skuraa.nexi

Diary,

Do you guys sometimes feel obliged to use your skills as "power"??
Like.. imagine, you're a writer, you can practically do anything and write anything! or as a musician.. but have you ever thought how you could use your skills to maybe uh.. help something? or someone?
Like the urge is so strong, you want to do something but there so mucb limitations preventing you from doing so!!

trying to make a labradorite playlist help- I'm not sure if I'm entirely describing her but the playlist is half about her in general, as a whole person, and half as her lore..? like backstory and maybe a bit of her future?? no I mean- her if she were in a relationship/crushing on someone

fun fact: I purpose chose "love for you" slowed down to perhaps foreshadow how love for her or like- how the lyrics is originally meant for a faster pace, which could foreshadow how her last relationship was rushed, learning her lesson, she tries to make it much a slower pace, but is it too slow? for her to not catch up with her own feelings? and maybe overthink some things.

I might also add songs that would probably tell the kinda person she is when she's feeling different emotions ex: love for you when in love/crushing?
it might be based on the lyrics, the melody- or even the whole song! it might depend though..

"Sometimes slowing down the pace for things are good, but if you never balance your pace right.. you might miss some chances, might be an exagerration or whatever but sure, interpret it however you'd like"

"Ever wonder why humans can't run too fast? if we do we'll exhaust ourselves and waste time, and if we're too slow, we might not catch up to anything at all! learning to balance your pace at the right moment will help you a lot" (idk tho,..?)

I just rememberd there was a trial maker for ace attorney! ace attorney fans!! >
objection.lol. (you could also host rp parties here if you'd like)

and for roleplaying multiplayer! go to
^^
I'm sure there are lots of trial makers but these are the ones I recommend! I mean- idk but yeah

Looking again

Watching the sand seep through,
Watching the glass tilt again
Nothing but craving truth
and pottery to tend then,

Each day, she sows the flowers
But not the grass growing under
She looked blindly for hours,
For the sand and grass, she wondered

Till she let the glass stand firm,
and planted her feet in the grass.
Looking for sand, till she learned
Sand waited, not for her atlas


(this poem is straight out of how I needed to get myself a reality check these days.. )

My Gallery for roleplaying purposes..

Alright soooo i'M new here... anything I need to know? I like uh.. video games.. art, a lot of series', manhua, anime, a few books (I mostly read fanfics) etc..
oh and I'm also uncomfortable with graphic gore.. also I don't like problematic ships.. and most shippers in general despite being a shipper myself.

anyways enjoy my shipping gallery (or don't)

...Does anyone know how to code/get codes? :'D