illegallyblonde

you're alive

*sighs*


okay so i'm gonna do this


but don't make fun of me after


it's only cause i overslept and couldn't be the first responder for your b-day


*walks backstage*


*shuffles out in a cupcake costume*


ahem...


yeah
birthday, it's your birthday
if I die bury me inside the Louis store

they ask me what I do and who I do it for
and how I come up with this shit up in the studio
all I want for my birthday is a big booty hoe
all I want for my birthday is a big booty hoe
when I die, bury me inside the Gucci store
when I die, bury me inside the Louis store
all I want for my birthday is a big booty hoe
all I want for my birthday is a big booty hoe

she got a big booty so I call her Big Booty
scrr Scrr, Wrists moving, cookin' to it
i'm in the kitchen, yams everywhere
just made a jugg I got bands everywhere
you the realest [redacted] breathin' if I hold my breath
referee, with the whistle (err), hold his tech
extendo clip, extendo roll
when your girl leave me she need a hair salon
hair weave killer, goin' on a trapathon
see I done have more bombs than Pakistan
dope bomb, dro bomb, and a pill bomb
see [redacted], I'm ballin' you in will call
when I die, bury me inside the jewelry store
when I die, bury me inside the Truey store
True to my religion, true everything I'm too different
So when I die, bury me next to 2 bitches

Ah, Yeezy Yeezy how you doing huh?
It's my birthday, I deserve to be greedy huh?
She holding out, she ain't givin' to the needy huh?
You go downstairs and fall asleep with the T.V on
Ya'll been together ten years, you deserve a Minaj
'Specially if you put that BMW in the garage
'Specially if you paid a couple payments on her mamma crib
Weren't you at niece's graduation? Man, I hate those kids
last birthday, she got you a new sweater
put it on, give her a kiss, and tell her, "Do better"
she said, "How 'bout I get you jewelry from the West End?"
how 'bout she hit the West End and get her best friend?
i'm jokin', I'm just serious, I asked her
don't be actin' like no actress, if we preachin' then we practice
don't be reachin', don't be touchin' shit
we in Kanye West's benz, 'cause I will turn you back to a pedestrian
yeah

it's your birthday, it's your birthday
bad bitch contest, you in first place
you in first place, you in first place
bad bitch contest, you in first place
i show up with a check to your work place
then hand the valet the keys to the Merces
tell the DJ play your song, this shit come on
what I'm seein' from the back I can't front on
they ask me what I do and who I do it for
when I die, bury me inside the booty club
get it girl, get it girl, get it get it girl
i might switch it up and get you girl

deuce and ye
we like Snoop and Dre
and it's your birthday, baby
you deserve a coupe today
you in first place, you in first place
bad bitch contest you in first place


*falls to the ground*


*wheezing*


h-happy...birthday

happy birthday  hope you get all the presents you want!

happy birthday bb ilysfm

hoho you're in for a ride soon, there friendo

My friends on RPNation have disappeared and my RP's are gone. Now I have no friends at all. Not even online or in real life. c: I FEEL GR8 M8 UGH.

Perfect. My favorite RolePlay just randomly shut down and my friends are ditching me. Feeling great.

Waiting on your reply to the Avenir RP, by the way ^-^

When your favorite book series is FOR SURE being turned into a MOVIE.


I'M CRYING RIGHT NOW. I'M NOT KIDDING. I'M SOBBING AND DROWNING IN MY OWN TEARS I'M SO HAPPY YOU GUYS NEED TO READ THE DARKEST MINDS SERIES I AM THE BIGGEST FAN.


UGHHHHHHH I'M SO HAPPY.

Good news! They don't know if I'm Bi-Polar or I just have bad anxiety...


So I guess that it good.


Bad news! I have to go to Therapy and take drugs for my anxiety. I'm strongly against taking medicine, I hate it. I don't like putting things in my body.


So I guess that is no good.


WOO HOO IM SO DONE I JUST WANT TO BE TREATED NORMAL. I DONT NEED YOU SYMPATHY DOCTORS. LEAVE ME ALONE I HATE THIS ASDFGHJKKLQWERTYUIOPZXCVBNM.

The worst part about anxiety attacks is that you're aware it's irrational and sometime's unexplainable, but knowing that gives no aid whatsoever.


In most cases it deepens the anxiety as you realize...


"If I know it's irrational, why can't I stop it?- Oh god, I can't stop it."


...You begin to believe you are no longer in control of your mind.


That.


That is fear.

Thank you for following me back Paranoid!~ 

I was diagnosed as Bi-Polar today.


c: