Jadedleaf
Still figuring out the universe..
Alright, so I recently had a falling out with an RP partner. Two of them at once actually, since it was a group rp. Entirely my fault, I suck with talking to people.. so there was some miscommunication, and things spiraled. Happened yesterday and of course, my mind has been having a field day on me with anxiety, depression and a lot of guilt. It seriously bothers me when It's my fault people aren't happy. Why am I saying all this? Just because I feel like it's fair people are warned. I was in a mentally abusive relationship for five years, so I get to be.. overwhelming in my attempts to make things right because that's what he expected. Literal groveling and admitting I'm a piece of shit while simultaneously believing it 100%. Otherwise, I'm pretty chill. I suck at making decisions, but I've been told I'm a decent rper when I'm giving it my all. I tend to lead towards romances, extremely dark and heavy themes and powered people. I'm flexible with the times, settings, fanbases, fantasy or not, all that. However, if we do a romance, I tend to stay more interested when it's mxf(with me as the f) and if its a good person breaking the shell of a presumably bad person (like a princess x demon or evil overlord or whatever) If any of that sounds like fun, or you have a plot you want to do and you're okay with how I am... then, by all means, shoot me a message saying you're in! I have a boyfriend and I'll be starting college classes soon so I can't rp every single day. I will make one hell of an effort though. I prefer discord as I can reply on my phone in between breaks if i want to- also if im not home.
