Misty Gray
Pessimisty
James Porter
As James stepped outside, his eyes immediately fell on Jackson who was sat on the floor with his head in his arms. He then noticed Aldous holding up his bloodstained hands to assure the cops he was unarmed. James' vision dropped to the body that was laid out on the on street, covered in the same blood that was painting the concrete pavement beneath it. The man almost forgot to breathe as it began to register with him that the body belonged to Tommy. The states of Jackson and Aldous were enough confirmation to him that the young man was dead, but James still felt like he needed to check for himself. He was about to step forward and do so when Detective Donnelly intercepted him. "We're not armed. None of us are armed," he coldly told the cop.
"Mr. Porter, who--" Donnelly began to probe.
"Seriously, I need you to fuck off right now. Please," James, firmly ordered, with a noticeable crack in his voice. "We were attacked whilst having a civilised dinner, so go inside and see for yourself. The lot of you," he said, looking to the Detective's backup. Donnelly paused but eventually nodded in agreement and took his team inside for the time-being. Grateful the men had taken their leave, James stepped to the opposite side of Tommy to where Jackson was. He crouched down to the young man's side, using his fingertips to tilt the man's head slightly and reveal to him the hole in his neck that had been caused by Carter's attack. "Oh God. Tommy..." he quietly spoke, a stray tear escaping the corner of each eye as he studied the young man's pale, lifeless face. Dempsey was far too young to be dead and far too good to have earned such a fate. As with all of his men, James felt responsible for them, be they injured or killed. In Tommy's case, he felt that responsibility was intensified, having known the lad since he was a teenager and had promised his old man that he'd look after him. James took a couple of deep breaths, trying to control his emotions and hold off the build-up of upset and anguish that was threatening to erupt in that moment. He knew that right now, he had to keep a level head and stay in control, for the sake of those around him and his own. There was a distinct urge to go back inside to search for Jared so he could lodge that steak knife firmly in the man's eye-socket as he'd threatened earlier. Daughter present or not. Instead, he took another controlled breath to fight off his instinctual reactions. In moments like this, he wished to be in Lucy's presence. She was the only one he felt he could truly let all of his thoughts and feelings out to.
"I'm sorry, Tommy. You never deserved to end up here..." he softly told the young man. "Here" didn't mean the young man's literal position on the cold street, but everything that had led him to be there. Starting from the day Tommy's mother had been killed by that damn cop.
Reluctantly, James stood back up. He looked to Aldous and was sure the man seemed to be taking the loss relatively well. Jackson, however, appeared inconsolable. James respectfully walked around Tommy's corpse so he could kneel down alongside Jackson. "Mate..." he began. He placed a comforting arm around Jackson's shoulder. He wasn't one to sugar coat situations and there was absolutely no way to soften the blow of losing Tommy. In light of that, James kept his arm firmly around Jackson and rubbed the man's arm, taking in a few moments of only silence. "You should go back to my place. I can get in touch with Blake for you and she's welcome to stay with you there. It's your choice..." he gently offered. James bit his bottom lip and used the sleeve of his free arm to clear away the tears that had collected in his own eyes. As desperate as he was to get home, James would not move an inch until Tommy's body was taken away from the cold, unfeeling street that he'd been forced to take his last breath on.
Enzyme (Jackson) Shireling (Aldous)