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Brooke

Brooke Williams, 22, Birthday November 25th

Full time student - English Literature major at White Oaks University

appearance

5ft 4

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120lbs

weight

Brown

hair color

fair skinned

skin tone

Hazel

eyes

Steph Bohrer

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Long brown hair, piercing hazel eyes and infectious smile, Brooke stands at the just below average height of 5'4 and has a natural curvy yet athletic build. She has both ears pierced. She has a scar in the shape of a question mark on her knee from a injury she sustained when she was a child.

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psyche

Confident

Courageous

Thrill Seeker

Spontaneous

Adventurous

Spirited

Caring

Naive

Since childhood Brooke has always been a bubbly, confident and charismatic girl. The type of girl to make friends everywhere she goes due to her outgoing and carefree personality.

Brooke comes across as extremely naive and gullible and to be honest, she is. She's too trusting for her own good which has led to her getting hurt in the past but she never seems to learn, wanting to see the good in the world. Her naivety also draws from her spontaneous nature, wherein Brooke doesn't really take time to think things through she just jumps in headfirst failing to recognize any consequences.

What she makes up for intellectual intelligence, she appears to miss in common sense and has been described as "the dumbest smart person (insert) has ever met". It is as though sometimes the words fall out before her brain has time to comprehend her thoughts, leaving even her stunned by things she has said out loud. She is extremely honest and doesn't appear to have a filter, saying things how they are.

Brooke is always up for a good time. She is the girl that you know you can call at 4am and she will come on an adventure with you or to a party. She is extremely brave and doesn't appear to hold any fear which tends to drive her reckless tendencies. She is a thrill-seeker and enjoys doing something rather than sitting still.

She's a hopeless romantic and wears her heart on her sleeve. While she tries to hide when she's feeling emotional it doesn't always work and she can get snappy or cry without warning and seemingly out of nowhere.

ISFP

alignment/mbti-

likes

Parties, drugs, alcohol, exploring abandoned buildings (extra good if its supposedly "haunted"), historical sites i.e. castles etc, forests, swimming in the sea, surfing, ice-skating, travelling around and seeing new places, dancing, music, smell of petrol, campfires, reading, romance, movies, The smell of a new book

dislikes

, when a tv show gets cancelled after a cliffhanger, bullies, the weather being too warm or alternatively too cold, hangovers (yet she continues to drink), heroin or hard drugs like that - they scare her, fudge, sitting still, cherries, when a movie butchers the book material it was based on, people who keep there place in books using "dog ears",

fears

(1) Taphephobia (Being buried alive) [Irrational yes but she saw it in a movie one time and for some reason has been terrified of the aspect since.]
(2) Loosing someone else she cares about

reputation

Carefree, naive, friendly girl living her best life. The type of girl that people see and feel the desire to protect her from herself and her too trusting nature, or reckless decision making.

background

Early Life

Brooke had a pretty standard life growing up, two doting parents (be it they did work alot but they were there when it really mattered), a nice home, and anything she could ever wish for. Brooke comes from money, however, she doesn't like to show this off and most people would not know that she is rich instead she says she's "comfortable". The Williams have always had a lax parenting style in terms of the tend to see Brooke as more of a friend than a daughter, never really setting rules and believing that everyone learns through making their own mistakes. She has been allowed to stay home alone since the age of 8, however, with the long hours her parents tend to work, this can be very lonely and so she always offered her house as the meet-up spot.

Her relationship with Jake

Brooke and Jake started dating final year of school, "a will they won't they" relationship that finally happened when he asked her out to senior prom. It started off great, naturally falling from the role of friendship to relationship and things just felt right. Brooke moved with her friends upstate to College, a bond still as strong as the day they met and Brooke was delighted to be sharing this new chapter with them. It wasn't long into going to college that things began to take a nosedive, while Brooke enjoyed the parties and getting high and drunk and the other newfound freedom the group finally received. Jake seemed to be going down hill, living together in the small one bedroom apartment seemed to begin taking a toll on the couple as the once loving relationship seemed to turn into constant fighting and bickering behind closed doors. Jake developed addiction problems that he hid from everyone including Brooke. It was when she came home early after a cancelled class and caught him doing heroin that everything became clear to her. Things only seemed to get worse from there, Jake begged her not to tell anyone about his problems promising to get better and in her naivety she believed him and kept the secret. Jake's constant mood swings along with the new addition of physical abuse took a toll on Brooke and she finally realized he had no intentions of getting better. She planned to tell the group and stage an intervention but the night before the planned meeting, Jake died and Brooke found him lifeless on the sitting room floor.

ADDITIONAL INFO

- She always singing random songs to herself

- She has ADHD

- she's very fidgety, always moving and can't sit still, whether it's tapping her toes, shaking her leg, messing with her hair etc

- She squeezes her right arm just above the elbow or rubs the back of her neck when nervous.

- she normally has some kind of novel or book in her handbag and enjoys reading to unwind.

- She randomly bursts into songs or dance a lot

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  Minho has always been someone bold, full of life and energy. He enjoys nothing more than pushing all the boundaries (even if it means getting him into trouble from time to time) and discovering and using new things and ideas. Combining his boldness with practically, he is also very original. He loves to experiment with new ideas and solutions, and will put things together in ways that others may not have thought to do so.
  
  When speaking with others, he is one to be direct and communicate quite clearly. Like pushing boundaries, being direct and factual has often landed him in hot water as he rather says things are how and what they are rather than sugar-coating it.
  
  However, due to his boldness and being so direct, Minho can be quiet insensitive. If he’s not careful, he tends to get too caught up in the moment, take things too far and cause hurt to more sensitive people without realising (also, forgets to take care of his health and safety). Feelings and emotions come second to facts and “reality”, and he finds emotionally charged situations awkward and uncomfortable. Not only that, he struggles with opening up and expressing his own feelings and troubles. Rather than letting speaking to someone how something might be troubling him, he would rather push it deep down and just ignore it. Something which he really shouldn’t do considering one of his seizure triggers is stress.
  
  Minho likes to move at his own pace to keep himself active and excited, and to continue pushing down anything that might be causing any emotional distress. Because of this, he can be rather impatient. Slowing down because someone else “doesn’t get it” or having to stay focused on a small, single detail for way too long is extremely challenging for him. This also makes school and anything else with highly organized environments an extreme challenge to him. Not because he isn’t smart, or that he can’t do well, but because he requires hands-on learning to actually enjoy what he is learning.
  
