I think I may have been in a relationship, (friendship) with a narccasist. She never really let me talk about myself, she was always the victim in everything we did. The day I broke off the friendship she had lied about me to some of our mutual friends in an effort to make them side with her, and turn agasint me. One time I gave her a dress, and she got upset at me because it didn't fit her.
So you know everyone's grandparents have nice, moral stories about how they met? Well my grandma was dating this guy, and his friend, Carl, came over one day to give her something back that she had left over at her boyfriend's place. She and Carl talked for a while, went for a walk, etc. He ended up staying over that night, wink wink wink. Anyway, my grandma's boyfriend came over the next morning to spend some quality time with his girlfriend, and he sees Carl. Long story short, Carl is my grandpa.
"So you write down a word but it's not the right word,
So you try a new word but you hate the new word
And you need a good word but you can't find the word
Oh where is it, what is it, what is it, where is it!
Blah-blah-blah, ha ha, ah-ha -UGHHHHHHHH!"
I believe this perfectly describes the writing process.
When I think about the future, it doesn't seem like things are going to get better. Not in school, not for me emotionally, not for America. I don't have anyone that depends on me to stay alive. My pets are all taken care of by my family. My friends are all prettier than me and nicer and have a million other friends. I'm out of school so much my teachers probably wouldn't even notice. My parents clearly love my sister more.
I'm feeling all better now because I heard some strange sounds coming from my sisters room and also For the first time in forever playing and I went in there and she was making shadow puppets of two coyotes talking to each other and it doesn;t sound very funny but i have never laughed harder in my life
I am constantly in physical pain and on the verge of crying and stressed and hungry because I weigh too much and I'm doing 120% of the work for my group but you know at least I'm keeping my grades up.
[SIZE=14.666666666666666px]A deranged narrator goes around killing people because he “is the author and can kill whoever the fuck I want”[/SIZE]
[SIZE=14.666666666666666px]He: refers to people by their characters names, thinks up elaborate scenarios and then tricks people into acting them out, kills children’s parent or parents to add to their backstory, etc[/SIZE]
[SIZE=14.666666666666666px]He is killed by someone at the end of the story and everyone is happy, no one misses him and he doesn’t get a funeral or a grave.[/SIZE]
Are you ever jut amazed at how long your own hair is? Like a whole strand will come out some way or another and you're like no. That's not my hair. It's so long. Dang head, good damn job.
I was reading an article on night owls and morning larks and sleeping in and stuff, and I found one quote that really spoke to me.
"[COLOR= rgb(27, 27, 27)]Sleep drive alerts the body to when it needs sleep. Imagine carrying a bucket of water throughout the day. We wake up to an empty bucket that gradually fills as we perform our daily duties. The longer that we stay awake, the more that the bucket [/COLOR]fills,[COLOR= rgb(27, 27, 27)] until our bodies succumb and demand sleep." With this logic, I wake up every day with a quarter-full bucket, which promptly empties itself at around 12:00 am.[/COLOR]