I want to stay in bed
but can't sleep
I want to play with my dog
but can't find the energy
I want to go to school
but have lost patience
I take my meds
the fog thickens
I want to love
but can't love myself
I want to run
but can barely walk
I want to scream
but I lost my voice
I take my meds
the fog thickens
I suck it up
it still hangs there
I try to focus
the details blur
I keep walking
my feet go numb
I can't see a path
the fog thickens
I can't see you
the fog thickens
I can't see my hands
the fog thickens
I can't see the edge
the fog thickens
but can't sleep
I want to play with my dog
but can't find the energy
I want to go to school
but have lost patience
I take my meds
the fog thickens
I want to love
but can't love myself
I want to run
but can barely walk
I want to scream
but I lost my voice
I take my meds
the fog thickens
I suck it up
it still hangs there
I try to focus
the details blur
I keep walking
my feet go numb
I can't see a path
the fog thickens
I can't see you
the fog thickens
I can't see my hands
the fog thickens
I can't see the edge
the fog thickens
I would never go to that place again if an Oil change took 5 hours.