  Additionally, repetition, hardline rules, sitting quietly – also all things that he hates. Minho is very defiant and hates to be boxed in. He’s highly action-oriented and hand-on, and finds certain work to be tedious and therefore, making him intolerable as it requires extraordinary effort for him to stay focused long enough. Sadly, this also makes him risk-prone as his impatience leads him to push into uncharted territory without thinking of any of the long-term consequences. He’s willing to enter into extra risk just to intentionally combat boredom in his life. He wants to live in the moment and dive straight into the action – into the eye of the storm – because it’s just so stimulating to his logical mind. Anyways – rules were made to be broken.
  
  Finally, he has a knack for being socialable and using his social interactions and networking opportunities. He doesn’t actively seek people or to be a group leader, it tends to just fall right into his lap. Minho always has an impact in his surroundings, and the best way to spot him in a party is to look for someone who is always seeking to entertain and make others laugh with his blunt and earthly humour. He’s “that person” who would involuntarily volunteer himself (or a shy friend) to be an active audience member to come up on stage to help the performer.
  
  

  
  
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  the waves pull me in

  
  

  trigger warning: suicide by drowning
  
  Minho had no idea who his father was. Well, neither did his mother. At fifteen years old, and after twelve hours of labour, Lisa Kang gave birth to her son. She had no clue what she was doing. Her parents had banished her after discovering she was pregnant, and there had been a selection of different men that could have been the father – something she was not proud to admit to. She had gotten drunk at a high school party over one weekend, and when she woke up in the morning, she was naked in bed by herself. There were multiple people at that party that she could have slept with – and yet no one was coming forward.
  
  So, she was all alone. Newly homeless and with a newborn. She named her son after her late brother, Minho, and decided it was time to start acting like an ‘adult’. She tried her hardest to provide for her son by working long hours, leaving him with a babysitter just weeks after he was born. She loved him with all her heart and was determined to make things work. However, she was one to push her emotions down, and over the years, it was getting harder to pretend that everything was ok.
  
  She had dreams of going to college to become a doctor, getting married and having more children with the man of her dreams. Sadly, everything shattered before her. The man she was head over heels in love with left her for another woman, she was rejected by every university she applied to, she lost her job, and they were given an eviction notice.
  
  Late one night, when Minho was six, Lisa awoke her son and asked him if he wanted to go to the beach. She knew how much he loved going there and was always pining to go. Without hesitation, he jumped up and out of bed and began to excitedly race around the small apartment to find his beach toys. Once they were at the beach, Lisa sat down with Minho and watched him as he began to create a sandcastle. It was pitch black, and the sounds of the ocean waves thrashed and roared, echoing in her ears. She looked over at Minho and told him how much she loved him. Her son responded with a toothy grin and an “I know – I love you too!”
  
  Thank God for the darkness. Silent tears rolled down her cheeks as she leaned over and placed a final kiss upon her son’s head and embraced him. She told him to stay there and create sandcastles – and that she would be right back. Oblivious to it all, Minho nodded and went back to his sandcastle-making. That was the last time he saw his mother. Slowly, her figure was wrapped up in the darkness as she began to walk towards the water and eventually, the water consumed her, welcoming her to her death.
  
  Minho had been focusing so hard on his sandcastles and struggling to see through the darkness that he didn’t even realise that his mother had been gone for hours. It was only when his stomach began to rumble and the sun began to kiss the now-calm tides that he realised that something was wrong. He began to search the beach, now that there was light emerging, calling out his mother’s name. An elderly couple who were taking their dog out for a sunrise walk on the beach heard Minho calling out nearby and approached the sobbing boy. He explained to them how he was making sandcastles, and his mother said she would be right back – but that was hours ago.
  
  Within the space of a week, Minho found himself being questioned by policemen and then placed into the care of the foster system. His mother’s body was still being searched for, much to his confusion (because he was convinced that she was just going for a walk and would return to the spot she told him to stay). Within a month, the search party for the body was called off, and Lisa Kang was presumed dead. There was no funeral for his mother, which led Minho to believe that she was still out there and alive.
  
  Just before his seventh birthday, he was told that they had a foster family for him. It meant that he would have a new Mum and Dad. But he didn’t want a new one. He wanted his mother. So, every night, Minho snuck out of the house and made his way back to the beach. He would sit there and wait for his mother to return to him. Over the weeks, his foster family began to add more locks and security systems to the house to try and stop the boy from escaping. But, surprisingly, Minho managed to make his way through them all. And because of that very reason, his foster family declared they could no longer care for him.
  
  Over the years, Minho was in and out of various foster families. But he always returned to the foster system house. Families saw him as a risk due to his inability to handle his emotions (often leading him to fits of rage), and struggled to ensure that he wouldn’t sneak out in the middle of the night to head down to the beach. It wasn’t until he was ten years old that he actually met a family that actually fought for him.
  
  

  
  

  
  

  the downfall

  
  

  trigger warning: teacher taking advantage of a student (SA)
  
  He had finally settled down with an old couple, Mrs and Mr Reiner, who had shown him nothing but respect. They did not attempt to keep him boarded up during the night and would often ask him if he wanted to go for a car ride down to the beach. They allowed him to do the things that he wanted to do (things that he was sneaking out for in the other homes), but with the condition that they went with him to ensure he was safe and sound. When he was diagnosed with epilepsy, they made sure that he was cared for and were the ones to push the doctors to ensure that he was getting all the medical attention that they could.
  
  For once, he was actually happy with his foster family and began to see them as his own.
  
  Sadly, Mr Reiner suffered a heart attack and passed away. Months later, Mrs Reiner was diagnosed with breast cancer. Because of the terms and conditions of the fostering agency, Minho was to be put back into the foster system at the age of fifteen. And his new foster family? Well…
  
  They were very strong Christian Scientists, which meant they avoided medical care. Therefore, instead of bringing Minho to his therapy appointments and giving him his epilepsy medication, they decided that the best replacement was prayer. Instead of these appointments, Minho would have to sit through half an hour of this new family praying for him each night. They had strict rules within the household, and it felt like nothing he did was right. Even when he had seizures, the family would do nothing to help or aid him but would rather just sit there praying for ‘the demon to be released’ from him. At night he would try to escape to go to the beach as per usual. However, his new family soon decided to bolt his window shut and lock his bedroom door every night. They had security cameras and had even placed a tracking device on his phone. There was no way of him being and feeling free.
  
  School was his only escape from this crazy family. However, with the lack of medication and therapy, Minho was finding himself stressed out during classes, which led to absence seizures, which then led him to begin to fail a decent number of classes.
  
