Doctor Voidsman

Doctor Voidsman? Are you no longer here? It's been a while...

Hey, sorry I haven't been on. Are you still there?

love

love~
It seems just like yesterday~
A little child a t play~
grew from my love on thee~
Oh how fast those moments flee~
once we watched the lazy world go by~
now the days seem to fly~
Life is brief...but when it's gone~
love goes on and on~

Bound In Love

Pain and lust was all that was there
yet I smiled and waited for her fingers through my hair
blinded by cloth, bound with rope
a black collar tighten around my throat
scars from the whip. bruises from her bites
free in the day, bound in the night
My muffled soft moans, her sweet sadistic chuckles
her voices alone makes my legs buckle
love and lust we both had felt
the emotion was more than the damage dealt
the lust in the day and love in the night
kisses in the morning. evening love bites
I was trapped as a lion yet free as a dove
Forever will I be bound in love~

Denied

once again i try to win the one i've lost
to feel love once again. no longer being cold as frost
Gifts and wrappings
flirts and love tapping's
lover letters and jokes aplenty
I do suo much it seems like it's to many
I gave him my heart, my devotion and soul
and what he gave back was little to null
I yearned for his care, his love this and there
but he gave me none...none to spare
I wept that night my heart shattered
lost to this world...the pieces all scattered
was I destined to be alone?
a relationship never to be honed?
"It matters no more...i'm all alone..."

1 of 3 beings known as the primordials. basically they, in a way, own Doctor Voidsman. they send him to do the dirty work and in turn he is rewarded with more power. they look like this

Primordial/The first brother


Barren/The second Brother


Leblos/the 3rd sister

I used to play DnD with my uncle. I was always an assasin every time. I once was appointed to killing a king and needed to be at a far range with a bow in order to do so
what happened though is....just bad luck

DM: "With a range of 1 1/2 Miles between you and the king you'll need to role a nat 20 in order for the short to land and strike the king. i'm giving you a final chance to either poison his next drink or kill him in his sleep'

Me, having good luck the first few points in the game: "I'll take the shot"

And just like that I tossed the dice onto the board as everyone else around the board watched it intentlly....it landed on a nat 1 to which my uncle, the DM, laughed and said

"You pull your bow back ready to fire however a bird that had conveniently had a heart attack and died midflight before it fell from the sky, striking you in the face causing you to fall and fire the arrow directly vertical into the sky....only for it to come back down and peirce your neck"

the eternal rest

What dreams await thee after death?
when thou shalt take thy final breath?
an afterlife some do say?
if not I believe it be nay
I live with this question day after day
what more has thou to say
I live in torment yet in peace
I fear not death but it's release
should I wake to eternal dark?
trapped in a coffin feeling the rough oak bark?
or perhaps in heaven where the angels sing
where I gain my halo? white cloak and wings?
or falling below deep into hell.
this thought buries deeper than a well
I live life yes I live it swell
yet it feels like a prison a tight enclosed jail
I no longer worry I accept my fate
but my death isn't nigh but death doesn't wait

who was the original Doctor Voidsman?...

the original was once know as "The Unknown Doctor" because of his mysterious attitude and sudden appearance in the world. However his real name at the time was Doctor Vincent Colmer Voidsman. he started off as a power hungry man who copied and took the powers of both gods and humans. though blood and recognition of their ability, he successfully copied 73 abilities from anyone he encountered. he sword to become an evil threat to the world and begin war to end humanity...however he once battle a powerful foe that changed his perspective. note that the original Doctor Voidsman had been alive to seen everything happen. the creation and the end of the universe all of it he saw. it came to a point were living over and over the same process of events, the same lifestyle, the same staggering thing over and over got to him...to the point taking the powers of others and using them was no longer fun. he yearned to be at peace.

Quilty Pleasure

bound and tied he remained on the bed
'damn it...if I'm like this I'm better off dead...'
Being seen like this was a embarrassing scene
but the thrill of it all was more than it could of been
the quilt of it all, was like a blade to the side.
eternally it sore like a red hot blade the blade of a sword
"I will give you more~ just give into me~"
A woman called Mistress she spoke to he
A nod and a mutter was heard from his lips
and a whip was struck earning a buck from his hips
she giggled sadistically he whined in pain
but he begged for more he wanted it again
he know this was wrong. no it was entirely deranged
but he kept it hidden behind his hair that was manged
"whats wrong me pet~ are you giving up now?~"
he could only shake his head and he gave a frown
once again a whip was heard. a loud harsh
now he was gone...no going back
his climax was great but he was sick to his core
he wished for less....but he yearned for more

A random moment in doc's life

"Now normally I don't advocate experimenting on demonic entities beyond human comprehension but for this...thing" -he said refering to a censored screeching creature on a metal table- "It'll be a first"

Loss...

