Viper

I am so sad that the 140 character thing is back. I loved making those paragraph long posts (rants)... everything else is great though.

If I wanted your useless opinions I would demand them with my whip! 

The reasons I will never RP as a cannon character:


- I am not going to be paired with your OC since that would (most likely) require me to go out of character just to fulfill your Mary-Sue like fantasy. It would have to be canon x canon


- All of the characters I would actually enjoy playing are complex assholes that are far crazier and smarter than I am (Joker and Izaya)


- I am too scared to depict them inaccurately. I like to do my best and I doubt I could do this well enough to meet my own standards


- I don't want to RP with someone who would depict a cannon character completely wrong or super differently than my own interpretation of them. The latter being my problem more so than theirs.


- I love character sheets and playing cannon characters ruins any need for them. 


- I don't care a bit about romance (although depending on the pairing I can include it) and I am a very detailed RPer, which shortens the list of people willing to RP this type of thing down a lot. 


- I am so used to making my own characters I probably would obsess with getting every small detail correct to the point it turns more into work than fun.


Reading all of this back to myself, I should probably try writing something canon independently before even trying to RP them.  Maybe I will do that while the site is down....

I will never understand how people can hate Blackwall.  Yeah he lied, but guess what? Half of the DA companions have lied to us or straight up manipulated us (solas, morrigan, and anders). He got innocents killed (directly or indirectly)? So did Zev, Sten, Anders, Merril and Cullen but unlike them, Blackwall showed true regret and tried to improve himself. He dedicated his life to helping others.


He is a noble man who made the wrong choice long ago but who eventually owned up to his mistakes.  He was willing to die to make things right. I bet people are just more harsh on him because he is less attractive than the other love interests. If he was hot then he would be forgiven immediately.

New profile picture and cover, both of which I love, but Zsasz really does not suit my username at all.... Oh well, he was one of my favorites from the Arkham games and I don't feel right keeping him out when all of the other players are here 

Wow... I have been working on a project since like 3 today (more or less non stop) yet I just got more done in a half hour than I did all that time.  I guess I was moving really slowly all day, procrastinating even though I wasn't actually doing anything else. 

You know what's a really good game?Divinity 2. It has such a cool concept, I mean you get to be a dragon!

There are so many things that I need to do but instead I am going to move my xbox from the living room into my bedroom so that I can have even more reasons to procrastinate! 

You know, unpopular RP opinion here, but I don't really mind weak, damsel in distress type characters. I enjoy playing the supernatural cocky guy (demon, vampire, god, ghost) so it's more fun to me if the character I am up against is more passive in nature.


That's one of the reasons I do not turn away from people even when they use terms like uke or sub (seme or dom) which I normally do not like. At least that way I know that I will get to play my favorite 'type' of character (seme or dom) in a situation where I can play them as the cocky, flirty, deadly bastard that I want them to be. Without running into a 'who can be the biggest bitch' competition where it's me and a SUPER similar character beating their chests for superiority. 


Maybe I have just been lucky and have not run into the REALLY bad ones... who knows? 

 I am honestly in love with time management games, mainly the cooking ones though.  Like right here are my favorites, the desert ones especially) even though I'm pretty sure that they are meant for kids.....


http://www.flipline.com/search.html?q=papas

New role playing pet peeve...  When face claims are not the same style.  I hate when I see two semi-realistic, three anime, and then some random person jumps in with a real person.  Seriously, even if the GM does not specify I wish that people would just go with whatever the first person used.  It looks horrible to me when they are so jumbled like that and it makes it hard for me to picture them all supposedly living in the same world.


Part 2 of my pet peeves.... I wish that people would stop picking face claims where the person is not wearing 'period' clothing.  Like if we are in a modern RP I don't want to see a face claim of some guy in military prince clothes. And if we are in a medieval fantasy RP then your girl really should not be wearing a sweatshirt with red streaks in her hair. If you plan on showing a full body then make sure that the full body fits what you are imagining or get a separate picture with the right clothing.  Like I get it, you are showing what they look like not their clothing, but damn it clothing says a lot about your character!

I cannot stop listening to 'That's not how the story goes' from a Series of Unfortunate Events. I love it so much! More shows need to unexpectedly break out into song.

You guys want to see two of the creepiest (and therefore coolest) sharks that I know of?


Meet the Cookie Cutter Shark! It leaves a cone like bites on it's meals about 2.5 inches deep and 2 inches wide. They hunt at night near brazil eating from prey much larger than themselves





Next up is the Goblin Shark! A deep sea fish who has mostly been spotted near the sea floors of Japan. They can thrust its jaw three inches out of its mouth to catch prey! This is because they are generally sluggish and need to catch prey before they escape.

