Oof it's been a while since I've been on here. Explanation: I only joined because a "friend" left a site. I was hoping to keep in touch with him, but when I was finally able to on this site, I became chopped liver. So I've left that site, and forgot about this one. I apologize to whoever I was...
Me: I'm going to eat this sandwich.
Mouth: Stop, I'm filling with your drool.
Me: *takes bite of sandwich*
Mouth: BITCH I TOLD YOU STOP *opens cut in mouth more by stabbing it against teeth*
Me: Thanks, I didn't want to eat anyways ;-;
My life story.
come over. "It's too late" bullshit. It's fucking 7:00pm. Y'know... The time you normally come over? But whatever. I get it. i was never wanted in the first place. Never was, never will be. I was stupid to think things could change that quickly.
I want to feel something. I'm tired of feeling...
-ed. Like, if you really didn't want to come over, just say so. Stop giving me false hope and broken promises. And OF COURSE he's busy this week. Will I see him? Nope. Not at all. Does he care? No. Probably not. If he did, he wouldn't have let me cry as hard as I am. He wouldn't have let me...
Smol rant
Sometimes I just feel so fucking unloved. It's always, "Oh, i'll be able to come over tomorrow" but when tomorrow comes, it changes to, "Sorry, I have a meeting" or "sorry, I don't have the car." of course he fucking doesn't. Then tries to make me feel better with that, "i tried as...
often i am upset
that i cannot fall in love
but i guess
this avoids the stress of falling out of it
are you tired of me yet?
i'm a little sick right now
but i swear
when I'm ready i will fly us out of here
i'll cut my hair
to make you stare
i'll hide my chest and i'll
figure out a way to get...
Roses are wilted,
Violets are dead.
Oh wait, it's just winter,
Not my sick and twisted head.
Goodbye my dear friends,
For I will now leave you.
I am feeling unloved,
But there's nothing I can do.