  One afternoon, Minho was walking home from the shops when he ended up having a tonic seizure out the front of someone’s house. Thankfully, it had been the garden of his English teacher’s house, Mrs Woods. She rushed out as soon as she saw him on her lawn and hushed him through it all. She invited him into her house afterwards for a glass of water and to take some time to breathe. It was during this time that he explained to her how he had epilepsy and his ‘parents’ weren’t letting him take his medicine. She said that she noticed how he was failing some of his classes (hers also) and suggested to him that maybe she could tutor him. Mrs Wood insisted that she would talk to his parents and that she would tutor him after school in her classroom. He agreed, and within a couple of days, she began to tutor him.
  
  At first, everything was going so smoothly. His grade was starting to go up ever so slightly, and he and Mrs Woods began to grow a teacher and student friendship. Some of the other students would make comments about how he was ‘screwing the teacher for good grades’, spreading them around the school. However, it was debunked when Mrs Woods added a couple more students that needed to be tutored into their group. After two months, Mrs Woods mentioned to Minho that she needed to grade papers that night at home; that he was welcome to come to her place to study, and that she could help him out also. He saw no harm in it.
  
  But he should’ve.
  
  She offered him alcohol (which he had never tried before, so decided sure why not) and tried to seduce him. She told him that if he didn’t sleep with her, she would fail his classes. If he did, then she would give him a top mark and talk to the other teachers about giving him a top mark, also. He didn’t want to do it. But he also knew that if he wanted to get into a good university, he was going to have to start improving his grades. And with the lack of concentration without his medication, it was a struggle. So, reluctantly, he agreed and lost his virginity to Mrs Woods. He had wished that it would be the first and last time it would happen. But over the weeks, she continued to make the threat to him. And, well, the other students at school were talking behind his back. Might as well live up to what they were talking about, right?
  
  School was no longer his escape afterwards.
  
  He was anxious every time he rocked up to school. He tried to avoid his friends, feeling a wave of guilt and fear. He would make up excuses to them that he had to be somewhere or something all so they wouldn’t ask any questions even if it wasn’t on his mind. Then there was a week where every day he had a class with Mrs Woods, he could feel an onset of a tonic seizure. It was becoming so physically draining to attend school with the immense fear of having seizures from being so stressed out. So, he just decided to skip school. Instead, he would take the bus and venture into the town or go and spend the day at the beach. He began to attend parties of people he didn’t even know and sleep at their house to avoid going back to his foster family.
  
  At the age of eighteen, he was finally on his own. No more foster families. It meant he finally had three years left before his medical coverage was up; three years to continue combating his epilepsy
  
  

  
  

  
  

  the upward climb with potholes

  As soon as he was eighteen, he began to seek help from the hospitals regarding his epilepsy. They wanted to put him on medication, but his coverage would only cover a certain amount. This meant he had to get a job. So, he was homeless – jumping from house to house – and seeking a job. Stressful, right? Most of the jobs he applied for refused him due to his epilepsy and how he wasn’t allowed to drive a car (which, looking back at it now, he could’ve sued so many companies for it). Not to mention, God was finally on his side, and he somehow had managed to score a scholarship for college. Not only that but the same college that all of his friends were attending.
  
  Minho found the perfect job as a soccer coach for private after-school teams through a company called Junior Goals, teaching young children how to play the game properly. It seemed to fit in perfectly with his school and appointment schedules also. While most of his friends were out partying, Minho had found himself spending most of his spare time practising mindfulness - something that was suggested by his doctors - through meditation and fitness. He was starting to get his seizures under control thanks to the aid of his healthy lifestyle and medication.
  
  However, in the recent year, his therapy sessions when things started to get rough.
  
  They were exploring his childhood traumas - his fear of abandonment - when his doctor questioned him about high school. Minho simply stated that towards the end of his schooling in high school, he would often skip school or avoid going altogether. His doctor asked him why he skipped, and filled with guilt and embarrassment, Minho simply lied. Told him that his friends made him do it. But from those few moments of questioning his high school life, Minho found himself having night terrors. The night terrors led to irregular sleeping patterns and then to stress. Which brought him back to a full circle of increased seizures once more.
  
  Having to take time off work due to the increase in these seizures, Minho was struggling with cash. It was at this point that his dear friend, Jake, had suggested opening up an OnlyFans account. Of course, Jake had said as he helped to set up the account with him, You don’t have to post nudes. Just some… you know, flirty pictures. Topless too. Girls get horny on the thought of sex, not watching it. Somehow… Jake made a good point. After uploading a couple of selfies - nothing too flirty or sexual - he was beginning to gather a following. So, while he was able to pay for his rent and bills, he was struggling to overcome this emotional struggle with his therapist.
  
  Which… resulted in him just simply avoiding therapy altogether.
  
  In hindsight, it wasn’t the best move at all. The nightmares and terrors were still coming, and the stress and anxiety of hiding this disgusting secret to himself was enough to continue triggering these seizure episodes regardless how much he meditated and worked out. Then, one night, he was over at Jake’s apartment. The pair of them were about to go and meet up with Brooke and other friends for something to eat and drink when Minho started to experience a tonic seizure. Having been a witness to many of Minho’s seizures over the years, Jake began to calmly follow the routine they had in place.
  
  Now, every now and then, Minho was prone to having wet accidents while having a seizure. It had been so long since his last accident that he was completely unprepared for when it did happen this time around. And while Jake searched his apartment for some spare clothes that he could wear, Minho’s walls began to fall. He became a sobering, blubbering mess; the first time he had ever cried in front of another person. From there, after getting changed, Jake consoled his friend, and that’s when Minho let everything spill. He told Jake about high school, Mrs Woods, and how everything was just his fault.
  
  And Jake didn’t judge him.
  He didn’t run away.
  He didn’t leave Minho.
  He stayed.
  He talked things out with him.
  He embraced him like a brother.
  
  It was their little secret, Jake declared to him, hooking his pinky to establish trust between the pair. He told him that he was there to help him and he would never leave his side.
  
  
  But Jake lied.
  The truth was, Jake was going to leave.
  A week later, he was dead.
  
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  hair

  
  Minho’s natural hair colour is black, but has lightly bleached his hair into a dark caramel brown recently. He likes to keep it at a medium length with a middle parting.
  
  

  eyes

  
  He has an elongated protruding round hooded monolid with a slight aegyo-sal presence. Minho’s iris’ are black, and he has perfect 20/20 vision according to his optometrist appointment.
  
  

  build

  
  Minho has a lean and toned body, perfectly fitted for an athlete. He likes to look after his physique by hitting the gym more often than not. Along with a Keto diet, he strives for a healthy lifestyle not only to care for his body, but to aid in his medical ailments.
  