One of my favorite things in literature, media, etc is when there are two characters and one of them loves the other so much that there is literally nothing they will not do for them.  Even if it conflicts against their own morals, for the other person they will do it to make the other happy.  Lovers, family, or even friends... I especially love seeing it when the first person is not at all aware of all of the crimes the person is doing just to keep them innocent/happy. 


"If you want to be the hero then for you I will gladly become the villain." 


"If they say you are evil then that means I'm evil too" 


"For you I would set the world on fire." 

Excuse me, do you have a moment to talk about our lord and savior the incognito tab?

During my recent DAI play through I accidentally made Solas hate me and damn that boy is savage when he disapproves of the inquisitor. 


Asking him how to make our relationship better- "Do something worth respecting and maybe I will."


Asking him why he spends all his time in the fade- "I enjoy many things outside of the fade... just not you." 


Like fuck Solas, way to make me feel bad for supporting the wardens. 

I hate confrontation but I also hate ignoring people.... so I am about to friend dump someone. I feel like the most piece of shit person though even though this is the 'friend' who knowingly does things in public that makes me uncomfortable but doesn't stop doing it and also refuses to apologize when they do something wrong and instead acts like it is me who is at fault.  We were friends as children (over 6 years ago) but now we are now different people and we CLEARLY have different morals, opinions on what is appropriate to do, and most importantly our values are worlds apart. We have hung out three times, the second time I came home and cried because I felt guilty about not enjoying my time with her, the third (and last) time I came home furious because of something she had done.   I don't enjoy my time with her, a lot of the things she does makes me uncomfortable/angry, and I never honestly wanted her back in my life in the first place. She may have virtues but her vices are far too apparent of traits for me to tolerate any longer or for her to change (if she would even try which I doubt). She is not a person I would be friends with if we did not have a past connection but a past relationships can only go so far.... 


Despite all this, I feel like I'm the bad guy and I haven't even sent her the text yet. She can be very sensitive over some things and flippant over other things so I have no idea how she will react. I wish her the best but for my own happiness and peace of mind I honestly feel like I need to end the 'friendship' now.... damn I wish I could just ignore her without compromising my own morally.  I ignored her text once and have had a pit in my stomach any time my phone dinged.  Yet ever since hanging out last time all I could do was wish that she would not message me ever again and also felt a pit every time my phone went of for fear that it was her contacting me.  


I needed to rant so do excuse my complaining over issues no one cares about or needs to know.  For some reason posting this where I know other people may see it helps a lot more than just typing this up where no one would read it. Any advice or opinions are welcome though. 

Surprisingly, I am actually enjoying Series of Unfortunate Events.  I didn't think I would since it often tries to be comedic rather than dark but Neil Patrick Harris makes everything amazing it seems. 

I did my college thing, submitted and everything, so i am taking the rest of the day off to do absolutely nothing. 


I have over a week so I can afford to start thinking about the presentation tomorrow. 

Finally, at 5 in the morning (over 12 hours since I started this) I finished writing my 15 pages of fiction for my scholarship and I am SUPER happy with how it turned out to my surprise. I got my vision down in a fairly dramatic way that still manages to express my writing style and preferences.  


The down side is that unintentionally it got fairly dark on the last two pages. I am kinda proud of what I wrote though so I don't want to change it but on the other hand I don't think that making a dark scholarship submission is the best idea, fiction or not. I took an already unhappy topic (suicide) and put it as the climatic conclusion of the paper but it makes sense for being there! It's not just there to be edgy or dark, it has a place in the plot! 

It should not be so hard to write a 15 page story but I have been sitting at my computer since 2 today (it's 11 now) with minimal breaks and I only have 8-ish pages done... Why must I be such a slow, easily distracted writer! 


I shouldn't even be here complaining, I should be writing! 

Future ideas that I will do when I finish up all of my college stuff...

• Something focusing on masks
  
• A God who adapts to match what his people believe 
  
• Dragon riders! 
  
• Tattoo magic 
  
• Something to do with possession
  
• Oc's in the FAYZ (gone series)
  

I swear youtube, I am going to get ad blocker if you keep this up. That damn Alexa ad about the tracker does nothing but buffer every time it shows up (and it shows up often). I have zero problems with any other ad or video so I don't know why that ad is being such a pain. 

What to say, what to say.....Hm....


Ah, lemonade.

God I have a huge Rp craving right now!   I know I shouldn't cause I already have plenty of RPs that I need to reply to but I am like ten minutes away from making an interest check.  I just want to RP my idea!