Don't cut. This is coming from a previous cutter, it's just not worth it. You won't want people to see the cuts, you'll cover up in the summer and be uncomfortable and upset. Believe me, cutting isn't good, and it isn't fun. It hurts. Which is what I was looking for. But please, for your own good don't cut... If you ever need to talk to me just PM me, I'll listen without judging. Stay strong.