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I was also happier there. More happy than I am in this reality. I dont know how to feel about that... knowing that I am stuck here, in this world. I am happy here, dont get me wrong. I know that struggle is normal, and even healthy. I just wish that I could just be more happy here.

Wait, that sounded more depressing than I wanted it to. I am fine, I am happy, I am okay, I swear. I just dont like the fact my mind was making such a cool world.

Happiness can depend on the day to day, and doesn't always depend on your environment. Maybe you just happened to be having a good day in that dream, and bad days were also a part of that world as well.
Here's hoping your day in this universe is a good one. No changes required.