  

  attire

  
  Think 'boyfriend' and 'the boy next door' vibes. Nothing that is too constricting or will choke him. Minho aims for comfort above all and if he's not in his usual ripped jeans, shirt and flannel combination, then he's wearing a plain shirt and gym shorts. When possible, he tries not to wear shoes. But when he does have to, he often wears Nikes.
  
  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

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  epilepsy

  
  

  TRIGGER WARNING!
  DISCUSSION ON EPILEPSY / SEIZURES
  PHYSICAL AILMENTS: EPILEPSY​

  
  At the age of fourteen, Minho was diagnosed with epilepsy. His teachers had noted that he had been ‘zoning out’ and ‘daydreaming’ a lot during classes, but had been tossing it up to the fact that Minho enjoyed being the ‘class clown’ or skipping class. However, one day during sports lesson, he had his first tonic seizure while running laps on the soccer field; His body stiffened as he fell to the ground, unconscious. Luckily, his teacher had been close by and was with him throughout the whole experience. The only way he could describe it to others was this intense burning radiating through his body and as he came back to consciousness, it felt as if he had just run a marathon. His body ached, he was gasping for air, and he felt like he was going to vomit everywhere.
  
  He went to the hospital, did some tests, and then went home. Nothing was diagnosed nor did they confirm anything. A week later, while Minho was watching television with his foster family late at night, he experienced another tonic seizure. Back to the hospital they went where Minho was admitted for a couple of days for testing. After having another three seizures during his time there, the doctors finally diagnosed him with generalized epilepsy, having shown signs of tonic (muscle stiffness and rigidity), atonic (sudden loss of muscle tone) and absence (a brief loss of consciousness; looks like ‘daydreaming’) seizures.
  
  Throughout the years, Minho has tried various medications and methods to try and keep his epilepsy at bay. At the moment, he is taking medication twice a day, along with a Keto diet and exercising. It seems to be working as it has limited his seizures to once a fortnight or even month – as opposed to the three or four seizures he was having each fortnight while in high school.
  
  He has also been able to pick up on triggers which have been known to set off some of his seizures. Some of these triggers being missing his medication, stress and anxiety (feeling ‘overwhelmed’), lack of sleep, exhaustion, dehydration, and drinking alcohol (he can have one or two glasses, but it’s when he has a hangover that causes the seizures).
  
  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

  
  

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  likes

  
  The sound of the ocean break at night, the breeze on his face, trying something new, soccer, summer, listening to ASMR of people cutting fruits and vegetables, meeting new people, when you get to wake up without an alarm on, the excitement of travelling somewhere, board games, spicy foods, new clothes, and listening to other people talk.
  
  

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  Being alone, bad drivers (especially because he’s not allowed to drive), hospitals, people with bad breath, when someone makes assumptions of what people with epilepsy look/act like, when all the lights are off in the house, having plans cancelled at the last minute, that pause for a sneeze that is about to come out but doesn’t, bad tastes in the back of his mouth (sometimes means a seizure is about to start), and well, sometimes he misses eating normal food and not being stuck on a diet.
  
  

  fears

  
  Throughout his whole life, Minho has had three fears. Abandonment, his intelligence, and the fear of death.
  
  He fears people abandoning him like his mother had done when he was six years old. However, due to this fear, he has often struggles to open up and speak his truth to others While he has a good group of friends, but his fear of abandonment is so intense and prominent that he tends to push people away instead of letting them in.
  
  Prior to his diagnosis, Minho was always scared that he was cognitively impaired and that there was something wrong with his brain. He would have chunks of his days where he just didn’t remember things, especially in class. His teachers would always say that he was doing it on purpose by day dreaming or acting silly, but it was quite involuntary and he struggled to pay attention in class. For that reason, he was often seen as a ‘dumb kid’ by the other smarter children who just assumed he was acting as a class clown to drag others down with him.
  
  Finally, ever since his diagnosis and his first tonic seizure, he has been deadly afraid that one day he will be killed from his seizures. That there will be a day when he has a seizure while he’s alone, hits his head, and that will be it - game over.
  
  

  talents

  
  Minho likes to think that he is quite talented with soccer. However, due to his epilepsy and his competitive nature, he tends to overdo it when playing in competitions and exhausts himself. The reason being why he has never trialled out for any professional teams. However, he does have a rather weird talent of being able to spin his pen in his fingers (also known as ‘extreme pen spinning’), and has been doing so since he was in high school.
  
  

  mental ailments

  
  Throughout his life, Minho has been attending child therapists to learn to deal with the trauma of his mother abandoning him at such a young age. In his teenage years, he began to skip his appointments as he feared he was growing too attached to the doctors that were helping him. Over the years, and after being diagnosed with epilepsy, his anxiety and depression just continued to grow. However, he would keep it pushed down, which would result in sudden outbursts of rage and emotions (primarily directed towards his foster families). High school really didn’t help, and the stress of teachers (one teacher in particular) was causing more seizures.
  
  It wasn’t until he was twenty years old that he decided to return back to a doctor to help with his mental health. Slowly but surely, his doctors began to make him realise that the extreme stress of living with a chronic health condition was causing depression and anxiety to rule his life. Not only that, but that depression can also increase the risk of seizure activity.
  
  Along with his exercise and diet, Minho has been taking daily medication and seeing a specialist once a fortnight to keep on top of things. It has been a struggle to try and let his emotions out, but he’s slowly and surely making an effort.
  

  
  
  
  
  

give me your loneliness,
and i'll give you mine.

name

kang minho

nickname

minnie

age

twenty three

dob

16th of april

gender

male

sexuality

demisexual

ethnicity

korean/american

pronouns

he/him

studying

health education

Dear 엄마,

Are you doing well? Have you eaten? I ate some japchae today and it reminded me of you. You always seemed to get the broth perfect. No one elses broth can ever live up to it.

엄마, I'm finally twenty three. It has been seventeen years since I last felt your warm embrace. I still remember your scent lingering. I miss your voice. Are you still singing? Next time we meet, I'd love to hear you sing your sweet songs again. 엄마, my friend is with you now. Please make sure to look after him until I can meet up with you both. I don't know when it will be, but please look after him like he was me.

I love you,
Minho.

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"Door's about to open..."

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Name

Allison Andmore

Nickname

Andy

Age

23

Gender

Cis Female

Sexuality

Heterosexual

Occupation

Part-Time Model

Major

Communications

Secret

Jake used to confess his love for Andy all the time. There's countless of texts about it.

