AnimeGenork

So last night I was pointing out to my friend, who got me into Fairy Tail, that I'm a way bigger fan of it than he is. My other friend, whom he also got into Fairy Tail, said to me, "You're a bigger fan than practically anybody."





"Thanks, friend!"


I am most definitely the biggest fan of Fairy Tail in my immediate area....or my school. Whichever comes first. xD  

All riiiiiiiiight I got to leave the game early because of rain/the awesomeness that is family waiting for me in the parking lot, so now I can do stuff


Unless I can't think of anything to write


;-;

Won't be able to do much tonight. Hanging out with my dad and grandparents, whom I don't see much of anymore, and I have to read a book and also write an essay for the same class, so.... yeah.

Yay!!!!! My dad's coming home today and my grandparents are visiting!!!!!  


And I need to read this damn book all day today!!!!! 


WHOOOOOOOO

Is it so wrong to not want to deal with a character who is a "psychopath" in my own roleplay? Can I please just keep the peace and not have to deal with characters who terrify me and make me want to cry?


Someone submitted a character in an RP of mine and when I told them to change the "psychopath" bit, they ranted and then told me "not to insult their writing." Dafuq.

Welp


Time to shirk any responsibility and just read my book


I'M SO HAPPY THAT MY OTP HAD A CUTE MOMENT 

List of Shit To Do


1. Figure out the meaning of life


2. Read All In by Jennifer Lynn Barnes so the OTP will be real


3. Do a shit-ton of homework, preferably before 11 PM (HA! Yeah, right)


4. Post some replies here on RPN/check up on stuff


5. Post characters that I haven't already


6. Watch anime


7. Obsessively listen to Fairy Tail openings/endings


8. Write a bit of my novel....because Chapter 1 ain't gonna finish itself


9. Fangirl intensely


10. Plot world takeover with the Duck Empire advisers

God that was long.


I'VE NEVER FILLED IN SO MANY BUBBLES IN MY LIFE.

I'm going to get a good night's sleep for once.


WHOOOO

Started reading this 375-page book yesterday. 


I'm on 187.


I'VE GOT THIS, GUYS. I'M GONNA RELIVE THE OTP.

So I have two hour band rehearsal again today


And tomorrow I have the PSATs


DOES MY BAND TEACHER NOT UNDERSTAND THE IMPORTANCE OF LAZING AROUND DOING NOTHING PREPARING FOR STANDARDIZED TESTS

*looks at screen, tempted to fangirl over Fairy Tail*


*looks at book, tempted to fangirl over her OTP*


Hmm

I've been told for years I have an old soul. I believe that to be true. When I'm trying to cheer up a friend (besides screaming "SMILE!" in their face), or just giving some good advice, I adopt this tone of voice, or writing, that makes me sound older than I am.


Maybe it's just the books I read. Maybe it's the experiences I've had. Maybe it's my emotions that seem to be stronger than normal emotions are.


Or maybe it's because I have an old soul and a heart that's been through more than it's fair share of hard times.


I'm just as screwed up as anyone. Yeah, my family's close and my friends are amazing, but that doesn't mean I don't have emotional scars. Just because you've been through a lot physically or mentally doesn't mean that someone can't also suffer emotionally.


But unlike most people, I don't sit around complaining about that shit. I try to make myself feel better. I find something that makes me happy and I do it. 


Dammit, if you have depression, tell someone! Please! You have no idea how much pain you're causing someone else by doing absolutely nothing about it! When you don't tell the people you care about, and who care about you, what's going on, you're breaking that bond. You're the one worsening your situation, not them. I cry every time I think one of my friends is suffering from some sort of pain. I can't stand to see others sad.


Dammit, stop giving up and fix your own damn problems! Don't sit around waiting for someone else to do it.

Craaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap I wanna relive my OTP but I also want to finish volume 18 of Attack on Titan but I also have a shit ton of homework to dooooooooooooooooooooo and I have a shit ton of replies to type and


AFLJALDF;HLSALG;HDSLJFD;LAHGHLSHFLJKAL;BFJSDALFADL;JFSLKFJ;LKAJDLFJDJFA

I really need to finish this story.....but I'm afraid it's going to be rushed or something.... ;-;


I JUST WANT THESE DAMN DRAGONS AND HUMANS TO MAKE PEACE BUT STILL KEEP THIS AT A STORY'S LENGTH


Also


WHEN DID I REACH 5,000 PROFILE VIEWS???????? I'VE ONLY BEEN ON THIS SITE ABOUT THREE MONTHS

Gotta love them Japanese songs. They're deeper and more meaningful than American music will ever be.

That moment when you're in the school library and someone's blasting his music so loudly in his headphones, you can hear him from far away.


And you want to go up to him and punch his face in so you can actually focus on stuff.

I


CAN'T


STOP


READING


MA BOOK


THE


OTP


IS REAL


CASSIE HOBBES X DEAN REDDING FOR LYFE


SCREW MICHAEL TOWNSEND (OH, WAIT, THAT'S LIA'S JOB XP )


I seriously have done like no homework because of dis book

So people on this site think I'm a guy at first, right?


Does that mean they think I'm gay when I start talking about anime boys?

That moment when you wonder if you're bisexual, but then you see a picture like this





and immediately think, "Nope. I'm straight, alright."

That was relatively satisfying.


BUT I NEED


MORE


COWBELL


I MEAN CASTIEL


UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


In other news, I'm trying to get my ex to come to the football game between our schools so I can embarrass him because no one ever comes to see me march.

Castiel: I know you like my wild side.


Character You Play: *blushes because they're in a secret relationship*


Me: DEAR GOD BOY TAKE ME NOW AND ELOPE WITH ME

"Okay, stay calm. It's ONLY the guy of your dreams sitting in YOUR room, there's nothing more normal than that...."


Pfft....


BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA


I'm loving this.