Sobbing once again the small frame of the girl sunk to the ground, inhaling deeply, as if she had just come back to the surface after being underwater. Looking around, her eyes were dark, almost colorless. Bits of bright red hair had fallen free of the grasp of her hair tie and now lay limply next to her fair complexion. Moving her hand slowly she moved the hair behind her ears. Pressing her cold hands against her face helped clear her mind of the despair and sudden emotional outburst she had just endured.
Most of the time, Ashlyn could keep her temper. However today was an exception. For the first time, in a long time, she felt truly alone. Though she knew her father had left she was always waiting and expecting him to walk through the door. But he never came. Leaving his daughter to fend for herself in a disease ravaged world, where corpses lay next to the street, and the air stunk of death and despair. Inhaling deeply again she closed her eyes tightly and opened them again, this time a little bit of their usually blue color restored, though not much. Standing slowly she could now feel the throbbing in her hand. Hitting the solid marble counter top had caused her skin to split and now her left hand was sticky with the dark red substance that the Diseased ones wanted to badly. It was like a drug to them. Without it they would go mad, running around, attacking anything until eventually they fell dead. Or whatever it was they did.
The Diseased ones were always a curious sight to see, being's the fact that she lived up on a bluff she never had to deal with them, though a couple months ago one had wandered free of the usual main road and wandered around the house. Her father held her tightly as they watched it walk by. It was like watching a skeleton limp around the house, who had been covered hastily in rotted human flesh. Puke greens, dark browns, burning yellows, and deathly violets covered these... things.
Ashlyn suddenly felt light headed and ended the train of thought there, knowing that she was already emotionally distressed and did not need to injure her other hand. Wandering into the living room she found the first aid kid and used a small amount of gauze, and instead of medical tape, she used duct tape. Her supplies had diminished rapidly, even though she rationed herself as sparingly as she could. Down to her last case of water, and only a box left of MRE style packages, she started to panic. Hence, the emotional outburst.
Dying was not something Ashlyn was planning on doing, however she realized, that if she did not leave the house and look for more supplies she would die. Of starvation, illness, or dehydration. Standing up, she closed the first aid kit and wandered upstairs to where the only open window was. Despite the disease, death, visible corpses, burnt cars, and other scraps of humanity, it was a nice day. The sun was out, shining not nicely as one might describe a few years back, but harshly. Letting out a choked laugh Ashlyn felt another warm tear fall down her cheek. She leaned against the window, though she could have drawn the scene with her eyes closed, looking for something new. Anything really. A sign that she wasn't the last person left to live out her last days alone, and sad none the less.
Dying wouldn't be so bad, as long as she could die happy.
Sinking down into an armchair she had brought out of her father's study, she sat down and opened a novel from a box that was sitting next to the window. Skimming through it, her mind was elsewhere. Trying to logically calculate the chances of other people being alive, and not only that, but being near her and willing to help her. The odds only made her feel worse, and so she sighed giving up on the thought itself. Walking over to the closet she pulled her hand back out brandishing a small revolver, she turned the back of the chair to the corner, so she could face all of the openings. Knowing that the revolver would do her little good against the Diseased ones. However, it brought her a sense of serenity. The same way a child might not go to sleep without a security blanket, their favorite toy, or a much needed bed time story.