He stood by her bed sad and lost
his heart once warm now cold as frost
the one he loved lost to loss
her warm smile brighten his day
she made him happy in several ways
she held him tight when others would let go
she pulled him from the loop of swinging to and fro
she made sure to remind him of her love...so he would know
however life had been cruel and went for her soul
she had been told several times she was on the bring to die
today, today that day was nigh
she lied sick and ill on the bed of death
"It's the time I must go my love...it's time I rest"
with a beg and cry the poor man denied
yet she held his cheek in her hand and sighed "Dear...it's natural for one to die"
she held him tightly whilst he cried and cried
she made him face her and gave a weak smile
"You'll join me soon hun. this goodbye is only for a little while"
they stayed in the embraced and she kissed him in with passion
that lovely smile...it ought to be a fashion
he pictured a marriage one the stones would set
he remembered back when they first met
"Don't worry darling we'll have a family soon do not fret~"
he want to their kiss to last forever
yet life saw hers as a snake...one that had to be severed
she perished in his arms and died with a smile
"Goodbye...for a little while...."

Love of a father

He wakes in the morning and goes to wake you too
defy all you wish he wants to cook for you
he hums a song the song of a mother
he hums it better than any other
he smothers you with love, love he smothers you with
it seems too good to be true almost like a myth
his heart bigger the universes width
how cover you be rewarded with something as good as this?
he hold you tight in his sweet protecting arms
to ensure nothing and no one brings you any harm
it's hard to hard to stay mad at him with his sweet fatherly charm
from the rising bright sun to the dark grey moon
his gentle loving voice would make anyone swoon
yet he only wishes to care for you and only you
he helps you get through it all even if it's a minor flu
wanna know why? because your father loves you

The pained heart

Staring at the man in the mirror, the one who proved was superior
he lies on the exterior, yet he yearns on the interior
why does he miss her? why this one lady in particular
why why did it hurt? why oh why for her
something pained him, it ached in his heart
from the day he met her, from the very very start
he fell out of heaven and deep to hell
he search for her, he searched so well
yet no trace was found, not a single speck
but track after track there was more to trek
he had to hear her. her honey sweet voice
he didn't care for consequence not even by his choice
he wanted to see her whether eye or frame
with her in his life it wasn't the same
till finally he saw her she was in the reach of his hand
he finally found her....a lady with a man...
heartbroken and shunned he turned away
was he fated to be alone. alone his heart stay?
"It matters no more.." Was all he could say

(Welp i'm back in my damn feels again)

Love is like Sugar Glass

it's very sweet. it makes you feel happy and is the most greatest thing to experience in anyone or your life. it gives a sense of hope, of happiness, and true peace...however like sugar glass it's very fragile and prone to breaking even to the lightest of touches...no matter ho big or small a crack is in it it's bound to break at one point and if it does what's the point of putting it back together if it'll break even more than it already is?...
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A Broken Man

Down and Down the rings I go.
only to be tossed back up, to and Fro.
from the lights of heaven, to the darkness of hell.
what have I done to be treated so unwell?
I followed the rules...all to the T.
yet why did this still happen to me?
despite my kindness, gentleness, and care.
life has proceeded to be unfair.
in her hand, she held my heart.
"I'll love you forever..." a lie from the start
from the coldest snows, to the hottest sands.
she kept the promise she had said, we be together hand in hand
what once was love, is now a lie
she left my heart to permanently die.
I cried for help, I I yelled in fear
yet no one listened, no one tried to hear
I gave up on life I wished to let it go
and yet again life said no
it brought me back to that fateful day
all things good became nothing but dismay
all this time I tried to be better
yet not one dared to listen to a letter
I no longer yearn nor wish to cry
cause all good things around me seem to die...

"Welcome to my bio patients and nurses I welcome you. enjoy your stay I guess and please be kind to others and me. My preferred name is Doctor Voidsman but if you want my full name just know it's a combination of all my siblings and parents names my full name is Vincent Delaney Mildred Hilda Vimsey James Edward Voidsman"

Personality: Doc Colmer is a quiet man usually keeping to himself and being alone. He's quite tolerable of those around him, not minding the chaos as long as it doesn't get between him and work or doesn't involve him entirely. His silent attitude give him an ominous feel making few people think he's up to something bad...the reason is because he's a mute and doesn't tend to talk that much or interact with others well. he's quite a smart person able to plan things out and predict possible events that may or will happen. He enjoys cooking and helping out his patients when the time comes. when working in his hospital he has a serious almost harsh demeanor wanting to get work done and as quickly as possible as well.

Likes: he likes his silence when alone so he can read and write
When working he listens to music more of the classical and rock type of things he can't choose either one so he likes both and alternates between the 2, another thing he likes is his hospital he's built it from the ground up and is proud of it. the final thing he likes is his sibling, Delaney Voidsman, who is much smaller and younger than that of old Colmer

Dislikes: Doc doesn't do too well with conflict and tries his best to avoid it in any way possible. Another thing he dislikes is his hospital being damaged in any way. It breaks his heart seeing it happen, another thing he hates the most are people who play or are hero's he sees them as unworthy of his time and ignores them. The final thing is his cursed form...when he loses control of his powers he tries his best to restrain himself but fails to do so...