JustAlexandra

 I hit 900 content count at some point 


almost at a thousand

I know this is like, a first world problem and super not important in the scheme of things, but this is the first year that it's looking like we aren't going to have a "real" Christmas, we might not even be able to afford a tree. And it's selfish but it will be the first year that I don't get what I asked for. Which is really unimportant and not what the holiday is about at all, but it's still super bumming me out. There will be none of that excitement Christmas eve. Which I am 18 and should have gotten over that feeling, but I haven't. It's just going to be sad.


On the bright side I'm trying to get stuff for my parents to make their Christmas nice, so there is that. If I can get them things they'll actually like then that will make me happy. I can be shitty at buying presents but I think I have good ideas this year. Things they actually want lol


It could have been a real, normal Christmas, but no one will hire me


I even got an interview and I thought it went so well and then I never got a call back.


*sigh*


And now I am complaining about it on RPN. 

I should be studying


But I still need to write one more post. Just one...more...post

My cat likes the cat tree! This is great! Fabulous! I didn't waste a ton of money! Why are cat trees so expensive ?! 

I went from being in like 10 active roleplays to like 2.


I can't have a healthy middle apparently 

I want to reboot so many RP's that I used to be in, but I feel weird since the original GM's of them will probably see it lmao.

Wow I really need to go to bed. 


I hate being in angry moods. It's such an exhausting thing

I'm so angry today. 


I should not be accepting characters today. Nope. Tis a bad day for that. 

So... I bought a cat tree today. 

My RP's seem so hard to respond to right now. Everyone wrote a short novel for all of them D: 


I will need to eat before I take this on I think. 

I like that the sun goes down earlier but it makes me start doing my night stuff earlier and then I look at the clock like "well must be nearly bedtime" and its 8 >.> 

I need to think of a loophole that doesn't involve me doing some crazy taboo RP shit. <.> 

When you spend entirely too long looking at cat trees. 

I simultaneously love and hate the videos of homeless, unhealthy dogs getting taken care of and given new homes. The beginning makes me want to cry and the end makes me want to cry for two different reasons. Every time. 

Sorry if I miss one of my RP's -  I am not on my computer (on someone elses) and I am house sitting so my mojo is a little wack. 

I got a keeeey.


What what!

Was gonna donate but I don't have a paypal >.>


Sad. 

Dear Staff Member: 


I do not know any of your names, but I have followed you on RPN's twitter. 


My body is ready for my key  

Woo! 800 posts! 


Hollur. 

I think I may have eaten some bad chicken.


I really hope not. 

My aunt and two of my cousins are coming to visit this weekend. 


Oh, family >.>

I will trying to respond to everyone but my tabs all closed because my computer updated last night, so I might have lost track of some of them.


Also, my computer updates like 3 times a week. Fml. 

WHAT HAPPENED

People never listen to me when I tell them to get on the shot. They are like "omg that sounds amazing" and then they just continuously forever complain about how their period sucks. 


Like >.> There are solutions. 


I get people have their issues. I can only take certain kinds but I feel like most people can find one that works for them. There are kind of a lot of options. 


And here I am posting publicly about periods. 


FREE THE BLEED! 

The Reminder on the home page scared me. At first I thought it was just to me and that I got in trouble lol.