Personality

She's soooo busy, but also not! She's been taught to fake it 'til she makes it, and that's what she's doing! Allison is prideful, beautiful, and (arguable) talented. Is her talent just being tall and kinda pretty and standing? Sure! She's determined to get things done, although it's always tunnel vision and her way or the high way.

In high school, Allison was a senior class president and a real bossy one at that. Everything went smoothly even if a girl or two cried because they were

Likes
Citrus - Loves a lemon-line candy or a lemon drop.
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Visage

Hair

Black, Dyed Red

Eyes

Brown

Height

5' 9"

Build

Slender, Thin

Tattoos

None

Ailments

Certified Yapper

Faceclaim

Dua Lipa

Backstory

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Name: Layne Gene St. Pierre
Age: 22
Gender: Cisgender Man
Sexuality: Heterosexual

Layne is the type of person to always be found at parties. Though he is rarely in a group of people, he is never alone in the corner. He tends to come off rather standoffish to those around him, not often indulging others with information about himself. He always has something witty or sarcastic to comment and does not hold back with his seething tongue against people he deems deserving. He enjoys getting up to trouble, often spray painting the walls of churches or pickpocketing tourists. Underneath this guise, though, he is a kindhearted and caring person, with a genuine desire to connect with others, but due to his habits and way of life, he often manipulates those around him into getting money, drugs, or whatever else he wants out of them.

Secretly, he is quite the romantic. Through some persistence one could potentially break through his front and experience him for his real self, and they would find that he is extremely loving and sweet.


Likes
+ Playing the guitar and singing with his band
+ Heroin and cocaine
+ Grunge fashion
+ Shitty Polaroid photography
+ Slummy parties
+ One night stands

Dislikes
- Religious people
- Sobriety
- His parents
- Small towns
- People who talk too loud
- Tight clothing

Layne’s family is from a wealthy suburb of Montréal, Quebec. He was raised speaking mainly French, but has learned English as a second language (albeit, with a small and endearing accent). Layne has one sister named Jeanette, whom he did not get along with during adolescence and no longer speaks to.

Layne started smoking marijuana at the young age of 13, and having stumbled into groups of the wrong types of people, he very quickly found himself trying harder and harder drugs; his favorites of these being heroin and cocaine. His parents have ordered him into rehab multiple times during his teenage years, but none of these trips worked to reverse his addictions, mostly due to his lack of regard for his own well-being or desire to get better. Layne ran away from home at age 16 and has entirely cut his family off, having crashed on the couch of his drug dealer (and groomer) for the last two years of high school.

Layne studies Inorganic Chemistry in university.

Appearance

+ 6’1”
+ Slender, lean, toned build
+ Messy, wavy dark brown hair
+ Dark brown eyes
+ Sunken under-eyes, with a somewhat purplish hue
+ Thin, bony wrists and hands with long and slim fingers
+ Straight nose
+ Thin but defined lip shape, especially his cupid’s bow
+ Faint freckles across his cheeks and limbs

Extra Info/Trivia

+ Layne is ethnically Jewish.
+ He is allergic to most animals.
+ He is in a band where he is both the singer and a guitarist.
+ He has never had a girlfriend.
+ He has a tongue piercing.
+ He was on his high school’s robotics team.
+ He hates sports.

Themes/Songs that Remind of Layne

+ No Excuses - Alice in Chains
+ Junkhead - Alice in Chains
+ Jennifer’s Body - Hole
+ Black - Pearl Jam
+ Aneurysm - Nirvana
+ High - Sir Sly
+ Waterfalls - TLC
+ Heroin - Lana Del Rey
+ Back to Black - Amy Winehouse
+ Lithium - Nirvana
+ Pretty Fly for a White Guy - The Offspring

 

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name

renna janine vale

alias

ren

age

22

gender

female

birthday

october 31, 2001

major

graphic design

height

5'4"

build

mesomorph

eyes

hazel

hair

black

tattoos and piercings

tattoos:
» olive branch w/ skulls on top of left forearm
» mushrooms on left bicep
» black widow on left forearm
» broken shackles on right forearm
» poison bottle on right forearm
» "beloved" on the right side of her chest
» "don't hesitate" above her left knee
» pinky promise on right forearm
» donnie darko mask & "wake up" on right forearm

piercings:
» tongue
» bellybutton
» right eyebrow
» septum
» left nostril
» both lobes

faceclaim

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overview

renna is a wildfire wrapped in a leather jacket, unapologetically chasing after life with reckless abandon. she's always in pursuit of the next adventure, or the next way to prove she can do it on her own terms. she's a natural-born leader, even if her methods are more impulsive and chaotic than normal and grounded. selfish? absolutely. renna believes in looking out for herself first, because if she doesn’t, who will? coming from a rambunctious group of kids will do that to you - especially as the middle kid.

renna tends to always be on the move, whether it’s jumping from city to city or emotionally distancing herself from anyone who tries to cage her in. she thrives in the unknown, craving new experiences, new places, new people, and she has a certain restlessness about her. you can’t pin her down, and if you try, she’ll bolt. there's a wildness in her that refuses to be tamed. if renna calls it red while it's black, you bet you'll be agreeing that it's red eventually. determined to live life her way, she is not the type of woman to back down or give up on her dreams, or anyone she holds close. although renna likes to call herself a girls' girl, it's on her own terms. she will uplift and support her friends or any women she comes across, but if it ever comes down to a choice between them and her personal gain, renna will always choose herself. she can be loyal when it benefits her, but she’s not afraid to distance herself or outright cut ties and blow up bridges. especially if someone no longer serves her ambitions or her path in life.

something hides beneath that fiery attitude and projected chaos, though. deep down she craves stability - simply because she's never known it, and always on her own terms. she longs for comfort and safety, even if she knows she might get bored of it sooner rather than later. she’s learned the hard way that the only person she can rely on is herself. this often drives her to succeed, to push harder, even when she’s already burning out. she doesn't know what burning out is, as it only makes her chaotic nature more... chaotic. and she loves it. she's a hot mess in every sense of the word. renna has an eye for aesthetics and details, which is exactly where her passion for graphic design comes in. it's one of the few things in her life she has full control over.

she thrives on the admiration she gets but it's also what led her into dangerous relationships and situations along with her impulsive nature. she often finds herself repeating old and harmful patterns and is no stranger to self-sabotage. even with her newfound focus, she can’t quite let go of the need for attention, the pull of the spotlight. she will always have a wild streak, nothing will change that. she's fiercely protective of herself and the few she holds close, but if you cross her, don’t expect a second chance, renna will be sure that you're burned. vengeful when crossed, her care-free nature can easily transform into a hateful attitude.

