sukaithemoonlord774
Elder Member
Hello, Fellow RPNation Members (Who Are Also Night Owls),
It's me, Sukai, obviously... And I just wanted to let you guys know, although I've been doing a lot of positive work within myself and all that self-care stuff... I recently went through a platonic relationship breakup and I'll admit I fell in love with this unworthy friend, sadly. And I just finished watching #cowboybebop episode 5. The very episode that sold me on Cowboy Bebop and all these memories are flooding back... And I have one song, that I haven't recorded yet the lyrics are right near me, at this moment. It's actually a parody, because I've done so many breakup songs over the past two months that I need a little break from the deep lyrics; somber lolzness! But I've also been writing a story, in tribute to my first Bebop fanfics involving my OC Sukai/Sailor Moon (a very different super-heroine. Aka female superhero!).
And I don't really know why I'm typing this up, but I'm feeling like a fallen angel inside; in some way. It's hard to describe, but I can relate to Spike in so many ways, so deeply... And at the same time, it hurts knowing I care for his character in this amazing, legendary, iconic, deeply stunning anime series. That I could continually gush about forever, most likely. But yea, I'm a songwriter... I've been crying on and off, tonight. And throughout the past two months, since I broke up with this guy platonically. I guess, this is my boredom consuming me; somber lol! Well, I feel like I've talked enough in this post. If anyone wants to hear my songs, let me know lolz! They're free, right now... It's of course, not obligatory though. This is just a random post. Thanks to anyone, who reads this full post!
Bye Now!
P.S. A song that's been really helping me through is DJ HYO's (aka HyoYeon of Girls' Generation [SNSD]) "Sober". I definitely recommend it, if any of you guys are going through a breakup or heartache of some kind. The Korean version is really healing for me, but if you prefer hearing songs in the English language (like I do, believe me, I am not judging...); she has an English version as well. But they're both representative of different points of a relationship, in my opinion. Either way, check out the song, if you like. And yea, I hope this helps!
See You Space Cowboys...
It's me, Sukai, obviously... And I just wanted to let you guys know, although I've been doing a lot of positive work within myself and all that self-care stuff... I recently went through a platonic relationship breakup and I'll admit I fell in love with this unworthy friend, sadly. And I just finished watching #cowboybebop episode 5. The very episode that sold me on Cowboy Bebop and all these memories are flooding back... And I have one song, that I haven't recorded yet the lyrics are right near me, at this moment. It's actually a parody, because I've done so many breakup songs over the past two months that I need a little break from the deep lyrics; somber lolzness! But I've also been writing a story, in tribute to my first Bebop fanfics involving my OC Sukai/Sailor Moon (a very different super-heroine. Aka female superhero!).
And I don't really know why I'm typing this up, but I'm feeling like a fallen angel inside; in some way. It's hard to describe, but I can relate to Spike in so many ways, so deeply... And at the same time, it hurts knowing I care for his character in this amazing, legendary, iconic, deeply stunning anime series. That I could continually gush about forever, most likely. But yea, I'm a songwriter... I've been crying on and off, tonight. And throughout the past two months, since I broke up with this guy platonically. I guess, this is my boredom consuming me; somber lol! Well, I feel like I've talked enough in this post. If anyone wants to hear my songs, let me know lolz! They're free, right now... It's of course, not obligatory though. This is just a random post. Thanks to anyone, who reads this full post!
Bye Now!
P.S. A song that's been really helping me through is DJ HYO's (aka HyoYeon of Girls' Generation [SNSD]) "Sober". I definitely recommend it, if any of you guys are going through a breakup or heartache of some kind. The Korean version is really healing for me, but if you prefer hearing songs in the English language (like I do, believe me, I am not judging...); she has an English version as well. But they're both representative of different points of a relationship, in my opinion. Either way, check out the song, if you like. And yea, I hope this helps!
See You Space Cowboys...