Persona.docx

virtues

» loyal
» creative
» charismatic
» free-spirited
» protective

vices

» rebellious
» unpredictable
» obstreperous
» impulsive
» volatile

likes

» graphic design
» dark eyeliner
» spontaneous drives
» her friends
» peach candy

dislikes

» being underestimated
» poor sportsmanship
» missing deadlines
» getting sick
» being told what to do

aesthetic

» fishnet stockings & combat boots
» smudged winged eyeliner
» xxx
» yyy
» zzz

fears

» vvv
» www
» xxx
» yyy
» zzz

concept

renna is a vibrant force of nature, bursting with genuineness and creativity, and her impulsive nature drives her to chase new experiences wherever she goes. unlike others, who are bound by limits and taught to stay within the bounds of societal norms; renna has no such constraints. her dreams soar beyond the horizon because she refuses to impose limits onto herself. to her, nothing is unachievable if you simply set your mind to it! with her heart on her sleeve, she’s constantly dreaming of grand adventures and new experiences, lost in a world of infinite possibilities. while some may see her as disconnected from reality, ren is simply a dreamer who believes the world is at her feet.

she is a rebellious girl who is headstrong, assertive, and passionate about what she believes in. she can be tough as nails and never backs down from a challenge. she's playful and imaginative and brings a touch of magic to everything she touches. her bark is definitely much worse than her bite. she's an adventurous thrillseeker who believes life is really dull unless you're chasing some sort of adventure.

she is energetic and flirtatious and is ready to set the world on fire in pursuit of her own happiness. she is bold, outgoing, and unafraid to speak her mind. she commands the spotlight and thrives on attention. when ren enters a room, all eyes are on her as she radiates confidence. she is impulsive and drawn to trouble. she is fiercely loyal, and will stand by your side until you betray her. in that case, expect no mercy; she'll happily throw you under the bus, either literally or figuratively, depending on the severity of your offense. for ren, life is far too short to hold back, and she’s determined to live life to the fullest.

Backstory.docx

occupation

student

friends

her aboslute ride or die, she's been friends with them since elementary

residence

a studio apartment.

history

it was quite the unspoken and yet understood rule that being a middle child means you cause trouble and renna started that the moment she was born. born the only daughter to kensington and oliver brooks, renna arrived prematurely and was a tiny thing, nearly sickly for the beginning of her life but she survived. she thrived even. ren went against the odds, the doubts, and she made it her unknowing tradition. it would shape and mold her personality. enough that even though she did everything she could to stand out, she did. but not ever in a good way. ren's parents didn't show their love to her in any traditional sense. she was often lost in the crowd of rowdy children in the mornings before school. after years of trying to get their attention, ren gave up and just moved along the shadows. she made surviving her main skill and made it look effortless to the outside world.

at the age of thirteen, renna's parents got a divorce. she never understood why, especially since her parents seemed absolutely perfect for each other. she could still remember her father telling her "it's always better to kill 'em with kindness" while handing her a pocket knife engraved with the word kindness on it for her thirteenth birthday before he moved to los angeles, leaving her with her mom and four brothers. shortly after this, she changed her last name to vale. it didn't take long for both parents to find someone new and marry again, though neither seemed nearly as happy as they had been with one another. her mother's new husband, adam, was someone who was constantly full of themselves. renna found this annoying and purposefully made his life a living hell. it was successful, in her opinion. not even six months into the marriage and they were divorcing. kensington knew her daughter had been the cause, but didn't seem to mind it too much. that summer, ren stayed with her dad and his new wife - everleigh, or eve as she preferred - in los angeles. eve was an airhead, or at least she acted like she was one. meanwhile, her father was running a nightclub and was fairly successful at that. it didn't take long for renna to split them up as well. just like kensington, oliver knew his only daughter was the cause behind it and didn't seem to mind.

renna spent the next few years bouncing between parents, visiting her dad during holidays. her parents were talking again - dating again really - and remarried when she was seventeen. after she graduated, renna stayed local for her friends while her mom and younger siblings packed up and moved to live with oliver in los angeles. graphic design had always caught her eye, and she chose to pursue it further with college. granted, she hadn't applied until she was twenty, saving up first and foremost for a studio apartment near campus. her dad paid for her college, so she wasn't worried about that. now she was a sophomore in college and had done 2 out of the 4 years needed for her bachelor's. the death of jake shook her greatly - he had been like a brother to her and it felt like she had lost a small part of herself.

relationships

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  one of her close friends, he was like a brother to her. she was devastated when she got the news.
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  Juniper has a short chin length bob with bangs. Their natural hair colour is a dark brown with light highlights. It has the habit of dying its hair though, so their hair is constantly changing colours. Their favourite colour combos are a black/dark brown and red as well as a blue and red.

  
  

  
  
  
  
  

  
  
  

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  They have a birthmark behind their left ear, it's a little jumbled but it kind of looks like a star.
  It has multiple piercings that it takes in and out. Tongue, three nose, and three lip.
  Several scars litter their body, all the way from their head to their toe.
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  Juniper likes to wear heavy makeup. Something about painting their face and covering up mistakes is very therapeutic, almost like painting for them. Despite their appearance it always wears quite feminine makeup. Heavy blush on their cheeks or nose. Thick complex eyeliner. Dark tinted lips. Sometimes they even add glitter for fun. June will spend hours just doing makeup if they had the time. Makeup

  
  

  
  
  
  

  
  
  

  
  
  
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    Logical - They think very logically, prioritising facts over improvisation. It weighs the pros and cons of things before making an important decision. But what may be important to them is sometimes different than what other people see as important.

    
    

    
    

    
    
    
    
    

    
    
    

    
    
    
    

    Selfless - Juniper always puts others first, sometimes to their own demise. Thinking and asking about its friends feelings towards things before doing anything. It’s what they want to eat or what they want to do that day. This is probably why they were so accepted into the friend group; its very flexible with any plans made.

    
    

    
    

    
    
    
    
    

    
    
    

    
    
    
    

    Tolerant - Juniper has a very open mind to everything. Especially because of their own identity and religion; they never try to judge anyone whatever they do. With its tolerance comes patience. They don’t really care what other people say or do as long as it doesn’t affect them in a negative way.

    
    

    
    

    
    
    
    
    

    
    
    

    
    
    
    

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    Anxious - This goes in hand with their more emotional side. Juniper overthinks everything they say and do, haunted by mistakes and traumas of their past. Little voices in its head play the small mistakes it makes over and over. It’s probably why they’re always listening to music to drown out the voices in its head. It’s these voices that cause it to make “spontaneous” decisions; anything for just a bit of quiet.

    
    

    
    

    
    
    
    
    

    
    
    

    
    
    
    

    Emotional - You wouldn’t think it seeing the way they act. It’s very hard to tell unless its comfortable with you. They can be very sensitive to certain things, but don’t let it show. Even its anger it shoves down deep, fearing what would happen if it let it go.

    
    

    
    

    
    
    
    
    

    
    
    

    
    
    
    

    Insecure - They’re very unsure of themselves, feeling only like a wallflower vibing in the background of someone else's coming of age. Still coming to terms with their own identity, spending so many years just thinking of others. This can be hard sometimes as it has trouble standing up for itself.
    

    
    

    
    

    
    
    
    

    
    
    
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    Cigarettes, Marijuana, Alcohol(Liquor, tequila, whiskey), stuffed animals, the colour red, rock music, musicals, studying/learning about sciences (Geology, psychology, etc), stars, old movies, the sound of a guitar, skateboarding, dying its hair, animals(except cats), spicy foods, the water/swimming, sunflowers, daffodils, soft fabrics, stationary ware(Sticky notes, highlighters, etc)

    
    

    
    
    
    
    

    
    
    

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    Green tea, big open spaces, medical things, bright lights, lots of people talking at once, asparagus, apple sauce, being left on read/opened, when someone assumes they're mean, when people pick things up but don't put them back in the place they belong, cats, the sun, itchy fabrics

    
    

    
    
    
    
    

    
    
    

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    Writing(mainly thriller/horror, also sci-fi), photography, metal working(Juni likes to make metal jewellery), skating(Ice and board), hiking, reading(All genres really, although they avoid biographies), scrapbooking/journaling, sketching(mainly plants and animals, but on rare occasions a portrait), painting(same as sketching, they also love to do abstract), calligraphy, swimming, makeup, cosplaying, video games(Valorant, LOL, Minecraft, etc), watching tv(crime shows, older movies, marvel, star wars, etc), online shopping(mainly for stuffed animals but some other stuff too) Art

    
    

    
    
    
    

    
    
    

  
  
  
  

  
  
  
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    Juniper was born as the second, meant to be youngest, child. They don’t remember much before their parents split up, it was only 3 after all when their dad left. Their early life is mostly empty space besides memories like still photos trapped in their mind. One day Juni and their brother Grey started visiting their father every other weekend, Juni wasn’t sure when that happened. He had a whole new family and Juniper felt like it was the only normal part of their life, those three days when it was with its father. They now had two little sisters that they loved. Everything was perfect. Like a dream.
    
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    Junipers memory of the first years of their life are fuzzy. Some of the years are gone entirely, just empty spaces in their childhood. Its mother's face is one of those fuzzy memories. All it remembers is screaming and broken bottles. They try not to think about her.
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    Juniper's mom finally got a place of her own but she was on a downward spiral. She was lost at the bottom of a bottle. She would drink and drink and drink; nothing good ever happened in that tiny apartment. Their mom would get drunk and just yell endlessly; sometimes when it got really bad Juniper was “In the way” and got hurt. The neighbours were concerned and called the cops, freeing the two siblings from her grasp. They went to live with their dads family after that. As if their mother wasn’t enough, one day their stepmom left and took their sisters with her. Their dad went on a downward spiral and Juniper had to watch, as yet another one of their parents lost themselves. Somehow he was still allowed visitation rights, so the two girls visited him every other week. Their father though was never at home, he was either working or out somewhere doing gods knows what, their older sibling himself was gone as well, constantly on their own refusing to have anything to do with the two younger girls. Juniper later found out that Grey resented their father for starting a whole new family but leaving them. That left Juniper to take care of them when they visited. It tried its hardest to protect them and shelter them from the man their father was becoming.
    
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    When Juniper turned 7 their father decided they were old enough to start learning things. On the weekends Juniper was trained to fight, to shoot, to survive. Their father was a strange one, but Juniper loved him with everything. He was their safe space, even if he may not always be there, even if he lost himself in drugs and alcohol. He never hurt them or its siblings. He was always kind, weird and paranoid, but kind nonetheless. Because of this need to please their father they found themselves enjoying the training. Some may say that he shouldn’t have done that, that he put Juni in danger, but Juniper appreciated it. They finally had a way to fight back, to protect themselves and their siblings.
    Obviously their father wasn’t perfect, despite Juni’s protest. One day after a good day's work, he smiled at them and said they were doing a great job and deserved a reward. He placed a lit cigarette in their hands. Juniper knew what it was. They had seen both their parents use it, so they knew what to do, but they didn’t want to. They didn’t want to be their parents. But with its dad staring at it, it knew it had to. They were 10 years old, and ever since then they haven’t been able to stop.
    

    
    
    

    
    
    
    
    

    
    
    

    
    
    
    

    
    

    
    

    
    
    
    

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    Grey is one of the only things Juniper can remember from before they went to live with their dad. Juni remembers them playing together, holding each other, always being there for one another. Grey was the one person it could depend on through those years, and Juniper was the same way for him. When they first moved in with their father, they were both unsure, so they stuck together. But not even a year later Grey started isolating himself. It was like a rift was tearing the two siblings apart, whom had been inseparable before. Juniper didn't have the time to think about it too much, but when they did they were angry at him. Why would they just abandon them? When Grey left home, the feelings of resentment didn't get any better. Little by little Juniper realised that it wasn't his fault, so when he reached out, they decided to give him a chance.
    

    
    
    

    
    
    
    
    
    
    
    
    
    
    
    

    
    
    

    
    
    

    
    
    

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    A few years went by this way. Training, taking care of their siblings, smoking. Little by little their father disintegrated and with that came the loss of visitation rights. In fact, Juniper itself was pulled away from its father. Grey had left as soon as he turned 18. At 13 years old Juni was put into the system. They were heartbroken. Their older sibling left, their dad was basically gone, and they couldn’t see their sisters, the two girls it had taken care of all these years. This time it was Juniper's turn to face their downward spiral.
    
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    Two years passed by and smoke filled their vision, all of it was so unclear. They don’t even remember all the families they passed through; it was like their faces were clouded in its memory. The voices in Juniper's head kept getting louder and more violent. Their first year of high school was a blur of faces and noises, sometime in this year it was diagnosed with depression and autism. Because labels were all that mattered to the adults; it explained away everything to them. “Oh she’s depressed” “Oh she’s autistic” “Poor thing, it makes sense.” Juniper started to hate themself, why did nothing ever feel right? Slowly they started to cut their body apart, maybe it would help ease the pain, the voices. For a brief moment there was a silence and they became addicted to it, the searing pain of a blade or of fire. Their life continued like this until their Sophomore year, when they met Jake.
    
    Jake made them feel like more than just their past and their labels; like they actually mattered and were important. Slowly it started to improve. With the support of their friends, they found and learned to accept themselves. During this time Juniper was too clouded by their own things to see what Jake was going through. So when he ODed they were taken aback. Juniper was just starting to turn their life around, because of him, what would happen now?
    

    
    
    

    
    
    
    
    

    
    
    

    
    
    
    

    
    

    
    

    
    
    
    

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    Bren was the first of the two sisters to be born. When she was, Juniper was in awe of this little creature. It knew it had to protect her no matter what. Next was, Kaia, the youngest that they know of. She was the cutest little thing that Juniper had ever seen; such a precious creature needed to be protected. So their life went on and Juni tried its hardest to protect the two people that meant the most to them in the world. That is until their mother took them away from June. There was nothing it could do; being apart from those little girls tore it apart inside. Now Juniper can only worry. Are they okay? Will they even remember me?
    

    
    
    

    
    
    
    
    
    
    
    
    
    
    
    

    
    
    

    
    
    

    
    
    

    
    
    

    
    
    

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  Mads, Maddie

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  Student - Psychology Major

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  Mads has a natural soft brown hair that falls just around her neck. She often ties it back in a loose, practical way, especially when she’s deep in study or thought, though a few strands always escape to frame her face.

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  Mads’ eyes are a striking shade of greenish brown, deep and reflective, like dappled sunlight filtering through the trees. There’s a certain intensity to her gaze—a quiet depth that seems to notice everything around her. Her eyes hold a softness too, a subtle warmth that belies her guarded exterior, inviting those who look closely enough to see the kindness beneath. When she listens, her eyes focus with such intent that it makes people feel truly heard, almost as if she’s searching for the hidden layers of what they’re saying. They’re expressive yet composed, revealing hints of her thoughts but never too much, always holding a mystery of their own.

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  Mads has a slim, delicate build, standing around 5'5" with a naturally graceful presence. Her frame is demure, understated, yet there’s a quiet strength to how she carries herself, a steadiness that makes her seem taller than she is. Her movements are calm and composed, almost meticulous, reflecting her thoughtful nature. She doesn’t take up much space physically, but there’s an intensity in her posture and expressions that subtly commands attention. Though petite, Mads exudes a sense of inner resilience, like someone who’s learned to rely on her mind and spirit rather than sheer physicality.

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  Mads favors practical, comfortable clothing, opting for simple, well-made pieces in neutral or earthy tones that let her move easily and blend in. She tends to wear soft, worn-in sweaters, plain t-shirts, and fitted jeans or trousers that feel effortlessly put together. Her wardrobe is devoid of anything flashy—she values function over fashion, and her choices reflect a sense of quiet confidence. She usually layers her outfits, adding a light jacket or scarf depending on the weather, and pairs them with sturdy, reliable shoes.

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  Mads has a strong, steady demeanor that seems unshakable, making her the friend everyone relies on in tough times. Her calm and collected presence often gives the impression of unbreakable resilience, but underneath, she’s unexpectedly soft and sensitive. While she may seem distant at first, those who get close to her discover a depth of warmth and empathy that’s surprising. Mads feels deeply, a sensitivity that makes her especially understanding of others’ struggles. This blend of strength and softness allows her to be both a grounded protector and a gentle, intuitive friend. She’s loyal and perceptive, with a knack for seeing through others’ façades, even as she carefully maintains her own. For those who gain her trust, she’s a source of comfort and kindness, always there with a reassuring word or a knowing smile, even if she doesn’t easily reveal the tenderness she keeps within.
  
  Mads views the world with a blend of curiosity and guarded skepticism. Her psychology studies have taught her that people often wear masks, and she’s all too aware of the hidden struggles everyone carries. She’s drawn to understanding why people act the way they do, yet her own life has shown her how difficult it can be to break free from the roles society assigns. This leaves her feeling both fascinated and frustrated—fascinated by the complexity of human nature, yet frustrated by the constraints that keep people, including herself, from embracing who they truly are.
  
  
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  Mads grew up in a structured, close-knit Mormon family, where expectations were high and traditions deeply rooted. Her childhood was filled with routines and community gatherings, a life focused on faith, family, and service. As the eldest child, she felt an unspoken pressure to be a role model, to be dependable and unwavering. Yet, even as a child, Mads felt a quiet disconnect, an awareness that she didn’t quite fit the mold expected of her.
  
  She learned to keep her thoughts to herself, becoming observant and introspective, often retreating into books and her own mind. Though her family life was loving, she always carried a subtle tension between who she was and who she was expected to be, a feeling that only grew stronger as she approached adulthood..

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  As Mads moved into her teen years, she navigated the challenges of adolescence with the same quiet determination that defined her early life. While she was expected to embrace the traditional paths laid out for her, she secretly yearned for something more. She found solace in her studies, particularly in psychology, where she could explore the complexities of the human mind and her own feelings.
  
  At 18, she married her childhood best friend, a union celebrated within their close-knit Mormon community, but the marriage felt more like an arrangement than a true partnership. Though there was a deep camaraderie between them, the love that blossomed in their youth was overshadowed by the expectations placed upon them. Family and community pressures loomed large, making the decision feel more like a duty than a choice made from passion. As she settled into married life, Mads began to feel the weight of unfulfilled desires and hidden truths, grappling with the conflict between her responsibilities and her authentic self.
  
  
  

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  Mads pursued a degree in psychology. She made the transition to her college apartment, a change that symbolized a new chapter in her life. Living away from home for the first time was both liberating and daunting; she relished the independence but often felt the pangs of isolation from her family and community.
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  Mads’ relationship with her childhood best friend turned husband, Russel, is a mix of shared history and unspoken tension. What started as a close friendship gradually became a marriage that feels more like a partnership of convenience than a romantic bond. Russel is kind and supportive, always willing to help, but their interactions often lack the emotional depth that Mads longs for. As they go about their daily lives, she finds herself torn between feeling grateful for his steady presence and experiencing a deep sense of loneliness, realizing that their relationship is built more on familiarity than passion. Despite their shared memories and mutual respect, there’s an underlying disconnect, as Mads grapples with her own hidden feelings and the understanding that their marriage was shaped by outside expectations rather than true love. This internal struggle adds complexity to their relationship, leaving her caught between loyalty to her friend and a desire for something more authentic.-

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